Everyday with you
I learn something new
They don’t tell you about the hard days
When your down to your last piece of patience
Its not your fault
Nor mine;
This is something new
I am thankful for you and all that you do
But they really don’t tell you about the hard days
When you can't fall asleep
When you refuse to eat
Why wont you let me brush your hair
Can you put on your underwear?
I’ve been chasing you around days
Help me, let me catch up
You’re growing taller and getting smarter
Your training my brain
Testing my restraint
I feel that I am failing you,
I feel you could do better without me, your mommy
But everyday with you,
I learn something new
Because they do tell you about the good days
But never go in depth
From the “mommy I love you" down to the kisses and hugs
You make the bad days seem not so tough
when your smile pokes through the 3 year old " I'm grown" attitude
So we can stay up tonight
maybe share a midnight treat
We can brush your hair in the morning
or tie it up
Who needs underwear
Mommy doesn’t care
Everyday with you
I learn something new
Good days or bad days
I will always love you
No matter what they tell me
Everyday is a new day for me and you
I'd rather learn something new then have never met you
Jan 25, 2021
Jan 25, 2021 at 8:50 AM UTC
So uhm.. I had a baby
I may be naïve
Newly graduated
Still asking my mom to make my doctor appointments
So I had.. a baby
In fact I was still a baby
I just got chewed up and spit out
Now I’m spitting out kids
Who would’ve guessed
So uhm yeah.. I had a baby
I met love in high school
They called him danger and he had blue eyes
Well danger and I uhm..
We kinda had a baby
It felt like the world was telling me this is it,
Welcome to your life
Well guess what world
I HAD A BABY
I’m now invincible and a mom
I’m an invincible mom
I carried a human for nine months
Now I’m making appointments
Setting up schedules
BREASTFEEDING AND WORKING FULL WEEKS
Nothing is stopping me
Now let me repeat
SO I HAD A BABY
A beautiful baby
A wonderful smart baby
I’m teaching him that
The littlest oops turns into
The biggest blessing In disguise
So I’ll tell you one more time
I HAD A BABY
And my life has never been better
Jan 24, 2018
Jan 24, 2018 at 9:08 AM UTC
The rain shattered on the rooftops; clashing with my skin;
running into the closest building which felt the farthest away slipping on mud I fell into the storm
of you
Being my home, the closest I've come to something real
Searching for the eye of the storm
Lost in pain, I can't find my way
Stumbling upon something new everyday
I just wish the rain would end and shine one day
The pain feels like acid rain burning my skin on a sunny day
But your smile is a hurricane taking out everything
I want the rain to end but I would never see you again
Into the storm, I fall again but you catching me in your arms
The storm has stopped and I realized that the rainy days are the ones that let me love you more even though the sunny days are the prettiest of all.
Oct 17, 2014
Oct 17, 2014 at 9:54 AM UTC
They say love hits you hard but they didnt explain the bruises you'll wake up to in the morning; The excuses you'll have to come up with; The days he'll spend saying sorry till you forgive him; The nights you stay up fearing you'll mess up again; Your friends yelling at you to leave him; When he's yelling at you to ditch your friends; Waiting for the day love will hit you hard enough that you won't wake up in the morning to see any of them ever again
Sep 15, 2014
Sep 15, 2014 at 11:11 AM UTC
My lipstick scetched in your lips
Your love etched on my heart
I think I love you more but physical attraction is what I'm liking for
I covered your face in lipstick stain
As you say I love you over again
List covered dust
Sprinkled over us
All I can do is think of you
Running your hands up my back
Chills shoot through, an impulse erupts saying I love you was just too much
Physical attraction was what I wanted so in the end
"We're just friends"
Sep 3, 2014
Sep 3, 2014 at 11:22 AM UTC
Blueberry kisses
I get to like the spoon as my mother makes pancakes on this early noon
9 years ago, us on our own
The whir of her voice woke me every morning but now all alone here on a cliff; I stand while she gives her kisses away
16 years but 2 on cloud 9 a needle in my hand, it was only a matter of time;
I take a leap into the fumes I end up burnt but that's nothing new;
I miss my blueberry kisses but now they're all gone.
Do you see why I'm hateful, do you see it mom ?
What happened to blueberry kisses,
for breakfast every morn' ?
Aug 27, 2014
Aug 27, 2014 at 11:39 AM UTC
I've seen raindrops on your face
The brightest days you hide away
Like a shattered screen you'll always be broken
Big grins can't hide your pain
I loved you forever but you became to much;
The gift form hell but the burden from above
Aug 22, 2014
Aug 22, 2014 at 1:12 PM UTC
Have you ever stopped a great addiction ?
Remember the emotions that rushed right after coming to a halt
Feeling cold to the touch
Words filled with pain
Numbness in your mind
A lifeless brain
Did your heart stop while running away
Or
Did you go back without making it a day
Shaking with fear and pain; just to touch him again
Aug 22, 2014
Aug 22, 2014 at 11:49 AM UTC
Silly pain
15 minute fame
You jump the fence
Just so they know your name
Alone for 16 years
No one knows how you feel
She was afraid of someone
Or heartbroken and in need of attention
When the quiet girl with gigantic problems speaks up its a mouth full no one could grasp in one take
You treated her life like ****
Telling her to be more, fit in
Taking an easy hit
An insecure girl
Thrown in a pit of ******** jerks and fears
You think being the skinniest and prettiest will help you in life, think again
We're all ****** people and yes you're one of them
Aug 22, 2014
Aug 22, 2014 at 11:48 AM UTC
Painfully remembering every word you said, it went through my head like a flashback; pushing the pain away with a blade; cursing your name in the pace of the wind felt like yesterday; while wishing you were here to stay felt like a flashback you could never take back.. The day my memory is gone you will be nothing more than a burning flashback stuck to my brain like the pain was never erased
Aug 21, 2014
Aug 21, 2014 at 9:05 PM UTC