nico-allentine - Hello Poetry

Separation That appears to be part and parcel with this human incarnation My ego cuts ME off with no oxygen I? Flail and wail like a child whose lost his mother A fish in a world meant for another species entirely I dissolve, evolve and transcend my shape to embrace Not only you but the I in you and the you in me and the never-ending connectivity of human consciousness. Awaken and its as if I've fallen into a nightmare, a terror so vivid More real than reality. Alas it is reality and I am awake and dead And so are you. Though still alive, ironically in loss of a body I feel my connection, my mother, my father, my familia in the plants. With the animals. With the humans and their complex struggle Divided always , but entirely one within themselves Union The world at large When disengaged from ego, re-engaged with the World Soul The loving awareness that you really are Always was and will always be Forever and ever Completely not reliant on any outside forces. In the sense of the verb as well as the noun. I AM LOVING AWARENESS. When disengaged from ego, re-engaged with the World Soul.

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Oct 6, 2016

Oct 6, 2016 at 3:07 PM UTC

Thank you Ram Dass

Separation That appears to be part and parcel with this human incarnation My ego cuts ME off with no oxygen I? Flail and wail like a child whose lost his mother A fish in a world meant for another species entirely I dissolve, evolve and transcend my shape to embrace Not only you but the I in you and the you in me and the never-ending connectivity of human consciousness. Awaken and its as if I've fallen into a nightmare, a terror so vivid More real than reality. Alas it is reality and I am awake and dead And so are you. Though still alive, ironically in loss of a body I feel my connection, my mother, my father, my familia in the plants. With the animals. With the humans and their complex struggle Divided always , but entirely one within themselves Union The world at large When disengaged from ego, re-engaged with the World Soul The loving awareness that you really are Always was and will always be Forever and ever Completely not reliant on any outside forces. In the sense of the verb as well as the noun. I AM LOVING AWARENESS. When disengaged from ego, re-engaged with the World Soul.

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I would offer you the best sensations, shivers down your spine Ecstasy thrown, mind blown, you begging to be mine Stroke my ego and I might just stroke your skin Your body a new world, where should I begin Your face on mine, my hand now held just below your wrist Now Ill start with your lips because I simply can not resist The scrumptious shade of strawberry and the tastes even better In my mouth your tongue had sung and left me even wetter A calm that makes me no longer wanting to give up and give in A kiss that I want to build a house on and with you live in My hands hold your cheek As I stare up at you rather meek Then trace the lines on your face and run my fingers through your hair Nihilistic Pessimistic Altruistic We would make quite the pair Around your lovely locks tightens my grip as I pull back slightly biting on your lip, your hands gripping my hips so tightly I would smile with a silent confidence As you recount how long you've imagined this Your imagination may not have prepared you, albeit wondrous and vast To feel better than you've ever felt, just know that it cant last I would offer you the best sensations, shivers down your spine Ecstasy thrown, mind blown, you begging to be mine you chuckled and told me a body like mine should come with a warning label Your eyes hungry devouring me from across the dinner table The long lost longing, the build up, the intense temptation Your mind reeling from a new glorious sensation Nothing could have gotten you ready for what you'd feel with me Better than you've ever felt, so visceral and free I'm as persuasive as I am perverse A mind I'm sure you'd love to traverse I would offer you the best sensations, shivers down your spine Ecstasy thrown, mind blown, you begging to be mine.

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Nov 19, 2015

Nov 19, 2015 at 12:09 PM UTC

Shivers Down Your Spine

I would offer you the best sensations, shivers down your spine Ecstasy thrown, mind blown, you begging to be mine Stroke my ego and I might just stroke your skin Your body a new world, where should I begin Your face on mine, my hand now held just below your wrist Now Ill start with your lips because I simply can not resist The scrumptious shade of strawberry and the tastes even better In my mouth your tongue had sung and left me even wetter A calm that makes me no longer wanting to give up and give in A kiss that I want to build a house on and with you live in My hands hold your cheek As I stare up at you rather meek Then trace the lines on your face and run my fingers through your hair Nihilistic Pessimistic Altruistic We would make quite the pair Around your lovely locks tightens my grip as I pull back slightly biting on your lip, your hands gripping my hips so tightly I would smile with a silent confidence As you recount how long you've imagined this Your imagination may not have prepared you, albeit wondrous and vast To feel better than you've ever felt, just know that it cant last I would offer you the best sensations, shivers down your spine Ecstasy thrown, mind blown, you begging to be mine you chuckled and told me a body like mine should come with a warning label Your eyes hungry devouring me from across the dinner table The long lost longing, the build up, the intense temptation Your mind reeling from a new glorious sensation Nothing could have gotten you ready for what you'd feel with me Better than you've ever felt, so visceral and free I'm as persuasive as I am perverse A mind I'm sure you'd love to traverse I would offer you the best sensations, shivers down your spine Ecstasy thrown, mind blown, you begging to be mine.

