notablahger - Hello Poetry

Somewhere between emotional and emotionless.

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Nov 27, 2016

Nov 27, 2016 at 10:50 AM UTC

Somewhere between emotional and emotionless.

I am hoping there would be no woman that could get between us. It's not that I do not trust you but do know that man has it's weaknesses and as much as I am not entertaining others as I am being faithful, I hope you do too. If you can't help your heart beat for one woman, there would be no use for us to continue and that would break me too.

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Nov 18, 2016

Nov 18, 2016 at 2:15 AM UTC

One man: One woman.

I am hoping there would be no woman that could get between us. It's not that I do not trust you but do know that man has it's weaknesses and as much as I am not entertaining others as I am being faithful, I hope you do too. If you can't help your heart beat for one woman, there would be no use for us to continue and that would break me too.

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Not everyone we were close to at one point stays forever. It’s a cold, harsh truth of life, one I’ve fought and fought over the years but to no avail.

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Nov 16, 2016

Nov 16, 2016 at 11:33 PM UTC

They are the Chandlers to our Joeys, the Marshalls to our Teds.

Not everyone we were close to at one point stays forever. It’s a cold, harsh truth of life, one I’ve fought and fought over the years but to no avail.

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Funny how this isn’t so, because as I was slowly becoming like you, but you never really thought of becoming like me. As I kept breaking your walls, you kept building new ones. During those times I managed to create a small crack that reached upon you. However, you never stopped building them up that I couldn’t keep up no matter how much I wanted to. I know that I was all that you wanted but many shadows filled your room, and so as I tried so very hard to fix it, you asked me not to. Now I know you’re so much better, even if you’re not completely fixed. Now you can face them without me, even if it would be easier if I gave you a lift. Now as I fall apart in every way, you can’t do the same as I did for you. Because you have your own battles to face too. I’m here to leave my heart at your door. Finally having the strength to say good-bye. Not because I don’t love you, I really do, but because you don’t need my love anymore.

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Nov 16, 2016

Nov 16, 2016 at 11:14 PM UTC

I love you, but you don't need my love anymore.

Funny how this isn’t so, because as I was slowly becoming like you, but you never really thought of becoming like me. As I kept breaking your walls, you kept building new ones. During those times I managed to create a small crack that reached upon you. However, you never stopped building them up that I couldn’t keep up no matter how much I wanted to. I know that I was all that you wanted but many shadows filled your room, and so as I tried so very hard to fix it, you asked me not to. Now I know you’re so much better, even if you’re not completely fixed. Now you can face them without me, even if it would be easier if I gave you a lift. Now as I fall apart in every way, you can’t do the same as I did for you. Because you have your own battles to face too. I’m here to leave my heart at your door. Finally having the strength to say good-bye. Not because I don’t love you, I really do, but because you don’t need my love anymore.

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But, the unhappiness I’m talking about here, is experiencing months and months of pain, of pushing and pulling, of nonstop crying, and of love that has evolved into resentment. Don’t leave just because of an argument. Don’t leave because you are struggling with a few things in your relationship. You’ve got to try. You’ve got to give it your all. You’ve got to fight. Hard. You’ve got to give them all of you. And if that’s not enough? You have to leave. Leave if you are truly, truly unhappy. Leave when you find yourself looking at them, still so in love, but you know that your time has to come to an end. Leave if you feel like you have lost yourself in this relationship. Leave when you have that gut feeling in your stomach, that you don’t see forever with them. Leave if the distance has become too much, and you experience more hurt than joy. Leave if he has stopped looking at you during conversations and has stopped listening to you telling him about your day. It isn’t your fault, or his. It isn’t a timing thing, either. This isn’t giving up. This is working so hard to fight for something that is not there anymore. This is not throwing in the towel. This is having the strength to do what is best for you, even though you are still madly in love. This is not being selfish. This is loving yourself enough, to do this. Even if it breaks your heart too. Leave if you have tried everything in your power to make it work, and nothing has changed. Leave when you want it more than he does. Leave because you care more, and he knows it. You’ve got to do what is best for you. Even though it makes you ache, and shake with pain. I know you have tried. I know you have fought like hell. But, it comes to a certain point where you are too exhausted to try anymore. You are too tired, to fight another day. You’ve got to leave when you are doing your best, but your best still isn’t good enough. You can’t stay to please them. You can’t stay because of the love. You will find greater love elsewhere. You will find love that is meant to be. And that is mean to stay. So, do what you have to.

