
As a pulsating prey
I dance before the Man -
The Lion
Strapped down in shackles.
Drooling behind the bars.
I cut off his mane.
His vulnerability flaunted to any bare eye who would care enough to stare.
For I continue to dance
Teasing my lion
Making sure he knows that he is fed
When I command it.
My words crack as a whip against the lion's back.
He knows that I love another.
Yet he stays in his cage
With the door wide
Open.
Nov 25, 2017
Nov 25, 2017 at 11:46 PM UTC
"I don't have feelings"
He told me
Rephrasing what the doctors named his demons.
The shadows lurking behind every corner of our precious moments.
Lashing their whips to control this lion of a man.
"I'll be good"
He tells me
Bending down to his knee as a sacrifice a soldier makes to protect his Lady.
I do not know of any woman less worthy than I
Nov 3, 2017
Nov 3, 2017 at 11:39 PM UTC
"Do you have everything?"
I look down on your bags
Packed for you 8 hour drive back home.
"Yeah, all set."
We both choke on tears.
Doors closing, and footsteps in stairs.
And as soon as I hear the gate closing
The hollow emptiness in my chest
Tells me you packed something that was not yours to take.
Nov 3, 2017
Nov 3, 2017 at 11:24 PM UTC
A ghost from the past crossed
my pathway today.
In a city that belonged to neither of
us. A familiar face in a crowd
of no one.
And eyes that still knew how to
pierce underneath all superficial
shields. ****** skin fueled by the seasons passed since our last encounter, beaming of a glow of genuine
happiness. And in choked words, long embraces and small talk we discovered a love we both denied ourselves for years. It was a perfect
moment. All the beauty in the world melted down to those few stolen seconds of wishing we would take the chance.
And then it was over.
Oct 27, 2017
Oct 27, 2017 at 7:09 AM UTC
A love
I will never forget.
One can only dream
That so will
He.
Sep 3, 2017
Sep 3, 2017 at 6:25 PM UTC
"I'm afraid that we will become history as soon as the puzzle is finished."
Looking down at my jigsaw I
understand that the picture below is now made of
South African wine, bouldering summer storms, and pieces of garlic in the hands of a dancer who does not
Dance. Only in your arms, I could breathe the best way an asthmatic could. But as a misunderstood
Puzzle Girl, I would always give you the last piece of my jigsaw - knowing that you'd keep the finishing piece in your box of
treasures. Kept a secret. Like the fact that we both hate to love but keep believing that this too shall pass
as the cancer is eating out our bodies and we fight our separate wars.
You are making history
And I look down at my unfinished jigsaw
knowing that without you
my picture will never be
Complete.
Aug 29, 2017
Aug 29, 2017 at 10:11 PM UTC
"Remission"
It's such a beautiful word
Giving an illusion so strong you might truely believe you are done.
You are no longer sick;
You are in remission.
You are on pause.
You are in a peaceful
limbo.
I gaze empty out of the window
There's a cat watching the birds from the root of the tree.
"Noddy?"
My doctor keeps talking in the background of wind, beauty and heartbreak.
It's aggressive this time
And all I can think of is how I am empty
My poet is gone
And both physically and emotionally
I am dying.
Aug 18, 2017
Aug 18, 2017 at 3:51 PM UTC
I've always loved apples.
The thrill of a fresh one
Tickling my taste buds
Waking me up
Making me moan.
But I've always been weak
Falling for temptation
and whispers of proposals;
maybe you should try that one
Foolish like women of ivory skin
And ebony hair
My red lips touch the flesh
Fueling my body with it's poison
Turning everything dark.
I awoke today
Turned around
And faced the pip of forbidden fruit
The snakes are laughing
And I'm waiting to be locked out of Paradise.
I've always loved apples.
Aug 17, 2017
Aug 17, 2017 at 2:35 PM UTC
I know it's wrong of me to dial your number at this hour
But my glass turned empty
And my head filled up.
I know I'm not her
She is so easy
And I am me.
I'm trapped in the web of
Second chances, what if's, and used to be's.
Competing in the championship of
last calls.
Aug 16, 2017
Aug 16, 2017 at 7:11 AM UTC
I'll be your witness
In sickness
And in health.
I'll be your pet
For entertaining responsibility
And affectionate love.
I'll be your home
For comfort
And understanding.
I'll be your toy
-
I was your lover
Until I'm old news
And you find another to be fixed.
Aug 3, 2017
Aug 3, 2017 at 10:38 PM UTC