i dont know how to start this so i'll just start by saying hello
even when i mean goodbye
i wanna get out of here because im tired
but im tired probably means im scared
but i'll just **** it up and get this over with
ask me if im okay and i'll say im wonderful
but maybe i mean i cant do it anymore
you see, everybody sees things with their own perspective
like i'll say trees are okay but i mean they're beautiful
*by beautiful maybe i mean you
when i say you, i mean i adore you
and if i adore you i mean, ill always think of you*
i wouldnt say i dont care
its just that i have a lot of pride that i cant swallow
when i say i cant swallow i mean
ive learned how to swallow starlight and
i hope you know that the ache it brings is like a cinnamon heartburn
i hate people with pride issues
they make my tongue burn and swell
but i mean my kiss taste like a shotgun to the lips
it'll make you feel brave.
it'll make you feel brave, but i mean it'll make me weak.
sometimes we all feel like we're imprisoned
somewhere we dont want to be
but let me tell you this, you're like a bird
you're free, you got the whole world
because baby, there's no such thing as cage.
let me end this with a thank you,
but maybe my thank you means hello.
Feb 25, 2017
Feb 25, 2017 at 2:12 AM UTC
I JUST REALIZED THAT CRYING OVER SOMEONE YOU ALREADY LOST
WONT MAKE THEM COME BACK.
SO WHY ON EARTH DO I KEEP LOCKING MYSELF IN AN EMPTY ROOM
WHILE REMINISCING THE THINGS WE USED TO DO
WHY DO I KEEP CRYING AND EATING ALL MY FEELINGS OUT
WHEN I CAN GO OUT THERE
AND SHOW ALL THESE ************* THAT I DO KNOW BETTER
BUT I JUST CHOSE TO WAIT
AND NOW THAT IM DONE WAITING
I'LL LET Y'ALL SEE
WHAT Y'ALL LOST.
- PD
Feb 22, 2016
Feb 22, 2016 at 4:28 PM UTC
Three years ago, she told you she loves you...
You see her walking down the street with her earphones in
You smiled from ear to ear
Reminiscing the past three years
Your smile turned upside down
And you wonder if she moved on
Thats why she's back in town
And you wonder if you could handle
Her moving on from you
You stared at her as she crosses the street
As she sings along to the music in her ears
You wonder if she still listens to the same song
You wonder what you did wrong
She saw you so she smiled and wave
Crazy because last time, she turned the other way
But today was different
She smiled and walked up to you
Asking you how you do
Then you realized you're upset
That you let her go
She left with a smile on her face
"Bye..." You whispered
As your voice cracked.
***Three years ago, she told you she loves you...
Today, you almost say it back.***
Dec 2, 2015
Dec 2, 2015 at 10:58 AM UTC
DO I EVER CROSS YOUR MIND
BECAUSE OH BOY, YOU'RE ALWAYS ON MINE.
DO YOU EVER THINK ABOUT THE PAST?
FUNNY HOW IT ENDED SO FAST.
DO YOU EVER THINK ABOUT US?
WHAT COULD HAVE HAPPENED
IF THINGS DIDN'T END UP THIS WAY
BECAUSE I DO
I ALWAYS DO.
I WONDER WHAT COULD HAVE HAPPENED
IF YOU STAYED
WE COULD'VE BEEN SOMETHING WONDERFUL
Nov 25, 2015
Nov 25, 2015 at 11:28 AM UTC
Ive written too many words
To ask you to stay.
Too many letters that beg;
That spell out desperation.
So go ahead,
Leave.
Nov 18, 2015
Nov 18, 2015 at 12:25 PM UTC
I booked a flight to America
Wishing to start a new life.
You found out I was leaving.
You were mad as if it’s a crime.
You called me and asked
If we could see each other for the last time.
You gave me a letter that broke my heart
Explaining why we fell apart
Telling me you never stopped
Telling me you though I gave up
But the one thing I wont forget
Is when you said
“I will never, ever forget you. You’re one of the reasons why Im happy and because... you mean a lot to me.”
I wanted to talk to you and sort this out
But it was too late
Because I have a flight before midnight.
Looking back to those days
Still makes me sad.
Its been a year and I still think about you.
Oct 22, 2015
Oct 22, 2015 at 8:33 AM UTC
One winter night
The wind blows with its might
She walks alone through the wood
Her name’s Little Red Riding Hood
The willow trees along the forest trail
Sway their empty branches and wail
And afar, the white bright moon
Tries hard to shine like it were noon
“I will eat you”, the whisper sounded near
Sending her into a state of fear
Holding her basket she spun around
Only to see darkness from the sky to the ground
Awake and alert, she waited a moment
Her fast beating heart giving her a torment
To go on or to go back, she couldn’t decide
How she wished her mother by her side
The wolf couldn’t wait to claim his food
So he started to plan how he could
For he knew which way she’s heading to
It’s probably the route earlier too
The wolf figured out a plan
He wouldn’t share this to his clan
So he ran and ran and wait for her at her granny’s place
But here comes the twist in this tale
For Riding Hood is a modern child
And the wolf is still traditional and wild
Riding Hood reached for her cellphone, and placed a call
Calling her granny in no time at all
“Im scared, Im going home”, she cried
It was a failed effort, but she tried
A wise decision, granny couldn't agree more
Soon, there was a knock on the door
“Whos that?”, Granny asked
“Red Riding Hood”, his voice was masked
What an impostor
Posing as her granddaughter
Granny picked up her whistle and blew it hard
Down came running the guard
Before he knew it, he was put in a sack
What a pity, the wolf became a catch
In a mere mobile phone
He found his match.
Oct 18, 2015
Oct 18, 2015 at 11:37 AM UTC
I can be white, black, red, green.
No color judgement, ever since.
I hear things I dont want to hear. I see things I dont want to see.
When people are mad,
They take it out on me.
Time just pass me by
And sometimes people asks why
Why am I thin, thick, wide, red, rough, or smooth, or they'll ask me if I know all the truths.
If only I could talk.
You will know the answers
And all the crimes, worries, and wonders
Will be discovered.
- P.D
Jul 17, 2015
Jul 17, 2015 at 10:49 AM UTC
Im thinking about you again.
and this is not a good sign
May 26, 2015
May 26, 2015 at 10:45 PM UTC
(oh boy, oh you.)
You told me things that made me believe
you told me things i didn’t wanna hear
you told me things i can relate to
its weird because thats not something that you’re into
you told me feeling you didn’t want anyone to know
Even though i didn’t wanna hear it
I couldn’t say no
Because I want you to know that I’m still here
and I’m not willing to disappear.
Oh boy, oh you,
I wish you knew
What pain I had to go through
All because of you.
-pd
May 5, 2015
May 5, 2015 at 5:09 PM UTC