His writings and the things that came out of his mouth we’re just as black and cold as his heart.
May 31, 2021
May 31, 2021 at 5:19 PM UTC
His love was a category 5 hurricane
there was something so thrilling
how it could move me,
but in the end
it just left me
devastated
May 25, 2021
May 25, 2021 at 8:04 PM UTC
It’s like a parasite
I’m the host
It doesn’t leave me
Or forget me
One day it
Will **** me
And I’ll let it
Because I don’t want to
Be rid of it.
Mar 13, 2021
Mar 13, 2021 at 1:02 AM UTC
You may not know this,
but I think of you often.
I genuinely miss you
but I don't know
what to say anymore.
Mar 12, 2021
Mar 12, 2021 at 11:22 PM UTC
I drove in my car
but turned around
wanted to go to the bar
I didn't want to drink
but I wanted to
see you.
Looked at my phone
no text from you
then looked again
still nothing...
The calendar told me
it's been too long
since we talked last
I've tried to accept
it all.
I truly tried
Mar 12, 2021
Mar 12, 2021 at 10:28 PM UTC
It was a nice warm day
a little breeze that came my way
kneeling on the ground
smelling the flowers that surround
as I watch the tiny bee hum.
"Here little love,
in my garden, you can come."
Mar 11, 2021
Mar 11, 2021 at 5:50 PM UTC
It's been easy to get lost in the words
that no longer remain
but I keep them locked
hidden in a secret room
beside my heart.
I revisit that room
from time to time
to feel my heart beating
with love and joy again
but it's almost empty now.
I sit quietly at the bare windowsill
looking out for you
mostly wondering
why it all went sour.
Now you're just a ghost
lonely and wandering
just a frament of my imagination.
You come to visit
but you never stay.
Oh, how I wish you would
just stay for awhile
maybe I could be the one
to make you smile.
Mar 11, 2021
Mar 11, 2021 at 3:27 PM UTC
There was this guy
troubled guy
angry guy
deeply wounded guy
who made an imprint on my heart
It's still there, you see,
never to leave.
He loves me
I know he does
but he's just
a depressed guy
lonely guy
Never wants to heal guy.
So, I wait for the day
when he's got it all figured out.
Maybe he will see
that I want to be his girl
adoring girl
hug me so tight never leave girl.
Maybe one day.
Mar 11, 2021
Mar 11, 2021 at 2:58 PM UTC
I see you
leaving tiny bread crumbs.
I'd follow them
and eat them along the way.
However,
I feel as if maybe
you'd poison me.
Or maybe you would lead me
into a deep and empty abyss.
Feeling trapped, I would
never be able to let go.
A prisoner in my head,
but yours too.
Mar 10, 2021
Mar 10, 2021 at 10:39 PM UTC
The saddest thing of all
Is everyone in your head
is someone you
just.
make.
up.
Because you have no one
at all
...
Mar 10, 2021
Mar 10, 2021 at 12:51 AM UTC