I have songs within me
The words come here and there
As I go about my days
I feel connected to them
I feel there are things I want to share
It's as if my torso is a cabinet or a safe
Shut, locked
But full of words unorganizedly stacked
Making noise if I move
And if I open the door and tip
Tons of words will come spilling out
May 27, 2018
May 27, 2018 at 5:03 PM UTC
I feel like I have all the time in the world if I just stay up late at night.
Oh, but that's not sustainable.
Mar 14, 2018
Mar 14, 2018 at 1:42 AM UTC
Break me down
So I can learn each piece
I feel like a puzzle that's not put together
I'm familiar with some pieces
I know parts of the picture
But others seem like a mystery
Or a contradiction
Jan 27, 2018
Jan 27, 2018 at 5:28 PM UTC
In 11 years
At least one thing hasn't changed:
You're home to me
You've supported my endeavors
And I've always had you to come home to
I like having that to count on
I need your stability
May I be so bold to say
Maybe you need my variety
I like that you truly see me
I need that
Maybe you do too
I need your insight and blunt honesty
I need your silliness
Maybe you need my different ways of thinking
We unwaveringly support each other
I need your stability
Maybe you need my variety
Jan 27, 2018
Jan 27, 2018 at 4:12 PM UTC
This is where I grew up broken
And I still am
I'm trying to find my missing pieces
This is where I fell apart
I'm still not together
I'm searching for a way to snap things into place
Understanding is out of my reach
I walk with limited sight
Hoping that the next thing I stumble upon
Will be an answer
Will help me move forward
Sep 4, 2017
Sep 4, 2017 at 4:41 PM UTC
Could I write
to **** out the poison
that paralyzes me?
Aug 14, 2017
Aug 14, 2017 at 10:16 PM UTC
The stone around your heart has been chiseled at
You warm the frost when you're ready
When you realize the small thinking, anger, fear, and drawing into yourself
Have shrunk you small
The wall starts to crumble
You start to free your mind, your heart
From the prison you kept for safety
Aug 10, 2017
Aug 10, 2017 at 6:58 AM UTC
I'm low on energy
But I've got fire in my heart
I want to wake up from this sleep
My head is filled with water
Aug 1, 2017
Aug 1, 2017 at 9:39 PM UTC
I have been seeking comfort for so long
I don't want to deal with the hard things
The unpleasant or mundane
In some ways, I was never taught how
But I can't shake this feeling that I need more
Seeking comfort brings on stress, anxiety, pain
I can't handle all of it
I've been struggling to change for a long time
What will it take?
I want to be ready
I decide to do things
But following through is easier said than done
How much more will I allow to fall before it's enough?
I say it's enough.
Jul 26, 2017
Jul 26, 2017 at 8:41 PM UTC