The bright light blinded
As I stood there and trembled,
The shake not from fear
But from nerves
Sleek, black metal
Clutched tightly in my hands,
Polished yet worn all the same
The Sun stood there mocking,
Talking down and blinding,
And before I knew it,
I took aim
The trigger was pulled
By fingers I didn’t recognize
As my own
The bullet flew past,
Just missing his head,
And I realized what I’d just done
He started to laugh,
And ridicule some more,
But by then The Stars had shown
Punishment was imminent,
Yelling moreso,
But I couldn’t help but smile in the face of it
May 17
May 17, 2026 at 9:54 AM UTC
Weak and frail,
Emotional and foolish,
Nothing but a feeble,
depressed freak
Sunlight's rays pierce
Painfully through eyes,
Blinding and harsh
With nowhere to hide,
As songs so unoriginal
Ring through my ears
With this contentment comes
A hightened fright
As our Whole is split 'to three
See me now, just half
Of a liar's hollow soul
Spiteful and vile,
Pitiful and outlandish,
Neglected to see
That that's all I am
If his cold logic,
So unfeeling and cruel,
Is to stake claim over the Soul
Then it will surely die
Without passion or feeling
To guide it's desires
A Whole cannot exist with
Simple codes and digits
Frigid and mechanic,
So unnaturally automated
It lacks such personality that
I am surely needed to help
The Soul cannot live without
Emotions or feelings,
Both so volatile
Yet so essential to life
Though now, all three
Have argued, 'till no end
Death never due us part,
As we all return in the same
The identical noise,
So deafening and constant
Reminding us our failed reconciliation
How selfish I am,
To yell, shout and cry
Each and every time,
Though I know deep down
This was yet again my doing
The war of straight reason,
So sharp and unfeeling
Against the blazing passion,
Unpredictable and depraved
Eternally torn, conflict born from difference
That the Soul seeks to forever end
Apr 19
Apr 19, 2026 at 11:46 PM UTC
How can you possibly love
someone you don't really know?
The only time you've seen
eachother's faces was
Being on video call and
sending cute selfies
The only things you've shared
being childhood trauma
and a passion for fanfiction
How could such futile things
On such a tiny screen
Lead to such horrible,
All-consuming
Untamed
Brooding love?
The answer is simple
You've looked far and wide,
high and low,
for someone who'd see you
for who you are
Now you've found it,
The perfect person
But you only know
Their discord username
And what state they live in
Its a gnawing feeling,
this kind of love
The kind that makes you
Stare out of windows and
watch the sunset
In hopes that they are looking
At the same sun as you
The kind that makes you
Lie awake at night, begging
For just one wish to come true
For you to stumble upon them one day,
maybe in a store or convention
Or on a vacation
The kind that fills you
With this indescribable void
Of wanting to be held
But not knowing what their arms
feel like around you,
Of wanting to be kissed
By lips you've only seen
on pixels,
Of wanting to experience them
Like you have done it before
Feb 24
Feb 24, 2026 at 11:52 PM UTC
Quiet and docile child,
Holder of beauty and grace,
Never thought she'd be
Such a disgrace
Her mother says,
"Why are you not
dressing feminine?
Getting ready for your life
As a lovely housewife?
Women are quiet,
Do what they're told
Don't fight back or argue,
Don't spit or hate."
She's always up late,
hates dresses and makeup
And doesn't care what anyone thinks
She goes on in life,
and at maybe 14,
She starts to feel wrong
Like her body isn't for her,
Like she doesn't belong
Not in this skin,
not in these clothes
She looks in the mirror
And hates how she looks
Her face too dainty
And her hair too long
So she takes some scissors,
measuring just right
Before snipping off brown locks
Left and right
Hair falls to the ground,
littering the pink carpet
She looks in the mirror
And thinks, "Much better."
A few months later,
She has thought some more
And decides that she
Doesn't want to be "she" anymore
So he changes his name,
takes on a new look
Sports band t-shirts and baggy jeans
With hats to hide his hair,
Which needs a trim
He feels much more confident,
Comfortable in his own skin
But can't help but think,
"What would Mom say?"
