todo lo que hago es para ti
mi anhelo es que tu puedes encontrarte
que cada vez que miras a las nubes
que cada vez que miras a las alturas
que cada vez que miras al oceano
vez a ti misma en su refleccion
Jan 16, 2023
Jan 16, 2023 at 9:52 PM UTC
I am responsible for the knowledge that feeds my head.
It hasn’t been getting fed
Oct 17, 2021
Oct 17, 2021 at 4:08 AM UTC
My lovers skin I have been
Sticking to them like humid clothes in the sweltering heat
Attached when I know I need to release them
The hurt goes so deep
I barely have the sheer willpower to confront it
Even heal from it
I remember the best moments
I relive the worst
Protecting everything you have inside
Refusing to let your vital organs spill out
I poured into you
I chose you
I fought for you
I loved you
Your smell
Your taste
Your sight
All etched into my memory
Affecting my Being
Like the carvings inside caves
Left for another to deduce it’s timeless meaning
You have in me made impressions
Not unlike the steps in sand
The rifts of earths highest and lowest points
A summation of everything that has ever been
And everything that ever will
Now I know why
You are not worth it anymore
Oct 13, 2021
Oct 13, 2021 at 4:43 AM UTC
****
This one is a hard one
All these emotions
That wane and wax like the illuminesence that brightens our nights
All these emotions
That drown me under the tides of isolation and incomprehension
All these emotions
That eviscerate me in the moment
But that's the thing about time
It passes
Mar 11, 2021
Mar 11, 2021 at 8:00 PM UTC
You will never understand my underlying battle beneath the surface if you spent a millenia breaking me down
I have fought
I have lost
I've felt
That isn't all that I am
I am
What I've learned
How I fought back
How I chose to over come
The ways I surmounted
That's ok
You were never meant to dissect my beating heart on the table simply for your selfishness of knowing
All that I am
Mar 11, 2021
Mar 11, 2021 at 7:58 PM UTC
It is easy to be drowned out by the perception of others
It's easier to feed others when you yourself are starving
It's easiest to lose sight of your purpose when you're fixated on these things
It's difficult to choose yourself, but I promise once you trust yourself and believe
I know that anything is possible
Feb 7, 2021
Feb 7, 2021 at 12:42 PM UTC
I am speaking to you,
You who lost your face in the multitude of the crowd
You who deserted your purpose for confusion
You who rejected yourself because it's all you've ever seen others do to you
You who adopted patterns the desolation of accommodation
I see you
I know you
I have been you
I am lighting the path to freedom
Because my purpose
Is to eminate
Jan 20, 2021
Jan 20, 2021 at 9:01 PM UTC
Allow change to take over you
Melt into the tides of renewal
Allow the past to wash over you
Mend your heart
Reconcile with those who have hurt you
Nothing is worth more than your sanity
Your peace is a priority
Do not allow the externalities of this world to imprison
Your hope
Sep 20, 2020
Sep 20, 2020 at 3:00 PM UTC
This overwhelming knowledge that
nothing will ever be the same again
doesn't phase me anymore
I choose to not feel anything
because when I do i get hurt
if there's nothing i can do about it
my emotions only hold me back
so when you ask if im ok
know im not
im just really good at faking
sensitivity
Aug 30, 2020
Aug 30, 2020 at 9:07 PM UTC
This new step feels different
It feels like summer rain,
the warm droplets reassure me that the nights of endless sobbing has been taken over by the divine rain
It feels like dawn braking,
the hiding sun has taken center stage and awoken me from my slumber, supported by the imaginatively inspiring clouds
It feels like finishing a puzzle,
the pieces have finally fallen together and the landscape that I am destined to chart has been laid out by countless frustrating corner pieces
all that's left is to set sail on this new day leaving the rain behind
Aug 25, 2020
Aug 25, 2020 at 12:44 PM UTC