I could never fully belong to any one person
i was made
painfully aware of myself
painfully apologetic
painfully
i try.
Jun 21, 2016
Jun 21, 2016 at 2:47 PM UTC
I prayed
and I was given
but I told God it was not to be
I took
what was not given
He will be back to claim her from me
Jun 14, 2016
Jun 14, 2016 at 1:50 PM UTC
You're trying your best
to re-write the stories
paint over the pictures
erase the love letters
but i wish you wouldn't.
Just draw something new
so i know you're doing okay
and write again
like i know you can
and let the tattoos
of the good and bad
remain.
Jun 10, 2016
Jun 10, 2016 at 12:14 PM UTC
All at once there was nothing to be held
but the threads of everything that I used to have,
unraveling between my fingertips
I know I have to let go
Cause threads, held onto too tight
They cut
And holding onto things already half unraveled
Like a cardigan
Or a stupid beanie
Doesn't
make
sense.
Cause these things,
half gone,
as much as I wish it could
A cardigan or a beanie
can
no longer
keep
me
warm
Apr 5, 2016
Apr 5, 2016 at 7:18 AM UTC
Just don't forget me
When the 9s come around
And hold the memories preciously
Of when what is now lost
was first found
Apr 4, 2016
Apr 4, 2016 at 2:47 PM UTC
You nod
As I explain myself
choking over my words and punctuating it with sniffles of
Guilt?
You understand and wipe my tears
As I explain myself
choking over the memories of us over the past few years and how I am bring us to
our
End
You cry
But you hold my hand through the whole thing
As I stare blankly into space trying not the look at the misery plastered over your face because I know
I am hurting you
Something I never meant to do.
You ask
For once you ask of me more than I ask of you
For some time. Just a little more.
I nod
Because I owe you that much.
Apr 3, 2016
Apr 3, 2016 at 11:14 AM UTC
I'm sorry I can't be everything you wanted
After everything you have been for me
I guess all I've done is cause disappointment and hurt
This is not how love should be.
I hope one day you find better
Someone who will cherish every inch of what you can give
I hope one day you'll forgive me for being so selfish
And maybe you can learn to love me different
And we can start anew
And maybe I'm just being naive
But please don't doubt that I have loved you
Mar 30, 2016
Mar 30, 2016 at 2:20 PM UTC
the hands that hold me
with the tenderest of touch
are the hands that hold me tightest
and my soul they will crush
Mar 22, 2016
Mar 22, 2016 at 3:47 PM UTC
I keep asking myself
what I did wrong
what else do I have
that I can give to you
cause i tried.
I gave you my everything
and now i have nothing left
Mar 13, 2016
Mar 13, 2016 at 11:59 AM UTC
If only you could see
how
much
you've
br
o
k
e
n
me.
Mar 13, 2016
Mar 13, 2016 at 10:30 AM UTC