My Heart is not big enough
for this I say
am not hard
am not tough
How Can I be enough
for you to love
How can I be all you want
When all you want is love
I am bare
I am Empty I am broken
But somehow with this emptiness
I still care
I care more for you
than anyone
I want happiness for you
For you to see the brightest Sun
For the days to be brighter
For the burdens you bear to be lighter
You ask me to love
When I don't know how or why
How can I love you perfectly
and not hurt you and see you cry
Am too soft for this world
and all its hurt and pain
Am too soft for this world
But I will make it through
the pouring rain
If I have you by my side
when am down when am low
Will you be my guide
and hold my hand
drag me through the mud through the sand
Hold me as we fight on
Hold me as we scale the heights
Hold me as I cry in the dark
Don't switch the light on
Be my everything today
Please don't leave
Don't fly away
STAY
Mar 13
Mar 13, 2026 at 8:17 AM UTC
Not going to die today
you give me life in the new way
struggling to find you in the chaos in my heart longing for a new start
realness from the heart
realness in me in all I am
I'm just here waiting wanting to hear the sound of your heart beat waiting to hear your heart not skipping a beat
Not so overwhelmed but slightly insecure in you
my future
my life is secure
Your Faithfulness is what I want to know
your gentleness in the afterglow
Tipsy Gaga for you I want to be even as the Wind Blows beautifully through the trees
I feel you strong in the just being
in the just now and the Here and Now
learning new skills learning to write learning that in your goodness and Stillness I can fight
you fight for me so in you I rest
my trials circumstances don't even put you to the test
You Are The God That fights for me the one who comes sweetly to set me free
free from worry free from doubt
learning to slow down
learning that in you my life is not lost but found
more more of you I cry
my heart my spirit groans and sighs
my soul longs for you in my secret place where I'm flooded with tender mercies boundless love unending grace
peace you give hide me in your love no striving gentle peace from above Dwell in my presence you say as I trust you for today
gentle sweet spirit take control
put a hold around my heart Speak Life Into My Soul
free free free like a bird in the tree trust me and you will find trust me and you will see
all the goodness
and great things I have planned for thee
all the thoughts running through your head give them to me instead don't worry don't strive
just rest as I give you new life
free from worry free from strive
just trust and you will see
the beauty that is in me for thee
May 2, 2017
May 2, 2017 at 6:03 AM UTC
Ever gentle ever graceful
Ever peaceful in embrace
Not shying away from truth amazing grace
Gently he ran into his saving grace
The arms of his father as he sought his face
Not looking way
But staring into the son
He knew that his life had just begun
On the tipping point of falling over
On the tipping point of giving In
He fell into grace
So life could begin
May 2, 2017
May 2, 2017 at 5:57 AM UTC
Thank you for these sweet moments
When my heart comes alive
When all I see is you
In the beauty that surrounds
All I want is you
All I want to know is your presence
Your goodness through the heartache that seems to abound
For a little while I am here on earth
For little while I go through this process of rebirth
Losing all I held dear all I cherished
But I know you are near
In the mystery of the heartache and pain
You are remaking my life molding me
holding me no more shame
Touch me gently now
and lead my soul to
the sweet surrender of loving embrace
where I am broken only to see your face.
I am broken but still you come
Arrest my soul and heart once more
I am learning that your love is ********
Never changes never wanes
Never fades never melts away
In fact it only becomes more
as you show me what's in store
You are the sunlight in my soul
The light that guides me
leads me on and makes me whole
Use my life for your glory
I have to let go so you
can write my story
All I am for all you are
All I am for all you are
My heart cries
Wash away the bitterness the lies
Touch me gently now
Reach into my soul
Emptiness now whole
All I want is you
I open up to your love
Your love so true
Simplicity is what you seek
Gently as my heart leaks
As my hurt and trauma wash away
Listening to your words of love spoken in a new way.
