I felt the wind on my cheeks
It felt like a warm hug
It felt like your hug
Nov 13, 2021
Nov 13, 2021 at 1:24 PM UTC
I want to be free
Free from an anger built inside me
Free from being sad for no reason
Free from being lonely when I shouldn't be
Free from caring what people may think or say
Free from feeling I don't belong anywhere
Free from the anchor that keeps pulling me down
I just want to be free
I want to live in peace
Jan 31, 2019
Jan 31, 2019 at 2:07 PM UTC
Do you know that feeling when you start hating someone?
Not because they did something terrible to you
It's just their entire existence bothers you
Do you know that feeling when you see a cockroach?
That strong hatred and urge to **** them without a reason?
Now imagine you are that someone or that cockroach
The someone you cannot run away from
The someone you have to put up with
The cockroach you need take care of
Now tell me
How do you even begin to deal with that in every second of your entire existence and not wanting to end it all?
May 16, 2018
May 16, 2018 at 8:26 PM UTC
People who want to stay
have to leave too soon
Yet people who want to leave
Are forced to stay for too long
May 9, 2018
May 9, 2018 at 9:25 PM UTC
I don't know what it is
But I can feel it
I know it's flowing through my veins
It's been there
Who knows when
But I can feel it
I can feel it becoming part of me
A part I want to get rid of
But I don't how without draining
Every single drop of my blood
To make sure it's gone forever
Apr 4, 2018
Apr 4, 2018 at 10:55 PM UTC
Do you know what scares me the most?
Falling deeply in love for the wrong person.
People say you'll never know until you try,
but the truth is,
you're not going to find out until it's too late.
You'll just end up having to deal with that unspeakable feeling he caused that you may never recover from in your entire existence.
Mar 27, 2018
Mar 27, 2018 at 5:10 PM UTC
No matter how close your destination is,
You'll never get there if you are just standing still.
Feb 4, 2017
Feb 4, 2017 at 9:16 PM UTC
I have home
But I'm homeless
Strange indeed
I should feel home in my own body
But I don't, I never did.
That's probably why I've been dreaming to have someone,
Someone I can claim my home.
That's probably why I always felt I should be somewhere else,
Because nowhere is home.
Jun 21, 2016
Jun 21, 2016 at 10:41 AM UTC
It's terrifying,
knowing you can never know,
who someone is.
Someone can talk to you everyday,
But never actually told you anything.
Someone can wear a smile perfectly,
But is actually in tremendous pain.
Someone can treat you as a friend,
But never even considered you as one.
Someone can make you feel special,
But you are actually nothing to them.
Apr 29, 2016
Apr 29, 2016 at 1:55 AM UTC
It's one thirty in the afternoon,
Still waiting to be interviewed
For a job I might never get.
Looking outside from a 17th floor of a 30 story building, I got amazed by how beautifully blue the sky is,
The brightness of the sun perfectly compliments the color of the sky.
People walking under the heat of the sun;
Their cheeks being kissed by warm air that passes by,
The warm wind blowing their hair,
And blowing the leaves of the trees beside the streets.
Seeing these simple yet spectacular beauty,
Makes me want to sit still until my eyes slowly closed... permanently
But then my name was called.
Apr 7, 2016
Apr 7, 2016 at 4:02 AM UTC