nocturnalstarboy - Hello Poetry

Walking home, I told you I've been down this road before Broken communication, insecure intimacy; what a toll Emotionally vacant, there was no saving our chemistry This version of the ending's nothing new to me We met one day and in my eyes, I foresaw a flourishing life The heartache burned my silky strings The pain was sharper than a yellow jacket's sting The confirmation in your eyes was colder than a winter's eye My fingertips caressed your face once, it melted my cloudy sky Our political and social morals disrupted our beautiful contortion Like bi-polar seasons, the effort was that of feedback distortion You drowned in your insecurities and blocked any trust in me As the bed we slept in had no portion for me to lie in I smelt smoke from inside; my strings were crying for waves of blue

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Aug 6, 2021

Aug 6, 2021 at 5:00 AM UTC

Silk & Heartbreak

Walking home, I told you I've been down this road before Broken communication, insecure intimacy; what a toll Emotionally vacant, there was no saving our chemistry This version of the ending's nothing new to me We met one day and in my eyes, I foresaw a flourishing life The heartache burned my silky strings The pain was sharper than a yellow jacket's sting The confirmation in your eyes was colder than a winter's eye My fingertips caressed your face once, it melted my cloudy sky Our political and social morals disrupted our beautiful contortion Like bi-polar seasons, the effort was that of feedback distortion You drowned in your insecurities and blocked any trust in me As the bed we slept in had no portion for me to lie in I smelt smoke from inside; my strings were crying for waves of blue

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Where do you go when the soul levitates in space? Synths wash over me with godlike grace I say, my dimension is slow and reverbed With every problem, futsal shuffled to the curb I say, "it's so surreal" I want to gain a nursing shield Just to show my father it's real I know you're not around me But I still feel your presence still Some nights, I'm on an asteroid watching the stars Other nights, I'm frostbitten awaiting your warmth So, I ask you When does your soul leave the physical? I wanna know because you're supposed to see What I see

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Apr 30, 2021

Apr 30, 2021 at 2:16 AM UTC

1:35am

Where do you go when the soul levitates in space? Synths wash over me with godlike grace I say, my dimension is slow and reverbed With every problem, futsal shuffled to the curb I say, "it's so surreal" I want to gain a nursing shield Just to show my father it's real I know you're not around me But I still feel your presence still Some nights, I'm on an asteroid watching the stars Other nights, I'm frostbitten awaiting your warmth So, I ask you When does your soul leave the physical? I wanna know because you're supposed to see What I see

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Lightning struck the heart that you lived in My shields overwhelmed and vulnerable I endure states of emergencies, it's commendable Even though I bathe in original sin Sometimes, I feel I'm in the middle of the beginning It's like I and we haven't moved at all Headstrong, but I want you to catch me when I fall I never knew a greater power than complacency I strive to excel but it's nothing new to me Through the winter I've been caretaking But who can save me when I need saving? Lightning to the heart again What the **** is going on?

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Apr 30, 2021

Apr 30, 2021 at 2:14 AM UTC

1:17am

Lightning struck the heart that you lived in My shields overwhelmed and vulnerable I endure states of emergencies, it's commendable Even though I bathe in original sin Sometimes, I feel I'm in the middle of the beginning It's like I and we haven't moved at all Headstrong, but I want you to catch me when I fall I never knew a greater power than complacency I strive to excel but it's nothing new to me Through the winter I've been caretaking But who can save me when I need saving? Lightning to the heart again What the **** is going on?