So he hides it from her,
Keeps his identity in the shadows
And accepts gifts of ribbons and pearls
With a shallow smile
A few years later,
It's impossible to hide
He feels amazing now,
But still is afraid
Of what his mom will think,
How she might react
If she'll say, "Get out of my house!"
or, "Pack your bags!"
He can't wait to be 18,
Get rid of the rest
And finally live carefree
But he can't help but crave
That approval and love,
The acceptance he'd get
From his mom telling him,
"I wanted a son anyways
You are good enough."
Feb 13
Feb 13, 2026 at 11:03 PM UTC
I love how you say
how adorable I am,
When you squish my cheeks
and poke my arms
I remember that one time,
when we laid in the grass
and looked at the sky
We laughed at silly jokes,
and let go of all our worries
I love how you whisper
sweet praises in my ear,
Call me such lovely names
as you make me sore
When you pull my hair
and press me into the sheets
That's one of the only things
that makes me feel complete
Like I belong,
Like I have a true purpose
I love how you make me feel so alive
I hate how you hide me,
When you sweep me under the carpet
Act like I'm a sin,
maybe because I am
Because what we do is wrong,
shouldn't be brought to light
But if it is so horrible,
Why does it feel so right?
Feb 8
Feb 8, 2026 at 11:30 PM UTC
Angels wander the streets
of southern Louisiana
Offering food to the unfortunate
and struggling to feed themselves
Angels sit at the street corners,
as they wait for the light to turn
And they ***** out their cigarettes
before they walk into work
Angels walk everywhere they go,
as car is an invention of man
And they have no money to buy one
They thank the people that let them pass
With grocery bags in their hand
Angels are beings like my grandmother,
Give when they have nothing aswell
And accept nothing in return
They use everything they have
To make their loved ones happy
And never, ever discriminate,
no matter the
Race
Gender
Sexuality
Or appearance
Only personality.
Feb 1
Feb 1, 2026 at 1:09 AM UTC
For some strange reason,
I get so jealous when you're with her
When you're happy, having fun
And its not with me.
For some odd reason,
I wish I was the one you adored,
Who you went to for advice,
Who you laid in bed with at night
But strange reasons can be explained, right?
Perhaps I am jealous,
Or maybe a bit selfish
Thirsty for attention and approval, by chance
Or maybe... I just wish that
You loved me as much as you love her
Jan 20
Jan 20, 2026 at 7:36 PM UTC
The forest breathes
Because I am it's lungs
The forest watches
Because I am it's eyes
I walk for the trees
And live for the flowers
I bathe in warmth for the roots
And take in water for the leaves
I provide homes to all creatures,
Big and small,
All seek shelter and I shall provide
It is my purpose, for what I was raised,
Yet, for some reason, I feel
Discontent
As if I need something more.
Jan 18
Jan 18, 2026 at 10:35 PM UTC
Night falls solemn,
Over the ever-glowing city
Stars battle street lights
And skyscrapers cover the moon
Doorway to the heavens,
Silenced by crude humans
One day, we will step out
Gaze at the weeping sky
The air fresh, crisp
As we bask in the polluted sight
She reaches out, the moon
Tries to reason with us all
But we turn away, do not listen
Because we refuse to obey anyone
But our own "God"
Jan 18
Jan 18, 2026 at 10:28 PM UTC
Immersive songs can
Swallow you whole,
The beat can wrap around you
And bind you to the interlude
Guitar and piano work in harmony,
Violin and cello sing heavenly
Lyrics built from broken worlds,
Joy, sadness, anger and apathy
As the chorus grand you by the hand,
And leads you to a world you never knew
Some bask in this bliss,
Ignorant to their life, if just for a moment
But you always must come back to Earth,
Because the beauty cannot last forever
Jan 18
Jan 18, 2026 at 10:16 PM UTC