i am imagining my guts spilt all over
your bedroom floor;
and you are licking my skin clean of all the
***** blood -
but the bones are all white and strong,
built tough from the labored years
of having a life
not worth living.
you will pick your teeth with them and call the police -
tell them:
there's been an emergency...
i'm a killer, stone cold killer
and there is no blood on my hands
Aug 7, 2017
Aug 7, 2017 at 5:13 PM UTC
a red beginning on the crown of his head;
king of nothing,
prince of everything -
yet
there's room to grow.
under a black horizon,
the shades of red hidden in bleak
discreteness
are delicious and
demonic.
demon king, demon king
he spreads his wing under the eclipsed sun:
a shadow of a former self.
no longer does he wait for the world
for a seat at the table.
he has learned that hell can be raised
when heaven won't come down.
Jul 14, 2017
Jul 14, 2017 at 6:01 AM UTC
i'll blow my brains out
to your favorite song;
if you see the lyrics
spelt out in my gore
maybe you can see
how much i cared
Jun 18, 2017
Jun 18, 2017 at 1:11 AM UTC
i wish i could tell you i love you, but i can not.
the words are too heavy on my tongue
to utter such a
bone-dry lie.
i'm high on your tar-black darkness -
that sick cloud of evil;
deep, dark, and broken.
my sun-blood will swallow you whole, so i can not tell you
that i love you.
you must split my lip and lick the lie from
my dripping
red
gore,
then beg me
to **** you again.
Jun 11, 2017
Jun 11, 2017 at 11:42 PM UTC
my mouth has been filled with a flood;
the waters are tainted with the acid of the world.
it wears my teeth down into
pearled-knives,
and they cut the insides of my cheeks -
mixing in
bad blood with
a devilish pollution.
i cannot release a cry.
i cannot stomach the feeling.
i cannot ***** the sickness.
i've been sleepwalking into blackholes,
turning cartwheels by oblivion
with a hell
stuck between my lips.
i've been swallowed from the inside out -
flashing in and out of life
with the firestorm of
sirens.
the reds and blues scream in unison
for a world greater than you and i.
May 31, 2017
May 31, 2017 at 10:55 PM UTC
there has been a silence in my life
that has been ringing
with the furor
of gunshots.
the hot-smoked blow of air
giving birth to death in metal -
and my ears bleed a red
more red than blood.
i am deaf to all reason and numb to every feeling.
i am a doll made of dirt
and fake gold.
no marks of teeth will ever scar me.
i stand proudly with a broken back
smiling
even though
there's nothing to live for.
May 31, 2017
May 31, 2017 at 10:35 PM UTC
i drip my arms over your tired shoulders.
my hands cascade down your paper-thin back.
you're always crying.
and you're terrible wings tremble, but my dew-soaked fingers are
nimble
and unkind.
this is why no one can love me.
my heart is ill and beating with the strength of a
dying light.
pulsing off and on and off and on.
i carry scissors.
while i hug my poor self,
i clip my wings with the ease of a
psychopath.
there is an end somewhere
but not here.
May 12, 2017
May 12, 2017 at 11:32 PM UTC
i have learned to breathe under holy water -
grew gills so strong they are
lined with celestial gold.
the ocean is a puddle to me now.
and i ***** pearls of pain,
lick them clean with my acetylene
tongue.
my acids will heal what the world cannot.
pills and love potions
can't take away
my virginity.
i am clean, so clean.
the devil watches me and
cringes at my radioactive light.
for i am dead and alive all at once.
poison, poison.
the radium drips from my lips like
babyspit and i am too pure
for god himself
so i offer my golden blood
to a higher power
that would take the pureness of it all
and make it an ounce
of what i could have been
Feb 6, 2017
Feb 6, 2017 at 7:45 PM UTC
i have no idea how to feel free
my skin is a cage and my mind is a
whip around my throat
the pain is numbing, but i tell myself to love it anyway
everything is boring
and nothing is the same,
but this awful feeling of
a dead man living in my brain
Feb 1, 2017
Feb 1, 2017 at 9:58 PM UTC
if tomorrow never came
would you still wait for the sun to rise
Feb 1, 2017
Feb 1, 2017 at 9:49 PM UTC