Maybe we can—
but I can’t.
I can’t continue on this path,
I can't destroy myself for you.
I cherished my life,
gave everything I had,
but I know,
it’s not enough.
I understand,
but I can’t do this anymore.
I’ve had enough.
I want to live,
live my own life,
not in your shadows.
I can’t be who you want me to be.
I want to escape.
To breathe,
to be free from all of you.
I can't even breathe here
"Calm down; you’re overthinking it."
No, I’m not.
It’s not me
It’s you.
You’re the ones playing with my mind,
driving me mad.
I’m scared.
Terrified of living like this,
of living with you.
I beg you,
please,
let me go.
Let me go.
Let me go,
and let me live my life
Oct 23, 2024
Oct 23, 2024 at 5:24 AM UTC
I Am a Sinner
I am a sinner,
My mind is a mess.
Where I find comfort,
I sleep the deepest rest.
I should say,
I am a sinner
For I sleep
While my mother is dying.
I am a sinner,
For I eat,
While my mother is starving
Oct 23, 2024
Oct 23, 2024 at 12:22 AM UTC
Degrading myself for entertainment bring's me joy
Talking down to myself bring's me pleasure
Which i never had with any women
My friend said women are something to mess with
I don't know if that's true
But my land lady, she is a beauty who came straight from heaven
I want to ravish her
I want to degrade her
To drag her by legs into my world
But that feels like a crime
I am a criminal
Punish me
I am a sinner
With a mind gone rouge
I cannot think straight i am sick with vulgarity
My hands feel empty Is that why she doesn't **** with me?
But can with my friend
Who is a dog walking around streets for food?
Maybe she muses animals
I know she has a loose ****
I should focus my mind somewhere more productive
Where i can do something
Where my mind can stop wandering in the day light
But the dawn light
Isn't that inviting criminals?
To ravish women like slaves
Oct 18, 2024
Oct 18, 2024 at 4:51 AM UTC
You're telling me everything's changed now.
But who changed, and what even changed?
The man you loved,
the one who never respected you,
who never treated you right—
he’s changed?
The house you live in,
where you're treated like a slave—
that place, that hole, has changed?
Or is it the fact
that your man killed your child
because he wanted a boy—
did that change?
And what about the guy who waited outside
while you cried?
The one who shared your pain,
stood by you,
the one you pushed away
because he asked for your love—
has he changed?
Yet here you stand,
telling me everything’s different,
even though your eyes are still red,
and you didn’t sleep a wink last night.
Your man was drunk,
beating you,
and you remembered your child.
Nothing’s changed, my love.
You’re still the same girl who dreams,
even though they’re just dreams.
And I’m still just a guy
in love.
Oct 2, 2024
Oct 2, 2024 at 7:43 AM UTC
If the devil saw you,
he'd kiss your eyes
and might turn back to the Lord,
for in you, his creation is nothing but beautiful.
Even the angels are at a loss.
Those gleaming eyes,
and soft lips calling my name—
how could I forget such a thing?
I am just a man,
not a being who can resist the urge
to keep you close.
Oct 1, 2024
Oct 1, 2024 at 5:24 AM UTC
Simple but never dead
The words left hanging in the air,
Unable to catch them,
They fall to the ground,
Buried deep inside not to live,
Not to die but remain unknown,
Hidden from people left alone,
Covered in a blanket
Not long ago, left behind.
I still dream of you,
Not too much,
But sometimes, when it rains,
My mind wanders to your home,
Thinking of you.
Sep 29, 2024
Sep 29, 2024 at 12:41 AM UTC
He fell in love,
watching her dance in front of the crowd,
each movement a whisper of freedom.
But once they were together,
he caught her grace,
never allowing her to dance again—
not once, nor did she rebel.
Is this love?
Sep 28, 2024
Sep 28, 2024 at 11:18 PM UTC
I live in a home with monsters
We laugh under the roof always gigglinh
Their eyes glow in the shadows, sharp teeth,
Their smiles are more wicked
The food like lava burns my tongue
And milk drips from the twisted trees
I hate living like a caged rat
Yet i love these weird monsters
Weird am i?
One day i'll take you to my house
Nestled deep in the forest
Where the trees whisper about me
And we will dance in the dark
Sep 28, 2024
Sep 28, 2024 at 6:38 AM UTC
I watch her dance in the pale moonlight,
Her wild heart that never stays.
Yet for her, the world stands still,
Her sigh breaks men like me.
In every glance, in every sigh,
She holds the world beneath her eyes.
A gentle hand, a steady will,
And when she smiles, the stars ignite.
For love is her, and she is love,
And in her eyes, I see it clear
All that I want, and all that’s dear.
Sep 28, 2024
Sep 28, 2024 at 1:24 AM UTC