once again
i start to feel your
*****
hands
on my body
and
i feel
digusting.
Oct 13, 2023
Oct 13, 2023 at 9:02 PM UTC
i read and i read and i read
until there is no more to read
am i punishing myself?
reading every word you wrote,
just to remember,
to reminisce.
you make me scared,
sick,
anxious.
please get off of me.
Dec 11, 2022
Dec 11, 2022 at 10:27 AM UTC
some days
i can't even look at my body.
is it even my body?
once iwas violated
by you
and now
i feel *****
and disgusting
and i just think
there is no way this is my body
i need to get out
Dec 11, 2022
Dec 11, 2022 at 10:26 AM UTC
you make me sick to my stomach,
saying those things.
i have never done anything to you,
a few hurtful words,
maybe,
but god i never took
that
away from
you
like how you did to me.
i still feel your hands on my body,
i still hear your booming voice
telling me its all my fault,
i still hear you telling me
that you'd leave
if i didn't do something you wanted.
so sure,
i said a few mean things,
but you
ruined me
my life
everything.
so sure,
i said a few mean things,
but i had to get
OUT.
out of your home,
out of your arms,
out of your head,
out of your heart.
you make me sick to my stomach,
so sick
that i shake and i cry and i *****
over just the thought of you
and your ***** hands on my body.
Dec 11, 2022
Dec 11, 2022 at 10:24 AM UTC
i remember
when i broke
because she took you away
from me.
now
you're mine,
it worked out anyway,
didn't it?
Jul 25, 2021
Jul 25, 2021 at 9:50 PM UTC