
So young, so light,
so free of fright.
Not very shy
to be alive.
We all have our vices
all kept in vain.
We keep them intact
to take away pain.
But darling...
Dig a little deeper,
what's really going on?
Are these really friends you're with
at the crack of dawn?
Short-lived stories,
a series of sin,
heavenly fantasies
enraged from within.
Sniff harder, drink more;
distractions galore.
But don't cry when
they're not here anymore.
To use, be used;
what hope you seek...
Youthful, confused
what fine defeat.
It hurts, it burns...
Like ice, it numbs.
What else can youth bring
than fear of what you've become?
Nov 9, 2014
Nov 9, 2014 at 2:21 AM UTC
Well
baby, it’s
hard to forget
the look on your face
when you leaned in for that
first kiss because it was the last thing
I was expecting. We were not romantic,
and I had such a naive heart. I kissed
back because your hands told me
that you were untouchable.
That was when I learned
that my heart enjoyed
being just as cold
as yours.
♡
Oct 27, 2014
Oct 27, 2014 at 3:38 PM UTC
And everyday you tell yourself: "I feel great," because this makes you feel whole. People see and believe that you're doing fine--great, even.
But then at night, as you drive yourself home, brush your teeth, and lie in bed... alone...
You yearn for someone beside you. Your independence is a mask because as much as you long for someone, it's been a series of uninteresting people, misguided decisions, and hurtful misconnections.
But it's okay. You breathe in... breathe out... fall asleep... You'll wake up in the morning, everything is okay, and you tell yourself: "I feel great."
Oct 4, 2014
Oct 4, 2014 at 2:35 AM UTC
Talked til 6am--
thought it meant something, but I
am nothing to you.
Sep 26, 2014
Sep 26, 2014 at 2:49 AM UTC
Australian accent;
professional boxer. Spoke
well between my legs.
Sep 25, 2014
Sep 25, 2014 at 6:10 AM UTC
Oh my stars, I liked
you a lot, but we were nothing
more than objects.
Sep 25, 2014
Sep 25, 2014 at 5:58 AM UTC
Desks and chairs and messy hair
Student rankings, must compare.
Always having something due--
Wake up at eight, slept at two.
Coffee, Red Bull, I need more
To push through my every chore.
My health and sanity is growing ill,
But all I need is an Adderall pill.
"It will be worth it in the end," I'm told,
But this college thing is getting old.
Always working and losing sleep
Because I have straight As to keep.
"Amazing essay," "Good job!" they say,
But they don't know of the price I pay.
They never listen to what I need or want
Unless it's in Times New Roman, 12 pt font.
Sep 24, 2014
Sep 24, 2014 at 9:05 PM UTC
My heart breaks
From all the wishes I’ve made
Looking up at the stars
That never came true.
My voice shakes
I feel my knees trembling
And my hands shaking
As I look at you.
Across the room,
You sit in a table
Circled by friends
You’ve known for three days.
Across the room,
I isolate myself
Listening to music
Stuck in a daze.
Such beautiful girls,
You’re surrounded by.
They really know how to bump and grind.
Such different worlds,
We’d never collide.
A girl like me is hard to find.
Sep 23, 2014
Sep 23, 2014 at 12:23 PM UTC
Cosmopolitan:
Up against the shower walls.
We were both naive.
Sep 22, 2014
Sep 22, 2014 at 5:54 PM UTC
I once saw the world in your eyes;
I still think of you.
It wasn’t until I saw you in my dreams that I realized:
You’re just fiction in my mind.
You never deserved a spot in my head—
a constant string of unaware thought.
I still think of you…
and I have no idea why.
Sep 21, 2014
Sep 21, 2014 at 4:01 PM UTC