I’m am still here
I’m all around
Remember in summer
I’ll be the sun, kissing you face at 1st light
Remember at Night
I’ll be the shining Star winking and smiling at you, all through the night
Remember in winter
I’ll be the snowflake that kisses your nose
And
I’ll be the frost that nips your finger and toes.
I am still here
I’m here all around
In loving memory of
Corrina Rose Green
1st Oct 2002 – 1st Feb 2020
By Oscar Harding
Feb 12, 2020
Feb 12, 2020 at 12:35 AM UTC
What’s Next
Where’s that Rabbit?
Merry ****** Christmas, whether you like it or Not.
Our way of life is dying.
They are trying.
That what they won’t, us to think!
No ****** way.
Merry ****** Christmas, whether you like it or Not.
They won’t us to second guess Our Believes.
No ****** way.
Merry ****** Christmas, whether you like it or Not.
Stockings all hung by the warm by the BBQ Light.
Our boots were hung up.
The incense was lit.
Stockings hung and empty.
For Santa was late.
Yes, midnight had come.
Midnight had fled.
Then all of a sudden
A silhouette began to appear
Far of in the Dark, up high in the sky
Music drew near, surely weren't sleigh bells I heard from afar.
No, Santa had stopped to bash them ******** with a six pack of BEER.
Then all of a sudden the sky seemed to sparkle with magic.
“For Santa had won”
Merry Christmas
By Oscar
Dec 11, 2018
Dec 11, 2018 at 6:31 PM UTC
So Lost
My vision short.
The journey far.
Too many, hills.
Time never stands still.
My LIFE so short.
Too many, valleys
Life so short
To many choices.
The journey long.
My VISION is short.
The journey far.
My time, short.
So Lost and Time is short.
I am lost and my time running out.
By Oscar Harding
Nov 25, 2018
Nov 25, 2018 at 8:23 PM UTC
Death is life's greatest mystery except from Life.
When my soul leaves & steals time.
Darker moments give way to moments of intense joy.
THAT IS LIFE!
stunned with grief.
I no longer need to fear arguments.
Death walks in my personal abyss.
Beyond Good and Evil.
I stand alone in the crowded space of time.
I fights with monsters.
I gaze in a mirrors.
By Oscar
Nov 25, 2018
Nov 25, 2018 at 3:29 AM UTC
I felt, your Funeral in my Brain!
My mind is going numb, numb with pain.
Numb with joy.
I’m “ Back “ to darkness and to peace of mind.
I looked inside to view the damage that was done.
"I am Forever lost without my soul.
My body is numb
I am alone
It’s never Quite
Anger ,Hatred ,Betrayal
I felt, your Funeral in my Brain!
Your now alone.
I feel joy and I am lost.
I felt, your Funeral in my Brain!
By Oscar Harding 11/2018
Nov 25, 2018
Nov 25, 2018 at 3:27 AM UTC
“Candle wax and waning death of age”
Let me die a man's death.
Yet hope again lives, waning death on golden wings.
Manfully, fearlessly, death tiptoes closer.
Yet fear seems a long time past.
Yet I am not lost.
I am not afraid.
Yet I feel strong.
Life is too swift for those whom fear to live.
Life is too short for those whom live life to grieve.
But for those whom love life, live life, except life.
Your time is now.
Death is but only a timeless sleep.
Yet hope lives and I am not afraid.
By Oscar
May 13, 2018
May 13, 2018 at 11:02 PM UTC
“@ ******* with my Mind”
Your smell smelled like no other.
The scent, ****** with my Mind.
When your scent walked by.
You took me to your bed.
It’s ******* with my head.
You’r Dead , Dead, Dead Dead.
Oh what bliss, @ ****** with my head.
When you walk by.
And no one's around.
It’s all in my head, when you walk by.
The scent
The scent, in my head.
Your Dead, Your Dead.
Oo nose of mine!
I’m not be smelling?
I miss your fragrance, when you walk by.
It's amazing!!!, your scent ,its amazing when you walk by.
I miss you
You’ll always be in my mind.
Your dead and your scent,won’t leave my mind.
By Oscar
May 12, 2018
May 12, 2018 at 2:27 AM UTC
A tortured soul.
Just can’t, won't let it go.
It's hard to remember love.
Yet the memory is without thought!
My agony without knowledge!
A tortured soul in this hell, a life my life without hope.
Now I can clearly see and see not at all.
Not able to move on, unable to let go, not able to say.
Holding back the deepest fear.
I go thru this alone.
For no one can truly know.
Just a ghost.
Shadow of my being, that once was.
Glimpses of what once could of being.
Left here so empty
Emotion.
I no longer shown.
Emotion.
Felt nor shared.
My outside is all you see.
A glimpse of what I use to be.
Alone.
Left here so empty.
Slowly I slip away.
Alone, a tortured soul , a heartless creation.
Yet I am lost without wandering
And alone in the crowd.
By Oscar
May 11, 2018
May 11, 2018 at 12:01 AM UTC
“Truth, Lies”!
Truth you can shut it out for a time, but it ain't goin' away.
No desire to speak
No desire to forget
No desire to sleep
Your cries cannot be heard nor your action felt.
For you have broken me!
No desire to speak
No desire to forget
No desire to sleep
You feel no remorse.
You feel no shame.
No blame.
No pain.
I am still drowning from the 1st time I trusted you.
Never forgotten.
I trusted.
I lost.
By Oscar
May 10, 2018
May 10, 2018 at 9:22 PM UTC
“Worries etched in despairs Blood”
My winged and wounded soul.
My shadow drawn back.
I walked on clinging to memories of lost desire.
Beyond desire I walked on lost souls.
In the shadows of my own abyss.
I smell and hear desire.
I smell and feel lost souls.
The sweet voices of faith, that I have lost.
My Edge Of Despair.
My Stomach Knotting.
That empty Feeling that won’t go away.
Yet I am afraid to act.
Yet terrified to Live or Die.
I merged and despaired.
I am lost.
Yet I am here.
Blood stained memories.
My worries etched in despairs.
By Oscar
Apr 26, 2018
Apr 26, 2018 at 7:19 PM UTC