i rise with the sun
green plants around, clear skies above
a plan to bloom today, but then a fog surrounds
different hues blooming around, i feel dull
why is there a dark cloud above?
flowers standing tall around, im drowning in a muddy puddle beneath
the sky poured it's tears on me, it weighed me down
it made me dry, i cant feel the ground
why am i left behind?
as if it's the end of the world
the sun begins to set, it's leaving me in the dark
a plan to bloom today, swallowed by the night
i am scared, i cant see the path ahead
why am i still here?
the stars gently smiled
as the moon softly replied,
"some flowers only bloom at night"
🌌🌼
Nov 12, 2021
Nov 12, 2021 at 6:58 PM UTC
clad with sorrow,
i slowly fell into oblivion
swallowed by darkness,
even the ever flowing thoughts were silenced
even the tears i failed to cry out were drowned
along with the countless swords pierced on my heart
along with the heavy rusty armor where i tried to hide
.
Aug 17, 2019
Aug 17, 2019 at 9:24 PM UTC
words left me behind
i screamed but nothing came out
i wrote but the paper remained blank
for the ink is dry and so is my heart
Mar 21, 2019
Mar 21, 2019 at 9:41 AM UTC
*summer ends, fall comes
green leaf dries, turns crimson dyed
love that never dies*
Sep 1, 2018
Sep 1, 2018 at 6:51 PM UTC
sana'y pagpikit ng aking mga mata
lahat ng ito'y matapos na, ako'y pagod na
sana'y pagdilat ng aking mga mata
ay lumipas na ang marso, at abril na
sana'y ang luhang bumubuhos ay maubos
maubusan ng dahilan para umagos
sana'y ang mga mata kong mugto
ay kalimutan na ang nakaraan- kanilang multo
sana'y di ko na makita ang sarili ko
na kinamumuhian din ako
sana'y makita ko ang sarili ko
kung sino ako at mahalin ko ito
sana'y ang mga matang ito
na minsan ng lumuha ng todo
ay makitaan ko ng luha muli
ngunit ngayo'y may kasama nang ngiti
sa aking puso, sa aking labi.
Mar 23, 2018
Mar 23, 2018 at 11:18 AM UTC
you see
i've got all these emotions
in my mind, my heart
anxiety, hopelessness,
sadness, loneliness,
name it
so i washed them away
drowned them with my tears
but you see
they know how to swim
but i don't know how.
Feb 21, 2018
Feb 21, 2018 at 6:05 PM UTC
i pleaded
i wanna go home
i cried
please take me back home
but my father-
he said no
he said it's too early
i need to do my homework
i have to pass the test
he wants me to learn more
he hopes to see me finish it
finish it well
i pleaded
take me home
he said no
finish it well
do the homework ive given you on earth
pass the tests, the trials so you'll learn
learn more about me, about them, about life
it's too early, you aren't ready
you can't force or choose
your own graduation date
you can't decide when it's time to go home
i pleaded
take me home
father said no
finish it well and
wait for the ring of the bell
and i'll welcome you
here in heaven,
in my arms,
your home.
Feb 21, 2018
Feb 21, 2018 at 9:55 AM UTC
i was looking for my worth
so i looked all around me to find it
i looked at myself and find nothing
i looked behind me, the dark past of failures and pain
i looked at myself to find an empty heart from the past, i gained
i looked forward, a blurry and foggy future awaits
i looked at myself to find myself standing on a quicksand, im stucked and sinking in the present
i looked beside me, people are there but distant from me
i looked at myself to find hands that are nasty, ***** that's why no one would hold me.
so i looked down
bend my knees on the ground
i looked up the sky
hold my breath and cry
as i see you there
with arms reaching out
with eyes without a tinge of doubt.
You gave me a new heart
and filled it with your love.
You made my hands clean
and grabbed it tight as if saying "im here".
You pulled my feet that were stucked
and help me move forward to the future you've planned.
You welcomed me in you arms
gave me a warm embrace
wiped my tears til it left no trace
then you whispered in my ear
and loving said
"My daughter,
you are and
will always be loved
You have been
and will always be
precious in my sight"
I am empty. I am a failure. I can achieve nothing. I am unloved. I am worthless.
But not anymore
For I am loved, saved by his grace. I am given a hope and a future.
I am precious before God.
And so are you.
Feb 14, 2018
Feb 14, 2018 at 8:04 AM UTC
*i shoved
and hide away
everything
inside the pocket
of my worn out jeans.
the receipts,
the candy wrappers,
the spare coins,
the bus tickets,
and this bothersome
but true feelings
for you*
Jan 22, 2018
Jan 22, 2018 at 3:05 AM UTC
she is willing to stand
under the pressure and weight
of the waterfalls
just to stay connected to you,
the cold river.
Dec 27, 2017
Dec 27, 2017 at 6:49 AM UTC