reading through old bits of writings
i knew would never amount to anything
and oh, what angst
Apr 20, 2014
Apr 20, 2014 at 12:37 AM UTC
I lose myself to the wind again, blown apart like a dandelion wasted on a wish, and I wonder if you're trying to paint with all my colors
Mar 13, 2014
Mar 13, 2014 at 1:13 AM UTC
i punched the
elephant in the room
square in the face
square. in. the. face.
with all the force
i could muster
from the raw vulnerability
that pulsed through my veins
and the elephant looked
right into my eyes
baby blues with a blooming iris
freeing the seeds of thought
that had lay dormant within
yes, that elephant looked
right into my eyes
and laughed.
laughed
and with its
seven foot long trunk
it ****** out
e
v
e r
y l
as
t
d
r
o
p
of feeling
emotion
passion
and left me empty.
but hey, at least the elephant left.
Feb 8, 2014
Feb 8, 2014 at 1:52 AM UTC
i'm going to spill over one day
and i won't be able to stop it
it'll all come pouring out
down to the very last drop
forming a pool of pent up emotions
surrounding us and
soaking our sneakers
and as soon as the last drop falls
i'll freak out and
run for paper towels
but it won't be enough
because it all poured out
and you soaked it in
and that'll be it
i'll be
e
m p
t
y.
And i'll never know until it happens
whether you'll fill me back up
or walk away from the mess
part of me wants to know which
and the other part of me doesn't want to be left empty.
Jan 7, 2014
Jan 7, 2014 at 1:01 AM UTC
I want to be with you.
Plain and simple.
I feel it all the time
The need to tell you about my day
Or ask you about yours
It's not even that I have much to say, it's just that I want you beside me while I'm studying or when I'm cooking dinner
And especially when I wake in the morning
Because just your presence
Makes everything better
Makes everything okay
not being together is the only thing that doesn't make sense anymore.
could you just be with me?
And make it all make sense
Because if we don't end up together, I don't know what to make of sense.
What of sense.
What.
I don't think I can turn around from here.
Please don't make me turn around.
Nov 21, 2013
Nov 21, 2013 at 12:06 AM UTC
I could stay
in your rib-crushing
hugs for a
lifetime.
It might restrict my
breathing, but I
wouldn't mind
if it meant
I'd die in
your arms
Nov 18, 2013
Nov 18, 2013 at 11:41 PM UTC
the smile that spread
across my face when
I received your text
makes me nervous
and the happy dance
I did when you
asked me to lunch
alarms me
i don't wanna crash again
Nov 18, 2013
Nov 18, 2013 at 7:23 PM UTC
i
don't
think
i
have
ever
wanted
anything
more
than
i
want
you
Nov 12, 2013
Nov 12, 2013 at 2:12 PM UTC
I want to travel the world with you and see the way your eyes light up when you see how beautiful it is, and when you see it I want to feel your hand tighten around mine as if to say are you seeing this, are you! I want to travel the world with you and look back through the pictures only to find that my favorites are the candids of you with another change of scenery in the background. I want to travel the world with you and pinpoint on the map every place I fell in love with you all over again. I want our love story to go as far and wide and deep as this world will allow.
let's get lost
Nov 11, 2013
Nov 11, 2013 at 12:56 AM UTC
you
terrify
me
because
I
am
completely
and
utterly
at
your
disposal.
Do with me what you will,
I no longer have control over my longing for you.
Do with me what you will,
I cannot wonder one second more if this what you want too.
give in to me, I'll give in to you
Nov 6, 2013
Nov 6, 2013 at 1:45 AM UTC