i thought i know what i'm doing
striving for the right things
but keep approaching the bad ones
how easy life would it be
if we can know
if we can feel
but
maybe that's the harsh truth
there are no right or wrong
just who and what
how and when
Apr 2, 2019
Apr 2, 2019 at 6:36 PM UTC
the petals begin to fall
one by one
leaving it naked, and alone
at the brink of a foreign cascade
in this coldness of spring
how funny does this sound?
spring is meant for it to bloom
yet, it's dying
for each second it breathes
becoming so helpless
yet, standing so strong
holding tight onto the ground
hang in there love, i got you
Mar 31, 2018
Mar 31, 2018 at 12:36 AM UTC
I have reached
The point in my life
Where death
Is the only option
I have
May 17, 2016
May 17, 2016 at 2:18 PM UTC
When love has become just a word
A game is what we are playing
Right?
May 17, 2016
May 17, 2016 at 11:54 AM UTC
It's funny how I fall in love with you
Looking back at you right now
You ain't the same anymore
Maybe they're right
People do change
You keep saying
"I'm still me"
But that is a lie
Heart's getting torn from your mistakes
Sorry was never been said
Ego?
We keep fighting
And you're blaming me
"You don't get me!"
What the hell are you talking about?
Is it me or you?
I've done everything I could
But you don't give a **** about it
Now, tell me
Who don't get who?
Nov 2, 2015
Nov 2, 2015 at 4:32 AM UTC
The pills didn't work
Useless anesthetic
To this raging storm inside me
Each and everyday passes by
I fake a smile to the world
No one ever knows
Underneath my smile
Is my broken heart
I had reached a breaking point
The crystals streamed down my cheeks
I screamed, I shouted, I yelled
"SOMEONE ! PLEASE !"
"HELP ME ! HELP ME !"
"I'M DYING.."
"I'M DYING INSIDE..."
"PLEASE..SAVE ME.."
I can hear them in a whisper
Yet they can't hear me screaming
Tick tock goes the clock
Waiting in the amber of darkness
Embraced only by the lonely night's breeze
Facing my daunting life's misery
"FIGHT! FIGHT! FIGHT!"
A voice kept playing in my head
Repeating the same words
Over and over and over
As I see
A light at the end of the tunnel
A ray of hope
For in this very moment
I only have me
Only me
I have to fight
No! I must fight
This is my life, my match, my war
If there is only one winner
It will be me!
This game of mine
I am going to blow it up
As only I and I alone
Can paint a future that I truly deserve
Oct 2, 2015
Oct 2, 2015 at 1:19 AM UTC
If I shade a tear
Where will it flows?
If I cut my wrist
Where will the blood spurt?
If I die someday
Where will my soul go?
I wonder
Where will they be?
And till now
I still wondering
Aug 7, 2015
Aug 7, 2015 at 8:43 PM UTC
You unlocked the door
With the key
You called love?
You entered my heart
And enlightened it
With your lies
You drew me in
Into your world
To gain my love
To gain my trust
I gave you my heart
With trust
No doubt
But
You slowly
Squeeze it
Break it
Smash it to the wall
Now
You leave it wounded
Full of scars
"You'll be sorry"
"I know you will"
Jan 24, 2015
Jan 24, 2015 at 11:40 AM UTC
The pills doesn't work
I took it over and over
But still
It doesn't work
Each and everyday passes by
I fake a smile to the world
No one knows
Underneath my smile
Is my broken heart
But
I had reached a breaking point
The crystals streamed down my cheeks
I can't stand it anymore
"SOMEONE !"
"PLEASE !"
"HELP ME ! HELP ME !"
"I'M DYING.."
"I'M DYING INSIDE..."
Dec 3, 2014
Dec 3, 2014 at 10:39 AM UTC
You think you're tough enough?
To leave bruises on the others' body
To make a scar on the others' face
You think you're perfect?
To insult the others
Saying their existence is a ******* jokes
Do you proud of it?
Does it worth?
What did you gained?
Satisfaction?
Victory?
From your deepest heart
Don't you feel sorry for them?
They're physically and mentally
Broken by you
And you
Laughing at them
Saying they deserve this?
Is there
No humanity
Live inside you?
People like you guys
Don't deserve to be called human
Neither be called animal
'Cause animal isn't as devil as you
Just remember
This world is round
What goes around
Comes around
Jun 3, 2014
Jun 3, 2014 at 11:27 AM UTC