Today I am down
The weather is cold
And depression fills my soul
The raindrops patter
On the void in my heart
Thoughts float past
But they do not remain
For when one is in this state
Nothing matters
Your memory floats above my soul
Haunting my grieving being
The good times seem out of reach
I wish I could go back
These are my last thoughts
As I plunge into the darkness
Dec 3, 2019
Dec 3, 2019 at 12:14 AM UTC
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Nov 18, 2018
Nov 18, 2018 at 7:05 PM UTC
I'm happy
I'm depressed
I belong in this world
I feel worthless
You take the pain away
You're the reason I have this pain
Nov 9, 2018
Nov 9, 2018 at 11:28 PM UTC
I knew it was true
That you didn't feel the same way
But I dreamed that you did
And now I shall face the truth
Nov 9, 2018
Nov 9, 2018 at 11:22 PM UTC
It doesn't get better
You just learn to live with it
And accept that it has become a part of you
Nov 7, 2018
Nov 7, 2018 at 9:07 PM UTC
I'm so broken
That even poetry can't soothe my shattered heart
Nov 2, 2018
Nov 2, 2018 at 10:18 PM UTC
Last night I dreamed that you were mine
And I was happy at that moment
I was at peace
But then I woke up
And I realized that you will never be mine
And then I started to cry
Oct 28, 2018
Oct 28, 2018 at 4:32 PM UTC
There is so much under my smile
Loneliness
Sorrow
And pain
But I put on a smile for you
Because I want you to think I’m happy
And I want you to be happy
But I can only pretend for so long
I have to somehow pacify these thoughts in my head
But no one’s listening to me
I have no one to talk to
And it’s killing me
Oct 28, 2018
Oct 28, 2018 at 4:16 PM UTC
Unrequited love
Will be the death of me
Why is it always unrequited?
How come the feelings are never returned?
I gave my Soul to you
But you choose not to see it
I broke my heart and gave you the pieces
But you flick them away like pieces of glass
Why don’t you see
How much I’m suffering?
Nobody sees my pain
I’m silently suffering
I chase after you
In hopes of you noticing me
But you never do
You never see it
Why is everyone so blind?
I’m standing here with my heart in my hand
Why can’t you see it?
Oct 18, 2018
Oct 18, 2018 at 12:03 AM UTC