
peach
American
Elusive / Violinist / Buddhist / Writer / Curious / Vietnamese/Irish / Always late / Unintentionally funny / College kid / / You can find me somewhere by the sea, gliding a bow against vibrating strings...playing some song that you'll never know while I wish on every single star to feel whole. / / -Peach / / All rights reserved © 2013-2014 Peach / Facebook: www.facebook.com/Peach0415 / PoetFreak: www.poetfreak.com/peach / Soundcloud:https://soundcloud.com/peachpanda-1
Come...
Shatter this reality
I’d fall twice as hard to my knees
If that’s what you needed to feel free
Nov 14, 2019
Nov 14, 2019 at 6:37 AM UTC
Whisper,
A careless caress of emotion
Stolen through unwilling strokes
I lack all innocence
Memory is my greatest sin
Tell me something
Tell me anything
Because I'm living,
But long dead
Trying to define what isn't mine
I'm loving who I need
Beggin' never leave
We play a different story
One last melody
Always mine
My stars lay by your side
© Peach
Apr 11, 2015
Apr 11, 2015 at 6:54 AM UTC
Washed out flame
Never to reignite
Face to face
Mouth to mouth
Breathe the terror out
I’m overwhelmed by infinite doubts
I forgot my virtue at the door
At least that's the excuse I'll misuse,
They say tattoos cover any bruise
But then again, so does continued drug abuse
Baby, be my "everything that went wrong”
Fatal love songs remind me of my recklessness
I’ve got another Hail-Mary to choke out- it’s the day of genesis
And you’re my only shame but I lack all eloquence
Digging my own grave
In hopes of learning the lesson
I’m five feet deep,
Torn lace is the only mark of my indiscretion
Silhouettes fake perfection
© 2014 Peach
Dec 18, 2014
Dec 18, 2014 at 9:37 PM UTC
He asks, "define emotion?"
In my own state of carelessness,
I give him the answer he never wanted
Happiness, is driving 115 in a 65 MPH zone
Not caring,
Because a part of you wants to die young anyways
A part of you is dead already
But that is your secret
And no one needs to know,
All the aspects that you will never show.
Desperation, is the feel of a sharp knife,
Gliding against ****** skin like an experienced lover
Giving release without slicing too deep.
A smear,
A mark,
A badge of ******* honor
Because you flirted with death and made it out alive.
Stupidity, is the freedom found at 16
Driving through a coastal city
As the first cold front shimmies it's way through the trees
Illegally smoking cigarettes
With a half bottle of ***** rolling around underneath the seat
It was always *****
It just had to be
Pleasure begins in a clever little pill
It was almost too much,
Sublime in nature....
Dangerous in reality
But it made you feel good
And for once
Everything was ok
Reality is the writing of my transgressions
Like I haven't a care in the world who reads them.
I'm flawed...
Why is this such a surprise to you?
