It’s funny how my heart chooses to remember your love as if it was as sweet as honey when my head knows all the ways you deceived me
Sep 10, 2021
Sep 10, 2021 at 9:45 PM UTC
I kinda hate the way your presence still taints my air
As if still reminding me of the very essence of you so I never forget.
Your final memoir to me so I won’t get over you.
Deep In your spell
Forever needing you
So you feel needed by me
Why me ?
Why rob anyone of love,
Leave a hopeless romantic in limbo?
Your selfishness and need to be accepted consumes you and is the reason for the end of our love oasis
Leaving me hopelessly in drought
Feb 6, 2021
Feb 6, 2021 at 6:54 PM UTC
The tango with death is a compilation of memories that have become the decider of my departure.
To be or to be non-existent?
If everything before this moment matters or if this moment is all that really matters,
That if you are even considering death,
Are those moments even worth staying for?
“You are the ultimate decider”,death whispered in my ear with a smirk.
A swift dance, twirling and spinning in my room with him clutching on my pain, your sadness.
The splits you open in your arm becomes your euphoric relief but the smell of blood and metal call him closer. You’re inches away from touching and minutes away from kissing
It is an enticing moment with death as you start romanticizing your end.
So am I truly the ultimate decider anymore when logic starts to mumble away and death keeps replaying and taunting, foundling and seducing me to his grip by using my own hopelessness dread and loneliness against me?
Feb 6, 2021
Feb 6, 2021 at 6:38 PM UTC
Time slows down
It sort of melts away.
The sun burns alone
BLOOD RED
My soul it burns in the same way
Loves just as furiously
Just as rapidly
Just as constantly,
That if you dare come close
You’ll risk turning into ashes
Because my love is ultimately overpowering.
It’s more love than you can handle.
More love that you will ever comprehend
It’s love you can only lust for.
Only crave. Only nibble from.
Love that you will want to take whole bites of, love that you will want to fill your body with, selfishly eating as if I’m a buffet.
Using my inferno love, my inferno being, my inferno energy to make you feel less alone, less pathetic.
“More manly”
Feeding your nutrients by stealing all of mine. Falsely claiming me because your intentions were never truly pure.
Because I know how to love.
You can only mimic it,
Play pretend,
Fake true intentions
Mirror my fiery passion because the closest you can get to tasting my
Love is if you pretend I’m all you will want to eat.
Sep 20, 2020
Sep 20, 2020 at 7:29 AM UTC
Our souls at night.
They whisper in secret tongues of our midnight love affair.
Echoing desires.
Moaning to be heard.
Yearning for satisfaction.
For relief,
For love,
For only your love.
Jun 8, 2020
Jun 8, 2020 at 10:17 AM UTC
The sun shall set and the moon will reign the night.
My celestial body will enfold in its presence.
I live and breathe with the same waters the moon reflects apon.
Mångata,
We dance ‘til dawn,
As you start to wane,
As your rays depart and;
As we give greetings to the morning sun.
May 23, 2020
May 23, 2020 at 3:56 AM UTC
I love you more than you know,
More than you will ever know
And
I love you more than I will ever be able to understand
Because, your love was temporary
But mine is timeless.
Apr 4, 2020
Apr 4, 2020 at 2:10 PM UTC
Our love has rectified.
You finally see me and
The moon notices it too,
So tonight it shines it’s luminous rays on us for the universe to know that our spirits are interconnected once again.
I’ve missed you
Feb 15, 2020
Feb 15, 2020 at 12:48 PM UTC
Our souls have called for a truce
Your love rushes over me like water
My heart has revived
My mind has renovated
The sun reminds me of you
Warm and comforting
Our beings intertwining and basking in it’s glory makes me forget all the bad memories that lingered before
Our love has rectified
The moon notices it too
So tonight it shines it’s luminous rays at us for the universe to know that our spirits are interconnected
We are at pure tranquility
Feb 14, 2020
Feb 14, 2020 at 3:19 PM UTC
Sometimes when the sun is out
I go outside, close my eyes and bathe in its warm and I imagine that it’s your embrace. Like you haven’t left yet...
Jan 7, 2020
Jan 7, 2020 at 4:12 AM UTC