a love so good it doesn't have to translate
a love so peaceful my doubts dissipate
a love so familiar it names what i couldn't
a love so passionate it does what i shouldn't
a love so strong it carries my burden
a love so steady i know it's certain
a love so true it knows no shame
a love so devoted it answers only to my name
a love so big it does not make me feel small
a love so sure i do not shrink at all
a love so fearless i now fear nothing
a love so whole i now become something
Feb 23
Feb 23, 2026 at 12:14 PM UTC
i wish there is a day when i’d only feel loved,
but why does it feel like such a rare thing to have?
to know someone loves you with every beat of his heart,
to live gently with the truth you’ll never be apart
i wish there is a place where his eyes are only mine
but why does it feel like it’s never enough to define
that every fiber of my being is a beauty to his eyes
that the weight of him looking at me is a love that never lies
i wish there is a universe where certainty is in everything I hold
but why does it feel like the world keeps everything i’m owed
where I can have him, and be loved by all he is
but only if I can exist in the world he truly sees
Feb 2
Feb 2, 2026 at 6:30 AM UTC
to be hollow is to be stuck
somewhere between floating and drowning
just the days i run out of luck
times i thought i was doing something
i see it in his eyes
the disdain he's trying so hard to sugarcoat
his words filled with white lies
and all the other ugly words stuck in his throat
to be vulnerably open is to be shameless
something that i have mastered to do
i literally could not be a bigger mess
and it is his painful unspoken truth
sometimes i wish he would just utter it to my face,
and does not try to love me more than what i should only get
such a pure soul whose love should not go to waste
unlucky he is to have me as his greatest regret
Apr 21, 2021
Apr 21, 2021 at 7:45 AM UTC
each goodbye i bid hurt less
i try to think it isn't as painful as before
with tears i do my very best to hold
and anxious heart on the floor
i smile as they go
Mar 12, 2020
Mar 12, 2020 at 8:37 AM UTC
Storm is here
It's never been this cold
You're nowhere near
For me to hold
No stars in sight
You took them all
I'm out of light
In this world of no control
May 12, 2019
May 12, 2019 at 11:44 AM UTC
we are the hallucinations
of things
that consume our thoughts
at dawn
we wonder
why timing always
breaks things
and leaves them
broken
with severe second thoughts,
we go on
and leave the feeble-minded heart vulnerably
open
Jan 30, 2019
Jan 30, 2019 at 1:52 AM UTC
i've been secretly hoping for that courage
that tells me
you feel just like what I feel
but regret it after
a wave of thoughts came rushing into me
what would we do
with such courage
if there is
there should be no us
in a lifetime we're not meant to be
Jan 11, 2019
Jan 11, 2019 at 10:12 AM UTC
I took a deep breath
and looked at the leaves falling
it's like watching you go deeper into this
And I just let you be
I felt motionless and bare
The end was looking at me straight in the eye
And I just couldn't even drop a tear
I knew, I was, and still am not me
Was it a dream?
The beating of my heart felt surreal
You were supposed to be only in my mind
Everything was fine until it has been too much
Perhaps we found it serene
Like no reality would ever feel as free
As if the sun rises in the west and sets in the east
How impossible it was that no one can grudge
We both winked at the truth
The comfort of deceiving ourselves
These shouldn't have gone too far
We're too complex to be living in a world of our own
Here lies the unspoken words
Of our own little universe that made things costless
And the little galaxies we tried to make
Only to know at the end, I am alone
Dec 19, 2018
Dec 19, 2018 at 12:17 PM UTC
sometimes it's something
i'm still half away from you
most times it's nothing
you are the farthest i could view
i can't look you in the eye
that night still feels surreal
felt like truth sugarcoated with lie
things heart couldn't just conceal
now i'm having a hard time feeling
i don't know where to look
your candid disposition is lying
led me nowhere but stuck and hooked
sometimes there's something
things my lips refuse to say
most times there's nothing
things just go and fade away
Aug 5, 2018
Aug 5, 2018 at 11:55 PM UTC
somewhere,
in a dissimilar world,
you love me so much
that my air becomes yours
your hand quivers when you're holding mine, showing how afraid you are to lose your grip of it
your everyday decisions are made for my convenience,
your "i love yous" are inserted in long paragraphs of your messages,
and your actions show what you're shy to admit
somewhere,
maybe in a different time,
your love is overflowing,
your eyes are so focused on me
that your gaze proves how much you want what you see
your consistency is what keeps us alive
your promises are beautifully made and done
and your unwavering acts of love
are my own kind of guarantee
May 8, 2018
May 8, 2018 at 11:44 AM UTC