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Oh the energetic exchange when like minded souls meet Leaves rotting on the air, suddenly somehow smell sweet The sun shines in a way that your reminded its a ball of fire And even as it sets, you have yet to tire so awake, so dizzy, so much to think over I rarely find sleep, hardly ever when I'm sober Certainly not when I'm drunk from your embrace A million words to describe your face All falling short and failing to capture The light in your eyes, at last the rapture.

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Nov 19, 2015

Nov 19, 2015 at 10:59 AM UTC

Neighbor

Oh the energetic exchange when like minded souls meet Leaves rotting on the air, suddenly somehow smell sweet The sun shines in a way that your reminded its a ball of fire And even as it sets, you have yet to tire so awake, so dizzy, so much to think over I rarely find sleep, hardly ever when I'm sober Certainly not when I'm drunk from your embrace A million words to describe your face All falling short and failing to capture The light in your eyes, at last the rapture.

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Your lips taste like regret and regret tastes like liquor Its making me feel better but I know Im getting sicker Lungs lost in ash, decay and wasted dollars voice spent from serendipitous holler's Into the night screaming crying waking, coffee, keep on trying.

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Nov 15, 2015

Nov 15, 2015 at 11:01 AM UTC

optionial

Your lips taste like regret and regret tastes like liquor Its making me feel better but I know Im getting sicker Lungs lost in ash, decay and wasted dollars voice spent from serendipitous holler's Into the night screaming crying waking, coffee, keep on trying.

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Sweet pneumonia...sitting on my chest Stealing away All my much needed rest Defined fever, a cough with blood-tinged phlegm Straight liquor... No sugar on the rim Intoxicating Nauseating I can’t get enough Delicate at times, at other times rather rough Sensual So ******* ALIVE inside my skin your eyes lighting up as I slowly let you in So god **** far, you have to be joking the need so real I swear I'm choking A darkness, a lightness you try to keep cloaked You spit poetry, that spits and spits and leaves me soaked A drug induced edgy world wrapped up in rhyme and wit Like Lady Godiva, I'm eagerly stampeding towards your spit Your way with words, the deep intense crawling The distance not enough to stop the falling But this heart has little lightness, no sense of humor Curse this overgrown malevolent tumor Your poems, at last slaying my long held fears Your voice at last landing in my ears Find out further what I'm all about Then dance all over my self-doubt I can only imagine you’re an excellent dancer Alas I can only imagine.

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Nov 10, 2015

Nov 10, 2015 at 9:32 PM UTC

A Far Away Fondness

Sweet pneumonia...sitting on my chest Stealing away All my much needed rest Defined fever, a cough with blood-tinged phlegm Straight liquor... No sugar on the rim Intoxicating Nauseating I can’t get enough Delicate at times, at other times rather rough Sensual So ******* ALIVE inside my skin your eyes lighting up as I slowly let you in So god **** far, you have to be joking the need so real I swear I'm choking A darkness, a lightness you try to keep cloaked You spit poetry, that spits and spits and leaves me soaked A drug induced edgy world wrapped up in rhyme and wit Like Lady Godiva, I'm eagerly stampeding towards your spit Your way with words, the deep intense crawling The distance not enough to stop the falling But this heart has little lightness, no sense of humor Curse this overgrown malevolent tumor Your poems, at last slaying my long held fears Your voice at last landing in my ears Find out further what I'm all about Then dance all over my self-doubt I can only imagine you’re an excellent dancer Alas I can only imagine.

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A fraud, I mistook you for a mystic and also took your word How could I not, you sang my name and you sang like a bird You kiss like a knight And all your lies at first seemed white. All mild, harmless, benign, small and inconsequential But your ******** bohemian circle is still shallow and preferential Small and inconsequential, that's what I am now Small, no one can see me but how? how does one dissolve into nothing but still feel it all No I'm not worthy of love, but still I hear her call In the lonely night, the winds lonesome cackles Scared and lonely, romantic shackles I swear I ache and ache and once again ache For the next time this hopeless heart of mine will break God knows I ache and then ache some more Wanting a man to leave me sore But they just leave me sore.

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Nov 2, 2015

Nov 2, 2015 at 8:25 PM UTC

Cheers to the second act

A fraud, I mistook you for a mystic and also took your word How could I not, you sang my name and you sang like a bird You kiss like a knight And all your lies at first seemed white. All mild, harmless, benign, small and inconsequential But your ******** bohemian circle is still shallow and preferential Small and inconsequential, that's what I am now Small, no one can see me but how? how does one dissolve into nothing but still feel it all No I'm not worthy of love, but still I hear her call In the lonely night, the winds lonesome cackles Scared and lonely, romantic shackles I swear I ache and ache and once again ache For the next time this hopeless heart of mine will break God knows I ache and then ache some more Wanting a man to leave me sore But they just leave me sore.

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The only heart you've got Is the remnants of the many you've devoured. All the sugary snatches You regretfully soured. No regrets at all. Lets not be coy Your no poet, no musician, just a boy.

