you will never understand why it hurts
you will never feel my pain
you think you know just because you did ******
you don't understand because you aren't me
Feb 21, 2019
Feb 21, 2019 at 12:44 AM UTC
Will i ever stop crying
Will i ever be normal
Does everyone cry in the shower
Does everyone cry them selfs to sleep
Does everyone fake a smile
Does everyone fake a laugh
Is everyone as embarassed as me
Oct 29, 2018
Oct 29, 2018 at 11:01 AM UTC
He gives me space
For me to breathe
I need him close
But i want him to leave
I love you dear
Dont you see
My games are just a defense baby
Ill push you away
That much is true
But baby i will always want you
Crying tears
No one knows
Ill hide them till i dont know
Why do you smile when all else is bad
Why cant i be real
Why cant i be glad
Oct 29, 2018
Oct 29, 2018 at 10:48 AM UTC
I dont date jocks
They are *****
They think they are above everyone else
And right now im sitting with 3 football players
Oct 26, 2018
Oct 26, 2018 at 10:58 AM UTC
Im crying
Ill never stop dying
I know i should start goodbying
But im trying
Right now im surviving
Oct 26, 2018
Oct 26, 2018 at 10:11 AM UTC
No one understands
Being fine in an elevator but being pinned down is the scariest thing in the world
Oct 23, 2018
Oct 23, 2018 at 12:47 PM UTC
That day will always be my last
My last smile
My last pieice of innosence
My last day with my old name
My last everything
Now i am Alie because that is all i would say when i was 3
The day i was adopted all i said was 'a lie'
So my new parents called me that
i know i have a twin out there my mom told me so
Only i was put up for adopting not her
She probably wasnt abused by her parents
Mine was physical from my dad
Emotional from both
She probably doesnt have a rediculous fear
She is probably perfect unlike me
Oct 23, 2018
Oct 23, 2018 at 8:33 AM UTC
Shadows
All around us.
Pain
Without any gain.
Slit wrists
Will i be missed?
Tears
And no one is here.
Pills
Took so many i lost count.
Lord am i worth a sound
**** happiness
My life is over
Will i always be dependent
Dependent on hurting myself
Oct 19, 2018
Oct 19, 2018 at 5:39 PM UTC