ana
that's what her name is
the name of my best friend
look up perfection and you'll find her there
she hurts me
she loves me
she protects me
she's ana
p e r f e c t i o n
Oct 30, 2017
Oct 30, 2017 at 6:42 PM UTC
why do you control me?
i am free
i am me
yet you're the one controlling me
Oct 30, 2017
Oct 30, 2017 at 6:34 PM UTC
the pain i had
i heard her voice
"i love you"
i noticed:
they belonged together
Oct 30, 2017
Oct 30, 2017 at 11:24 AM UTC
i love him
he loves her
i want him
he always wants her
she is perfection
i'm just me
Jun 9, 2017
Jun 9, 2017 at 8:46 AM UTC
Perfection;
That's what you are to me
You're all I really think about
I miss you, though I never had you
I love you
I wish you the best
You could do better than me anyways
Compared to you, I'm nothing
May 22, 2017
May 22, 2017 at 11:16 AM UTC
him: all i think about
he is perfect
literal perfection
i miss you
you're my love
the love of my life
May 22, 2017
May 22, 2017 at 9:12 AM UTC
Why would I be something I am not?
Why get my hopes up?
There is no point
Maybe I am
We do not know
May 12, 2017
May 12, 2017 at 9:16 AM UTC
Not many understand but I want them to
I want them to know
How you make me feel
Restricting
Bingeing
Purging
Counting
Please understand what I'm going through
I want to talk
And you to listen
You are my best friend
But you make me feel this way
Why me?
May 7, 2017
May 7, 2017 at 6:45 PM UTC
why?
why am I feeling this way?
I have been nothing but nice, nothing but a good person.
sadness takes over me
I have no other option but smile
May 7, 2017
May 7, 2017 at 6:43 PM UTC
I pretend sometimes
to be happy
it's very tiring
sometimes I don't try
a real smile
upon my face
happy thoughts in my mind
excited for the day
to be alive
no more pretending.
May 5, 2017
May 5, 2017 at 7:46 AM UTC