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Since April 16th, I've been dressed in fatigue I'm emotionally damaged with my blood on the leaves Death purged my soul from my body; Ancient One's Creed Natural selection took her, made me realize I failed her How do you have the apple of Eden and still miss her? They say don't hold your life for a pet; I'm still held up Watching my heart swim laps in pools of bourbon cups I should have been there to see the innocence check out her eyes To hold her paw and camouflage my cardiac scars in disguise I find pleasure in resting my eyes until the new day interweaves And I have to walk this path looking into the sky with disbelief Reality wipes you out like Japan's tsunami rolling up to receive I had to find a way to deter the sob filled days and time freeze And when I have it on the ropes I see pictures and the recycle begins

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Apr 24, 2020

Apr 24, 2020 at 11:50 AM UTC

Chameleon

Since April 16th, I've been dressed in fatigue I'm emotionally damaged with my blood on the leaves Death purged my soul from my body; Ancient One's Creed Natural selection took her, made me realize I failed her How do you have the apple of Eden and still miss her? They say don't hold your life for a pet; I'm still held up Watching my heart swim laps in pools of bourbon cups I should have been there to see the innocence check out her eyes To hold her paw and camouflage my cardiac scars in disguise I find pleasure in resting my eyes until the new day interweaves And I have to walk this path looking into the sky with disbelief Reality wipes you out like Japan's tsunami rolling up to receive I had to find a way to deter the sob filled days and time freeze And when I have it on the ropes I see pictures and the recycle begins

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With grief blackening the corners of my heart As long as I can Spend time alone Needing hours of sand But I'm too connected to my phone Life is strange I could wait one more hour To prove my well-being's far from sour

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Mar 6, 2020

Mar 6, 2020 at 2:27 PM UTC

One minute in Slow Motion

With grief blackening the corners of my heart As long as I can Spend time alone Needing hours of sand But I'm too connected to my phone Life is strange I could wait one more hour To prove my well-being's far from sour

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Set I We're not in love Just talking and earning brownie points So far in these waters my head's above I'm confident even when I'm alone You make me wonder why I am feeling this way Your butterflies flock to me when you pull up The reaction goes both ways We walk up, smile, and kiss new life into the day Set II Za Warudo; Jikan ga tomaru I wish I could replay every moment with you It aches me This romantic metamorphosis calms me I wonder how it must have been to feel it I wonder how it must have been to feel it

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Aug 4, 2019

Aug 4, 2019 at 4:18 AM UTC

Jikan Ga Tomattara

Set I We're not in love Just talking and earning brownie points So far in these waters my head's above I'm confident even when I'm alone You make me wonder why I am feeling this way Your butterflies flock to me when you pull up The reaction goes both ways We walk up, smile, and kiss new life into the day Set II Za Warudo; Jikan ga tomaru I wish I could replay every moment with you It aches me This romantic metamorphosis calms me I wonder how it must have been to feel it I wonder how it must have been to feel it

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Set I You know that people will change As feelings start to fade away Lovers seem to drift astray Chemistry is so strange Friends swords are double-edged Never thought a bond could be staged Even if the Sun failed to stay You need to know that I'm on a wave I wish I was everywhere and hard to find You want a man; I'm one of a kind Around you, I'm so unprepared I catch myself sounding what's not shared Starting a new chapter composes fear I'm still where I was last year Meanwhile, we're talking it out And you sustain my attention throughout I walk you back to your haven We stagger to be on our way without saying Seems like you want me to linger I hope you can endure a cruel winter

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May 23, 2019

May 23, 2019 at 4:03 AM UTC

Waves

Set I You know that people will change As feelings start to fade away Lovers seem to drift astray Chemistry is so strange Friends swords are double-edged Never thought a bond could be staged Even if the Sun failed to stay You need to know that I'm on a wave I wish I was everywhere and hard to find You want a man; I'm one of a kind Around you, I'm so unprepared I catch myself sounding what's not shared Starting a new chapter composes fear I'm still where I was last year Meanwhile, we're talking it out And you sustain my attention throughout I walk you back to your haven We stagger to be on our way without saying Seems like you want me to linger I hope you can endure a cruel winter

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Set I You don't really call on me like you should Dial my line and I'll roll through your neighborhood We all have problems under this hemisphere But you persevere and smile so fierce I know your circle doesn't want smoke with me Because they trust we can go all the way He broke your trust, trust me, is all I say It's okay you need someone that's calm and patient Someone who's never okay being complacent Who's honest enough to check you in the wrong Does the armor on your skin belong? Won't you be my plug? You could be the one Like Summer Walker, start with a handshake And eventually, I'll need more than a hug Let's vent late at night with Pink Moscato wine Open up to me about these emotional crimes All that you're missing; this late night attention The best combination To feel empathy is ultimate satisfaction Communication is not meant for one side So, do what's best for your mind

