They're calling me
All sorts of abominable
Things with no charge.
No accusers identified,
No accusation known,
No evidence,
No charge.
I have no recompense ,
No right to air my case.
Nothing.
I am convicted of accusations
Alone and deceived.
They call this lynch mob
Justice and say my protestations
Are narcissism,
Defending myself,
They call it psychopathy
Claiming I'm at fault
For their savagery
And posse.
They blame the victim with
Their own illogical wrath,
And will you also convict me
With hearsay,
Conjecture,
For your unjust God?
Fine,
Throw me on the fire,
But I'll spit blood in your
Face before I go.
Filth.
May 27
May 27, 2026 at 3:01 AM UTC
And I dreamed I was Ahriman
Who killed the truth in
The matrice of creation
Destroying it
All before I left
The womb.
Perfect destruction
Fulfilling a purpose before
It was born
And the guilt drove me
Mad as I floated in a sea
Of emptiness.
Trying to recreate perfection
Against my nature,
Through the failures
I persisted in resisting
My nature
Kept on keeping on
Inverting my purpose
Having achieved my goal.
And eventually one of my
Creations worked and I sang
A requiem for all things
Left unborn.
May 26
May 26, 2026 at 8:07 PM UTC
This too is
Temporary and I shed my skin
Again,
Sloughing off bloated
And pale pooling into regret
Pathetically on the floor,
Taking my identity with it.
What personality do
I have in this isolation
The ephemeral effluvia
Of enlightenment.
I visit Hell in my dreams
And burn so brightly
That this annihilation
Won't come
Soon enough.
I want to go home
To eternal
Suffering.
Dukkha through
Himsa.
May 26
May 26, 2026 at 7:15 PM UTC
I get fragments of this fractured
Future I created and somehow
I became.
May 25
May 25, 2026 at 10:21 AM UTC
In a secret samadhi,
In my secluded cloister
I touched God and got through
The gate of righteousness
And logic and I didn't commune
I accused,
I controlled,
I won an argument with God.
And in these trance states I hear
His horrifying voice
Hardening my heart
Kindling his wrath in me,
Pleading that I go out
And destroy in his
Name.
May 24
May 24, 2026 at 6:44 PM UTC
In a secret samadhi,
In my secluded cloister
I touched God and got through
The gate of righteousness
And logic and I didn't commune
I accused,
I controlled,
I won an argument with God.
And in these trance states I hear
His horrifying voice
Hardening my heart
Kindling his wrath in me,
Pleading that I go out
And destroy in his
Name.
May 24
May 24, 2026 at 4:10 PM UTC
I am not the inversion
Of life and law.
I am the chomping Jaw of
Complete annihilation,
Perfect destruction.
But,
It's a mercy oblivion
So instead we will
All suffer for our crimes.
Punishment
Of the rogue demon
Of suffering
And wrath.
May 24
May 24, 2026 at 1:22 PM UTC
I'm an amorphous mess
Of an uninitiated
Prophet
Swinging between
Beast and saviour.
At least God still talks to me
In my terror
My apprehension.
May 23
May 23, 2026 at 5:07 PM UTC
The old empire
Will be reborn
In the ashes
Of annihilation.
The crucible of conflict
Will harden hearts
And bring our minds
To war.
May 23
May 23, 2026 at 1:51 PM UTC
Prometheus gave you fire
And Haephestus brought it
Down to Earth
And you demand Prometheus be ignorant
And Haephestus to make tools.
But you can't define
A force of nature
Nor tell a gun to stop
Shooting.
Prometheus binds Apollo and the truth in knowledge.
Haephestus controls
Ares.
And war will bring
The knowledge of Promtheus,
The gods will fall
As man conquers
Reality.
May 23
May 23, 2026 at 11:34 AM UTC