I'm always so astounded
by my ability to ruin everything
slit my wrists, ****** fists
questioning why I exist
pain persists, evil gifts
******* up my life to ****
I'm worthless, slit my wrists until I bleed out- worthless: eli.
Surprised I didn't go psychotic
But lately the rules I've been braking is huge implications
Cause blood may be thicker than water but it's not thicker than a bottle of Jack- Away: Bmike
I'm not suicidal I don't wanna ******* die / I just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright- Suicidal Thoughts- Josh A &
iamjakehill
Once upon a time, I still believed in myself
True love doesn't have a happy ending
'Cause when it's real, it doesn't ever end- Happy Never After: Gnash
My music is dark, sorry my life ain't prettyJust me and my thougths and they always stick with me
If my head's down it's 'cuz i'm overthinking- IDGAF: sik world
I'm unwell, thanks for asking
Swallow hard, kills sadness with science
But the aftermath might make you sick
I worry I won't be the same
But I guess that that's the point- Medicate: Gabbie Hanna
People wanna talk when I'm not around to hear
I'm not worth the trouble it seems
I would say you're wrong, but I've been here before
There's nothing left inside- Monster: Gabbie Hanna
And my heart was pumping, chest was screaming,
Mind was running, air was freezing,
Punch my face, do it ’cause I like the pain- boy in the bubble: Alec Benjamin
I’m such a ******* waste of achievement
I should put this trigger to my brain and just squeeze it
It’s getting to the point where it’s sad as ****
I’ve given it my all but it’s not enough
Ask me one more ******* time how the **** I feel
Imma ******* lose my mind- anxiety: Bmike
"Baby, never cut!"
She even tried to overdose and take her life away.
You may just feel that blade you're holding is your only friend.- Bmike: baby dont cut
Mar 25, 2019
Mar 25, 2019 at 11:48 AM UTC
people love the stupid f-ing pill
they dont love me
the pill runs my body and mind
im still the same dark, sad, depressed person
here in the back of my mind
but people love the stupid f-ing pill
the stupid f-ing pill's happiness
so i let the stupid f-ing pill takeover
little do they know
im planning my own kind of happiness
Mar 25, 2019
Mar 25, 2019 at 11:42 AM UTC
why
the
****
do i have urges to cut
every
square
inch
of my body in
deep ****** cuts.
why
the
****
do i have urges to
slit
my wrists
and write my goodbyes.
Mar 5, 2019
Mar 5, 2019 at 10:27 AM UTC
**** kahoot
**** dodgeball
**** basketball
**** baseball
**** football
**** soccer
**** trashketball
**** seated volleyball
**** it all
**** you all
'cause competition ***** us all
Feb 28, 2019
Feb 28, 2019 at 12:46 PM UTC
ive slept 2 and a half hours for the past three days
i feel high
i dont mind it
i dont fight it
i dont hate it
i love it
i need it
give me the sleeping pills
ill stay awake the night
give me my strange high
why do i love it
makes me feel invinsible
not happy
but
invinsible
Feb 28, 2019
Feb 28, 2019 at 11:50 AM UTC
in my art class
we have ****** brushes to paint
they cant make sharp lines
they don't work because they have been used so much
to the point of fraying
rusted because they never properly dry
stained red from the paints
reminds me of the piece of metal
that i keep close to me
it doesn't make sharp lines
it doesn't work because its been used so much
to the point of dullness
rusted because it never properly dries
stained red from the blood
Feb 27, 2019
Feb 27, 2019 at 11:25 AM UTC
im sick
its clear to me
its clear to see
so why am i at school
instead at home
resting away the pain
with my drug of choice
im sick you see
just not in the way you think
Feb 12, 2019
Feb 12, 2019 at 12:32 PM UTC
i need help
i got some pills
take em twice each day
they're magic
they make me "happy"
they make me
not me
im not the pills
im not happy
i relapsed
this life is ****
but hey
this is what you want
right?
Feb 12, 2019
Feb 12, 2019 at 11:21 AM UTC
im logging off and deleting hello poetry no more poems im sorry
Oct 23, 2018
Oct 23, 2018 at 9:51 AM UTC
do you know how many people die everyday
because you are too oblivious to know they are struggling
because of the painful words that come from your mouth
because you don't "believe" in mental illness
because of the trauma you don't care you cause
because of the voices in their heads telling repeating the lie you told
because of the weight you put on their shoulders, crushing them.
You don't know do you?
Or do you just no care?
Oct 16, 2018
Oct 16, 2018 at 1:04 PM UTC