This cold of my city reminds me of an unreachable place,
that I’ve never been to.
Reminds me of my crystal queen: severe and cold,
That I haven’t met yet.
Nostalgia for things that haven´t come invades me, saddens me, and flow through my eyes.
I miss a mirage, a long-forgotten dream.
I can feel nothing but white,
And the white
slowly starts
to fill
my
heart
Nov 15, 2017
Nov 15, 2017 at 9:26 AM UTC
Different voices
Whisper in my ears
They're slower
They're darker
Yet I do not fear
This is also me
I don't like this state either
But this is what remains
I must catch them
Words from the void
Nov 14, 2014
Nov 14, 2014 at 2:23 AM UTC
You'll be my everything,
And I'll give you everything,
But I'll take all away from you as well.
I will eat all of you,
Devour you whole,
Tear you to pieces,
Rip you open,
Feast on your insides.
I will make you mine,
And I will break you,
Your heart at the very end.
I will break your hidden heart,
That cowards below that fog of toughness,
Mirage of cursing and boasting.
I will break your puny heart,
And I will give you mine.
Nov 14, 2014
Nov 14, 2014 at 2:22 AM UTC
It was never you
Playing with my mind
It was always me
Stabbing my own heart
Nov 14, 2014
Nov 14, 2014 at 2:14 AM UTC
Colors have drained.
All is dark.
Cold is here.
Warm has gone with the light.
I thought my fall had ended,
I thought no more pain could be bore,
Yet my fall speeds up.
I never realized:
You were my parachute.
I was falling, yes,
But at the speed of a feather,
Slowly spiraling.
Now you're not here,
And I keep on accelerating.
Not towards breaking,
I'm already broken.
Not towards darkness,
I'm already lost.
I'm being pulled:
Towards the void,
And into madness.
Nov 14, 2014
Nov 14, 2014 at 2:13 AM UTC
There's another kind of food
For broken-hearted poets.
Nov 14, 2014
Nov 14, 2014 at 2:12 AM UTC
Abandon all hope
Abandon ship
Even though our stack is full
The winds are fast
And the waters are still
This course is going nowhere
But to pain
Straight into ruin
So we stop chasing the elusive moon
And dedicate to drown ourselves
In the frosty waters
Of her negative.
Nov 11, 2014
Nov 11, 2014 at 2:53 AM UTC
*So it finally happened
I saw it coming long ago,
So I utterly snapped
And the fall came to a stop.
My glass heart broke
Into a thousand shards and pieces,
Not to be put together again
Not while its spark of light it misses.
And so I felt it:
The apprehension of my chest, the silent horror screams,
Everything going dark, and my transparent despair tears.
Nothing novel here of course
The common fate of things delicate,
Left unguarded and exposed
In this night so desolate.
And there is nothing left to burn
Nothing now inside remains,
Only ashes black and white
That for a while will not ignite,
And the void inside my chest
That ***** life and light and flesh.
None of this her fault is
All the blame is on me,
I plunged into love's abyss
Enchanted by its melody.
Perhaps that's what hurts the most
Having no one else to blame,
I can't escape my dreamy coast
And must endure alone the shame.
So my heart broke today
And I had no one there to hold,
So shall I wander astray
And for a while be alone.*
Nov 5, 2014
Nov 5, 2014 at 7:34 PM UTC
Owl
Pale miracle
Take me away
In your adroit and silent wings
Made for the night
Don't go just yet
Take me with you
To the darkness
my darkness
To the silence
my silence
To the loneliness
my loneliness
why does my heart keeps on falling
for those who can't take me with them?
Nov 3, 2014
Nov 3, 2014 at 10:03 PM UTC