© 2014 Peach
Nov 14, 2014
Nov 14, 2014 at 10:17 PM UTC
Summer breeze coasting through the trees
Wind chimes remind me
I've had better times
But here I am again
******
Because I can't sleep peacefully
Mary Jane hides the worst in me
As I shut my eyes,
I only see
Darkness,
Liquid black
Like the color of my soul
I was doing so well you see
*Clean
Sober
Running
Yoga*
But I had a crack in my shield
And the nightmares came back
Brutally vengeful
I only had my screams to keep me company
3 hours, and one very hot shower later
And I'm back,
Contemplating life on the patio
Flicking a lighter
Breathing deep
Letting the smoke seep
Back into my system
*****
High
Still
Weak*
It's a vicious cycle
Recovering from memories
My nightmare waits for me back home
2 hours and 12 minutes away
I can't put it off any longer
Just thinking about him makes me anxious
And terribly sad
Because people who tell you they love you
Shouldn't hurt you
They shouldn't force and rip their way inside of you
Until everything burns
Make no mistake
Tears don't blur the violence
Soap never disinfects the shame of silence
I think I should be over it by now
Honestly, **** happens
People get ***** every day
Anyone who tells you different is a liar
Or perhaps just blind
Either way,
I don't need prayers
I don't need sympathy
I probably need a **** lobotomy
Or maybe just a clean slate
So I continue to breathe
One breath at a time
While my eyes gradually drift close
I am alive
But parts of me are dead
I
Am
Not
Broken
But even Wonder Woman needs a day off
© 2014 Peach
Aug 12, 2014
Aug 12, 2014 at 3:31 AM UTC
Thunder resonates throughout my entire being
If there's rain,
I can't feel it
But I can taste it
As it slithers past my parted lips,
Cool against the tip of my tongue
Absently, I watch it caress my skin
Slowly pouring down,
Like tears across my face
Briefly revealing my bruised soul
And I wish I could describe this ache
I hate the terror in my head
More than I could ever possibly say
I doubt anyone will ever have the patience to break through my walls
After all,
Damaged goods are still damaged
No matter how attractive they might be
I can't ****** my way into a happy ending
© 2014 Peach
Aug 11, 2014
Aug 11, 2014 at 3:47 AM UTC
Wake up to reality
Seems like I’ve got an affinity
For playing with your center of gravity
Can I paint your mental walls red?
Hop on a plane just to find myself in your bed
Possible....
Some might even say probable
But only if you bow down
To worship my invisible crown
Misled, misread but still a thoroughbred
Undeniably ready to be ridden
There are no misgivings
You want vivd?
Tie me up in ribbons
Enjoy my only submission
© 2014 Peach
Aug 9, 2014
Aug 9, 2014 at 5:14 AM UTC
*If life is but a series of confessions
Then, allow me to confess
Cause this unavoidable winter chill
Is making me reel
For once just tell me how you feel
Tell
Me
How
You
Feel*
************
I fake myself through the day
Probably about 170 different ways
Underplaying wrong intentions
Avoiding any type of intervention
I allow the masses to steal
Anything I have left that makes me feel real
Maybe it's the universe
Fate is often twisted
Because I can't stop giving
Beyond the cost of living
This life is unforgiving
And I'm too broke to afford the cost of healing
© 2014 Peach
Aug 7, 2014
Aug 7, 2014 at 2:40 AM UTC
*The end,
Felt every bit as sudden as the beginning
There wasn't any magic,
No mysticism to evoke comparisons of the divine
It was simply an instant reality
That no amount of prayers or wishes could change*
__________________
And I will never find the words,
They elude me each day
Mocking me from their unattainable perch with glee-
People write of love that is
Everlasting by definition,
Beautiful in it's absolute distinction
And worthy of praise and adoration in it's splendor
Somehow,
They fail to mention that love,
Pales in comparison to the sorrow that follows
I miss you
© 2014 Peach
Aug 1, 2014
Aug 1, 2014 at 12:17 AM UTC
This love is so restless
It's making us reckless
99.9% of the time
Oh but baby you're mine...you're mine
We sip our way into the wee hours of day
Drinking every bit of champagne
Hoping to sustain
Dying embers of the flame
Take me back to the night we missed our flight
We were lying in the sand
Playing games of naked twister unplanned
Every demand was issued like a command
Call me crazy but I loved each reprimand
One day maybe
I'll be your leading lady
Until then, baby don't call me baby
I lost my soul somewhere down in Haiti
Love me like crazy
I was losing the fight
Holding tight to the edges of fragile delight
Moaning between every bite
You had me trembling at the increase
Racing fast like lightening towards release
Prime and ready to please
But only if you please
My only goal is to appease
Raising the heat by degrees
Wearing what's left of my chemise
I'm far from a trainee,
A tease waiting anxiously on my knees
One day maybe
I'll be your leading lady
Until then, baby don't call me baby
I lost my soul somewhere down in Haiti
Love me like crazy
Love me like crazy...
© 2014 Peach
Jul 25, 2014
Jul 25, 2014 at 2:46 AM UTC