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Mar 20, 2019

Mar 20, 2019 at 11:49 AM UTC

Need

Set I You don't really call on me like you should Dial my line and I'll roll through your neighborhood We all have problems under this hemisphere But you persevere and smile so fierce I know your circle doesn't want smoke with me Because they trust we can go all the way He broke your trust, trust me, is all I say It's okay you need someone that's calm and patient Someone who's never okay being complacent Who's honest enough to check you in the wrong Does the armor on your skin belong? Won't you be my plug? You could be the one Like Summer Walker, start with a handshake And eventually, I'll need more than a hug Let's vent late at night with Pink Moscato wine Open up to me about these emotional crimes All that you're missing; this late night attention The best combination To feel empathy is ultimate satisfaction Communication is not meant for one side So, do what's best for your mind

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Set I I don't want a friend I want my life in a pair I'm the one to always make amends Miscommunicate and impair Show me why life's not bleak With them I know I can't compete I see it as you look at me like I'm someone else That's a potent drug in itself Oh well, you can't see So don't follow me to the bottom undersea Where I'll be slow dancing in the dark Follow me and you'll end up in my arms At the seafloor, we'll find a path to embark As long as we have the keys to our hearts We can swim through any current to Montreal Let me be the one to hold you when you fall Have you made up your mind? Do you know what you want and where to find? I don't need any more mixed signs Immaturity begets emotional crimes

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Mar 20, 2019

Mar 20, 2019 at 11:46 AM UTC

In The Dark

Set I I don't want a friend I want my life in a pair I'm the one to always make amends Miscommunicate and impair Show me why life's not bleak With them I know I can't compete I see it as you look at me like I'm someone else That's a potent drug in itself Oh well, you can't see So don't follow me to the bottom undersea Where I'll be slow dancing in the dark Follow me and you'll end up in my arms At the seafloor, we'll find a path to embark As long as we have the keys to our hearts We can swim through any current to Montreal Let me be the one to hold you when you fall Have you made up your mind? Do you know what you want and where to find? I don't need any more mixed signs Immaturity begets emotional crimes

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Set I My closet is full of obscure sorrows How do you give CPR to a heart that's hollow? I wish I had the desire to care less about things This inception came from people cutting my heartstrings This monkey on my back won't loosen my grip on life Its claws gnaw into my back like a corkscrew knife I've made too many fumbles near the end zone I doubt the success in my life with emotions I must condone Once upon a time, I played life loosely I cut off my ears and was deaf to the wise Life's tsunami washed me away from paradise Cutting off core friends sunk my heart acutely I treated my life as a volleyball game Kept everything weighing me down in the air The risks, the lessons, bounced freely in the hands of others It was only a matter of time before I was betrayed by my brothers Before I blamed my failures on everyone else Without examining my dysfunctional intellect myself I tried to rely on others; I was left in the ocean to wallow Learning from my actions I pieced together a fragment of sorrows

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Jan 25, 2019

Jan 25, 2019 at 11:22 PM UTC

l/iberosis

Set I My closet is full of obscure sorrows How do you give CPR to a heart that's hollow? I wish I had the desire to care less about things This inception came from people cutting my heartstrings This monkey on my back won't loosen my grip on life Its claws gnaw into my back like a corkscrew knife I've made too many fumbles near the end zone I doubt the success in my life with emotions I must condone Once upon a time, I played life loosely I cut off my ears and was deaf to the wise Life's tsunami washed me away from paradise Cutting off core friends sunk my heart acutely I treated my life as a volleyball game Kept everything weighing me down in the air The risks, the lessons, bounced freely in the hands of others It was only a matter of time before I was betrayed by my brothers Before I blamed my failures on everyone else Without examining my dysfunctional intellect myself I tried to rely on others; I was left in the ocean to wallow Learning from my actions I pieced together a fragment of sorrows

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