You could go to bed and listen to them partying hard
Outside smoking joints in the night in the backyard
You could complain that their music's too loud
Or you could just say **** it and go join the crowd
May 3, 2014
May 3, 2014 at 6:44 PM UTC
And there is nothing I can do.
And they wrap around me
And I can't breathe
And I throw my head back wailing
And I can do nothing.
And there is nothing I can do.
How can you stand it.
How are you so strong.
I am proud of you.
You are my baby.
And you are my friend.
And you are my sister.
And you are what stop me
When they come
And I can't do anything to fight them
And the song in my head is loud and won't go away
And my thoughts torment me.
And I think of you
And how you fight them everyday
And everyday you come out stronger.
I'm so proud of you babe.
I'll never be as strong
Or as brave
As you.
But by God I'll try.
Oct 21, 2013
Oct 21, 2013 at 9:37 PM UTC
Today's a working day.
One of those days you feel like working.
When you just want things to look good.
When you just want life to look good.
So you decide to do something about it.
And that something will be working.
Because today is a working day.
Except then when you start working,
You decide you don't feel like it.
Oct 5, 2013
Oct 5, 2013 at 1:47 PM UTC
I just looked at something. I mean really looked.
It kind of scared me.
But a gentle kind of scare.
A sighing scare.
An anything scare.
I looked at a window.
Not through a window.
But at a window.
The sun reflected off of it.
It hurt my eyes.
Ow.
I turned away
And then back.
There were trees
Floating
On the surface of the window.
The glass was cool
And soft.
Sweet.
I just looked at the water. Really looked.
Brow furrowed.
Eyes wide.
A concentrating stare.
Trying to make sense of the ripples and waves.
I just looked at myself.
Yes, I feel like everyone else sometimes.
I am ugly.
I am fat.
What is wrong with me.
But there are the times when I'm not.
When I'm exceptional.
When I'm Extraordinary.
And those are the times
When
I can feel my eyes smiling
I can feel them snake around my
round
round
round
round pupils.
I can feel the small dimple
Only one
On the left side of my face
Appear.
I can see how thin
my ankles
and wrists are.
The ones that make it so Phoebe can fit into NONE of my shoes.
(Even though we are the same size)
My big feet don't look big.
My eyebrows.
They are perfect.
I love my hands.
My fingers
and arms.
I love that sometimes I smirk and look almost like
Emma Watson.
Aug 12, 2013
Aug 12, 2013 at 1:17 PM UTC
Today left me with questions
Some pretty confusing questions
I thought a lot today
Tried to answer a lot today
I woke up today
In a good feeling way
I was early
Earlier than my parents
Which doesn't happen often
I felt good today
I laughed today
A lot
With the people I don't normally talk to
I worked today
Hard
And well
And I kept trying
I played today
Outside
In the park
With my friends
With
Kenny
Langston
Nelson
Emma
Phoebe
And I thanked them
Just now
For being such awesome people
And such great friends
I laughed today
With everyone
At everyone
I cursed today
More than usual
It felt good
And it was unexpected
I rocked today
And I'm guessing that'll happen again tomorrow
And the next day
And I talked today
And read today
I felt today.
Jun 11, 2013
Jun 11, 2013 at 5:35 PM UTC
I'm better now
I was sick
In the spirit
Even Humanities wouldn't fix it
Even Daniel
Even Shakespeare
Even magical umbrellas
Then I went away
Away with you
Up upstate
For the weekend
Just 3 days
And I'm better
Stronger
And I know it's not good
To interrupt
But I am
And I'm so **** glad.
May 28, 2013
May 28, 2013 at 4:15 PM UTC
I could've had a million likes
And American Apparel
And too many OMGs, and BTWs to count
More GORGs, PERFs than money can buy
And LMAOs, and STFUs that reach beyond infinity
And two katrillion followers
And "friends"
All of 'em,
Even the ones I don't know.
What do I have?
No American Apparel
2 "friends"
4 likes
And never any GORGs
And 34 followers
But I have more friends than you can count
And all of my *** PERFs come from the heart
In other forms
Like you're so smart
You are beautiful
Wanna hang out
And smiles
Eyes that look like snakes
Yes, I have no ILYs or IMYs.
Instead, I have
I love yous
And
I miss yous.
And I am happy.
And that is what really matters.
May 24, 2013
May 24, 2013 at 5:32 PM UTC
I just need an answer.
One word.
A yes,
Or a no.
Please?
May 24, 2013
May 24, 2013 at 5:15 PM UTC