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Nov 2, 2015

Nov 2, 2015 at 8:22 PM UTC

What was your name again?

The only heart you've got Is the remnants of the many you've devoured. All the sugary snatches You regretfully soured. No regrets at all. Lets not be coy Your no poet, no musician, just a boy.

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You love the look, the electricity, desire my lightning But you hate the thunder I'll admit it can be frightening When my mind burst asunder Heart chakra tightening You are the sun and i am the storm But we need each other and you keep me warm I told you I'd have you, running for the hills The pain i would cause, along with the thrills I'm an *** hole, completely undeserving Unstable eccentric unpredictable swerving Astounded that you will even have me in your presence Like water for my soul, drown me in your essence Your magic instills such a skillful resistance To all of my depression and its relentless persistence Quiet my heart, heavy and abrasive pounds I just want to listen to music with you revel in the strange sounds You help me walk in a world i forgot i could Challenge what i do and remind me what i should My sun in the sky my shaman, who re-introduced myself to me My light tower in the distance when I'm lost at sea Ill be yours if you'll be mine Souls enmesh, utterly divine Im needy attached possessive and insane But i swear the love i can give is worth the pain

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Aug 29, 2015

Aug 29, 2015 at 7:06 PM UTC

I'm sorry i got drunk and yelled at you.

You love the look, the electricity, desire my lightning But you hate the thunder I'll admit it can be frightening When my mind burst asunder Heart chakra tightening You are the sun and i am the storm But we need each other and you keep me warm I told you I'd have you, running for the hills The pain i would cause, along with the thrills I'm an *** hole, completely undeserving Unstable eccentric unpredictable swerving Astounded that you will even have me in your presence Like water for my soul, drown me in your essence Your magic instills such a skillful resistance To all of my depression and its relentless persistence Quiet my heart, heavy and abrasive pounds I just want to listen to music with you revel in the strange sounds You help me walk in a world i forgot i could Challenge what i do and remind me what i should My sun in the sky my shaman, who re-introduced myself to me My light tower in the distance when I'm lost at sea Ill be yours if you'll be mine Souls enmesh, utterly divine Im needy attached possessive and insane But i swear the love i can give is worth the pain

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I want to make you happy, make you think, make you *** I want to take all your pain and make you numb You the ruler of my heart, of my mind Destroying my thoughts and making them kind Full of love laughter and a careless abandon Not another situation would I have wished to be land in Your eyes your lips Your hands grasped tightly on my hips Oh Daniel how can this be true A mirror reflection of my soul in you Transcendental more than my body or mind More than anything I had ever hoped to find Cant be real must find the flaws Nothing but fields, where used to be walls Life and death, flowers and bugs, friendly and sweet Can feel my breath that much more every time that we meet Please say its not in my head That you feel it too, that my heart isn't dead Quintessential elation Followed by a drug induced sedation One that leaves you calm and well Your face in my heart, as it starts to swell Overcome with love, yes I'm falling All this self doubt lay claim to the stalling Please love me back Please tolerate all that I lack All the poison I contain Take this madness and make me sane

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Aug 4, 2015

Aug 4, 2015 at 12:31 PM UTC

Daniel

I want to make you happy, make you think, make you *** I want to take all your pain and make you numb You the ruler of my heart, of my mind Destroying my thoughts and making them kind Full of love laughter and a careless abandon Not another situation would I have wished to be land in Your eyes your lips Your hands grasped tightly on my hips Oh Daniel how can this be true A mirror reflection of my soul in you Transcendental more than my body or mind More than anything I had ever hoped to find Cant be real must find the flaws Nothing but fields, where used to be walls Life and death, flowers and bugs, friendly and sweet Can feel my breath that much more every time that we meet Please say its not in my head That you feel it too, that my heart isn't dead Quintessential elation Followed by a drug induced sedation One that leaves you calm and well Your face in my heart, as it starts to swell Overcome with love, yes I'm falling All this self doubt lay claim to the stalling Please love me back Please tolerate all that I lack All the poison I contain Take this madness and make me sane

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Move forward breathing thinking sinking. One day my imagination will manifest with great focus and concentration. Yet still with great hesitation I mosey more and more forward Always moving in the same direction So turned on by the world at large I give not a **** who if any, is in charge I release a sigh... Empty pockets, spent my cash But I bought some wine and I have some hash A slap of madness in the face Putting my thoughts in their place All through that stratosphere Dark matter that had left me here

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Feb 18, 2015

Feb 18, 2015 at 5:39 PM UTC

February 18th (everyday)

Move forward breathing thinking sinking. One day my imagination will manifest with great focus and concentration. Yet still with great hesitation I mosey more and more forward Always moving in the same direction So turned on by the world at large I give not a **** who if any, is in charge I release a sigh... Empty pockets, spent my cash But I bought some wine and I have some hash A slap of madness in the face Putting my thoughts in their place All through that stratosphere Dark matter that had left me here

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