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Nov 16, 2016

Nov 16, 2016 at 11:11 PM UTC

Do it when you have to;

But, the unhappiness I’m talking about here, is experiencing months and months of pain, of pushing and pulling, of nonstop crying, and of love that has evolved into resentment. Don’t leave just because of an argument. Don’t leave because you are struggling with a few things in your relationship. You’ve got to try. You’ve got to give it your all. You’ve got to fight. Hard. You’ve got to give them all of you. And if that’s not enough? You have to leave. Leave if you are truly, truly unhappy. Leave when you find yourself looking at them, still so in love, but you know that your time has to come to an end. Leave if you feel like you have lost yourself in this relationship. Leave when you have that gut feeling in your stomach, that you don’t see forever with them. Leave if the distance has become too much, and you experience more hurt than joy. Leave if he has stopped looking at you during conversations and has stopped listening to you telling him about your day. It isn’t your fault, or his. It isn’t a timing thing, either. This isn’t giving up. This is working so hard to fight for something that is not there anymore. This is not throwing in the towel. This is having the strength to do what is best for you, even though you are still madly in love. This is not being selfish. This is loving yourself enough, to do this. Even if it breaks your heart too. Leave if you have tried everything in your power to make it work, and nothing has changed. Leave when you want it more than he does. Leave because you care more, and he knows it. You’ve got to do what is best for you. Even though it makes you ache, and shake with pain. I know you have tried. I know you have fought like hell. But, it comes to a certain point where you are too exhausted to try anymore. You are too tired, to fight another day. You’ve got to leave when you are doing your best, but your best still isn’t good enough. You can’t stay to please them. You can’t stay because of the love. You will find greater love elsewhere. You will find love that is meant to be. And that is mean to stay. So, do what you have to.

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I don't know which is worse, Feeling okay despite of the devastating events happening or do nothing because you can't change anything.

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Nov 15, 2016

Nov 15, 2016 at 1:31 AM UTC

Mess

I don't know which is worse, Feeling okay despite of the devastating events happening or do nothing because you can't change anything.

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He told me straight to my face, " You don't have to get hurt, this is how really it works." I paused and said, " Don't be a fool, with what we have now, both of us are bound to get hurt. Also, in making relationship, somehow someone gets hurt at the end. No matter how we don't want that to happen." He replied, " It does hurt, but I've been exposed to pain for too long. Guess, I've learned to love it." I whispered, "Maybe it's time for you to stop feeling that way. Let me take that numbness off and give you a new perspective." He stared at me, "We cannot change reality. When we love, we'll surely get hurt. And the only thing not to get hurt is not to feel the pain." I smiled, "It is through experiencing pain that we learn. Surely it is inevitable but that's what you are made of and that's when you know you are in love, again."

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Oct 22, 2015

Oct 22, 2015 at 4:19 AM UTC

You are in love, again.

He told me straight to my face, " You don't have to get hurt, this is how really it works." I paused and said, " Don't be a fool, with what we have now, both of us are bound to get hurt. Also, in making relationship, somehow someone gets hurt at the end. No matter how we don't want that to happen." He replied, " It does hurt, but I've been exposed to pain for too long. Guess, I've learned to love it." I whispered, "Maybe it's time for you to stop feeling that way. Let me take that numbness off and give you a new perspective." He stared at me, "We cannot change reality. When we love, we'll surely get hurt. And the only thing not to get hurt is not to feel the pain." I smiled, "It is through experiencing pain that we learn. Surely it is inevitable but that's what you are made of and that's when you know you are in love, again."

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Have you ever feel like you're terrified without truly knowing why? That stimulus is right in front of you, no matter how beautiful it is. You are so scared because of the uncertainties it brings . Then later on you find yourself insecure. You are too afraid of falling and you found yourself on the floor as when you were staring, you found the paintings on the wall uneven. Told yourself, "The wall needs to be repainted."

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Oct 15, 2015

Oct 15, 2015 at 3:48 AM UTC

Diverted emotions.

Have you ever feel like you're terrified without truly knowing why? That stimulus is right in front of you, no matter how beautiful it is. You are so scared because of the uncertainties it brings . Then later on you find yourself insecure. You are too afraid of falling and you found yourself on the floor as when you were staring, you found the paintings on the wall uneven. Told yourself, "The wall needs to be repainted."

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Maybe all she need was your attention to look at her in every direction so that she will feel your appreciation. Maybe she loved you with all your flaws but you were too distracted and weren't thorough. So when her feelings got beaten with all the wasted time and effort. She fell out of love and decided to go on. Without you. Then she found someone who makes her feel confident and assured. You saw the same smile when you first laid your eyes on her. You get the cravings of wanting to kiss and hug her. You want to tell her, you love her. That's when you know you still want her.

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Oct 1, 2015

Oct 1, 2015 at 4:16 PM UTC

You still want her.

Maybe all she need was your attention to look at her in every direction so that she will feel your appreciation. Maybe she loved you with all your flaws but you were too distracted and weren't thorough. So when her feelings got beaten with all the wasted time and effort. She fell out of love and decided to go on. Without you. Then she found someone who makes her feel confident and assured. You saw the same smile when you first laid your eyes on her. You get the cravings of wanting to kiss and hug her. You want to tell her, you love her. That's when you know you still want her.

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"I wonder how many stranger’s stories we make it into? You know, maybe someone saw you in passing and told their friends about how pretty the girl in the lavender sweater was. Or maybe they overheard you say a joke and repeated it to their friend, confessing that they heard it from some guy at the store."

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Sep 29, 2015

Sep 29, 2015 at 10:36 AM UTC

Wonder.

"I wonder how many stranger’s stories we make it into? You know, maybe someone saw you in passing and told their friends about how pretty the girl in the lavender sweater was. Or maybe they overheard you say a joke and repeated it to their friend, confessing that they heard it from some guy at the store."

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