Here I am, all blurred and tired
is the because of the way I am wired?
I tried, I swear I did
am I to be blamed again?
The memories haunt me
takes me back to the time when you would flaunt me
It felt so real, the feelings were so clear
in your arms, there was no fear
Is it time already?
feels so soon
wish I could hold your hand one more time
I wish I could kiss you one more time
only one more time
is it too much to ask for?
Sep 14, 2019
Sep 14, 2019 at 12:46 AM UTC
Initially when you caught my eye
not ever i deduced it would be the foundation
The trifling chattels you did,
seems to have hitched
enduringly with zest
Still can’t accredit it has concluded
and i am situated
heeding to your best loved hymn
hoping i could fabricate,
but within i know can’t orignate.
The deterioration is
worse than the estimation.
Carrying you in the consoled memories
dear companion here i’ll say goodbye.
Apr 10, 2016
Apr 10, 2016 at 11:08 AM UTC
An inquest that demands to be answered
a concealed suspicion that lingers on like a cancer.
Days after days it keeps on augmenting
the craving propagates,
although the elucidation is still suspended.
it could be alongside or could be distant
or still an object that craves to be existing,
the separation is crucial with the resolution being more brutal.
But then in the dark nights
its your demons that you gotta fight.
Feb 17, 2016
Feb 17, 2016 at 11:45 AM UTC
The unknown air to breathe
just so concealed
rushing down the memory lane a thing caught the mind’s eye
unknown dreams and indentured places
the very delusion of certainty.
with the turmoil pilling up
gratifying or tainted unable to asset.
justification being like the secluded love possessed by the sun for the moon
self created agitation seems immortal
ignorant of the elucidation present within
** being insightful of the self is the key to ease**
Jan 24, 2016
Jan 24, 2016 at 11:36 AM UTC
One thing to keep you alive
the utter joy to strive .
It wakes up the dead soul
who has none , have it all .
Rich or poor it doesn't care
a single ray that will suffice is extremely rare .
Being in a world so dark
never ending nights fall wide off the mark .
Stuck deep with the dreams intact
get up and don't let your soul depart.
Aug 9, 2015
Aug 9, 2015 at 10:59 AM UTC
Life's hard don't let it start
Mixed emotions it has
No One stays
It's one confusing maze
You cross one you enter other and then you don't have the strength to go further
You're forced to get up
In this world you're stuck
You can leave because that is what you want
As All you have is your fake world to flaunt
Nov 9, 2014
Nov 9, 2014 at 5:46 AM UTC
Lost in a world so deep in a world so known
With no clue of where are you from .
The people are different they want something
Something that you could never give.
You try , try so hard but you fail
And you stand alone feeling miserable .
And then you think is there no one
Who could help you .
You wait and wait but you can't feel anything
But then comes a day .
A day when your wait is over
That day when you're immensely happy .
And the others are apparently sad because you leave
Leave for a world that is pretty inside and out .
World where love is divine
Because you're not the ocean with the life being your shore line .
Jul 12, 2014
Jul 12, 2014 at 6:44 AM UTC
I sit here thinking about you
Thinking about the good times
everything about you is special
that feeling of being with you is magical
the warmth of your hug
the sweetness of your kiss
ahh ! i miss you so much
every day i love you more
i can feel your presence
wherever i go i can feel it .
** I love you**
Feb 1, 2014
Feb 1, 2014 at 8:34 AM UTC
Nobody in the world understands me
I wanna run away and set myself free
I look around i see happiness
but the time i look inside i can see nothing but a complete mess
With no strength left inside me
I get up but failure is what i receive
Crying is what i do every night
Thinking next morning i may get to see a different site
But no its still the same
Infact its worse and all my efforts are in vain
Everybody takes me wrong
Its difficult to deal with it and stay strong
I just wish for that one day
When i would get someone who would make it okay
Make my life better
When everything would be sweeter
But it seems impossible
Just like my never ending pain .
Jan 12, 2014
Jan 12, 2014 at 8:42 AM UTC
The time when you are alone,
The time when you are known.
Everybody is looking at you,
But on the inside you feel so blue.
You know you are seen ,
But any of it doesn't make you mean.
You are a ***** that's what they say ,
And you know no ones gonna stay .
Hated, betrayed , ****** this is what you feel ,
But life goes on n so do you
Keeping the pain inside
Faking a smile , life goes on like a bumpy ride .
Dec 17, 2013
Dec 17, 2013 at 12:15 PM UTC