I grieve a mother that's still alive and a bestfriend that died, do I have to grieve you too?
Dec 24, 2021
Dec 24, 2021 at 1:30 AM UTC
now I'm questioning everything we had since the beginning.
Dec 23, 2021
Dec 23, 2021 at 7:28 AM UTC
the part of me that keeps trying to find home in a person.
Dec 22, 2021
Dec 22, 2021 at 12:43 PM UTC
My portion, guard my mouth and my thoughts
Here I am in a dark place
but I know you are my light
with me, always.
I have purpose, no matter how everything hurts or how everything seems so far away
I will not give up because you have proven in my life, time and time again
that when everyone leaves, You are the one that remains.
Dec 18, 2021
Dec 18, 2021 at 5:37 PM UTC
When was the last time your special someone told you that you're beautiful?
Dec 17, 2021
Dec 17, 2021 at 12:54 AM UTC
I hope you fall in love with someone
that would never let you cry yourself to sleep
feeling unloved, feeling like a burden
You deserve a love that's certain.
Dec 17, 2021
Dec 17, 2021 at 12:53 AM UTC
before you told me you loved me, it was already felt just not said
at this point I guess we really had to come to an end
...and as soft and as painful as this is
maybe I just need one last kiss
Jun 25, 2020
Jun 25, 2020 at 12:54 PM UTC
Optimistically, I'd see pain as strength
I'd use it in a context :
that I could get through whatever else life throws at me
because I believe that I've already been through the worst.
Through time, other kinds of pains introduced themselves through the years
each one was uniquely different, and each one felt devil sent
tapping different kinds of fear, to the point where I've felt so much
and didn't even shed a tear
....anymore.
Dealing with pain to me, is a choice
a choice where you stop seeing it as strife but a drive
a drive to not get lost within, but to take it in
I wouldn't say let it go, because it isn't always as easy as people show
so my only advice for people who strive
is to choose to see it as a drive
in a different context, get in the car and DRIVE!
ride your pain
and survive
for pain,
will always be a part of life.
Apr 4, 2020
Apr 4, 2020 at 3:49 AM UTC
I thought love was when you made me hot tea in the morning because I was sick
I thought love was how you stocked up on tissues because you found out I had allergic rhinitis
I thought love was when you hugged me in your sleep, without knowing that I was awake and silently crying
I thought love was your commitment to waiting for me, being patient with me knowing that I was not in an easy state
I thought love was the way you dealt with my intoxicated breakdowns
Man, the list could go on because I honestly thought maybe love was all the things you did that I wasn't used to because you made me feel that for once, the stars finally aligned in my favor
but you were just in a phase of infatuation while I was in a phase of breaking down walls, learning to accept the "love" I was never used to.
Real love, my dear is how I am hurting;
is knowing I deserve better
but still wishing you were the better that I deserved.
I miss you
I should stop
but real love doesn't just go away so quickly
which is why I'm left to wonder
why you're so okay with losing me
I guess that just means you never loved me.
Sep 22, 2019
Sep 22, 2019 at 3:50 AM UTC
steady, though I’m still haunted by the memories
your love was like ecstasy
now it’s crashing down
I’m a fool, might as well dress like a clown
cause I fell hard for your lies
I’m left to deal with the side effects of that temporary high
Sep 16, 2019
Sep 16, 2019 at 2:00 AM UTC