May 2, 2017
May 2, 2017 at 5:56 AM UTC
Needing your covering today
Needing your anointing today
Needing your presence today
Without you I won't go far
I want to be where you are
Where I go I don't want
to go without you
Don't leave me
don't hide your face from me
Wash my heart and hands clean again
Never the same
In your love I want to be found
Love that burns love that abounds
Love so so deep
Deeper than the Seas
Overwhelms covers
washes away miseries
Cover me with your feathers
fill me with your love
Simplicity is what you want from me
A true heart
Heart like a child innocent new
So I trust and rest in you
My heart may fail me
But you will not
You will not fail me
You will hold me
In your shade
Arms open wide
In you I am made
You Calm me down
Put my life back into shape
Give me a new song
I trust in you alone and all along
Your presence
Your covering
Is what I seek
Longing for you
By the quiet misty creek
It speaks life
It oozes permeates
Breathes life
Into my soul
Joy soon abounding
Out of control
To the God of my life
My salvation
My stronghold
All glory
May 2, 2017
May 2, 2017 at 5:50 AM UTC
There is nothing i can't say
that won't take your breath away
nothing i can do that will make
You love me more
Nothing i say
Nothing i do
Makes you love me more
Inside my heart
Inside my mind
Knowing that You i find
I am here waiting for you
with open hands
Open heart
and you come to me
and pour love
deep deep into my soul
It burns it hurts
it overwhelms me to the core
But still i want more
Wholeness in you i find
wanting to be held
wanting to be hugged
caressed
and you make beauty of my mess
You love me all the same
Even as i am riddled with
guilt and shame
You cast it all aside and pour
Your love deep inside
Why do you come for me
I often ask
Why do you come find me
hiding from you
Learning to breathe
Learning to love
Learning that all
comes from above
Gentle Sweet
My heart entreat
With my saviors sweet
Love that burns and courses
through my heart through my soul
through my mind
Come hold me
come love me
again and again
Moving forward to embrace the glory in store
Leaving behind the old that i loved to find more
In YOU than i could ever wish to find
and have and hold
Help me to be strong help me to be bold
As i step out into YOU
that step of trust and faith so new
Sadness will soon fade
as in YOU i am remade
May 2, 2017
May 2, 2017 at 5:49 AM UTC
Am raw inside today
Bruised, shattered
Like nothing matters anyway
Heart is heavy
Heart is torn
Can I make it through this life?
Without the scars ripping open
Without all I have rebuilt being torn
I don’t want to do this alone
I need you in my life
My place to call home
The tears are flowing again
Down my cheeks
Flowing from deep out of my heart again
From somewhere deep inside my chest, it leaks
Wanting the pain to end
Wanting life to begin
Taking the leap with you
Trusting all I am to you
Vulnerable emotional
Don’t let me down today
Be my rock my comfort
My warm hug, my warm embrace
As you gently kiss my face
Disintegrated in places
I didn’t even know I had
How am I supposed to heal?
When am not allowed to feel
I feel too deeply
Maybe that’s my problem
Feeling and loving not cheaply
Gets me broken
But now I must mend, unspoken?
May 2, 2017
May 2, 2017 at 5:48 AM UTC
Sometimes my heart says
I can't take this anymore
oft contrast of new beginnings
Still, aching heart sore
But still I stand
to see the light of day
arms wide open as
You wash the pain away
It's getting late now
but I cant sleep
Will you come to me
as my heart bleeds
Come, tell me everything
Will be okay
Come strengthen me once more
Drench me with love to the core
Forget the past
and move on they say
It didn't, doesn't matter
anyway
I beg to differ you see
All the long lost laments
The miseries
Embedding in my brain
what if's what could have been's
leave me in pain
Oft drive me insane
Memories of yesteryear's
what they meant to me
precious moments I see so vividly
The one's I recall that make me cry
The one's that creep in my soul
The one's that won't die
Take me away from this place
Where darkness reigns
Out of the muck and mire
Where oft so many things seem dire
On a new path that has begun
A beautiful song yet unsung
Hold my hand as I journey on
Be my guide be my hearts song
To new beginnings to life begun
To songs yet unsung
True story man!!
life has begun!!
May 2, 2017
May 2, 2017 at 5:47 AM UTC
Brilliant sunlight
Shine in my soul
Open my eyes
Heal me
Make me whole
Shine through cracks
of my brokenness
Into the rawness
The out of control
refreshed renewed
Deep into my soul
Surrendered to sweet embrace
Only after you I chase
My light my salvation
saving grace
Tasting the goodness of life
Light up my heart
away bitterness strife
Purity gentleness impart
I will see your hand of blessing
in the land of the living
tell of your goodness unending
Shine on me
oh light of mine
Shine on my path
Oh light Divine
Shine!!!
May 2, 2017
May 2, 2017 at 5:46 AM UTC
In the hustle bustle
Of this crazy rat race
I still taste your grace
In the emptiness
The rawness of my soul
You heal make me whole
Oh if all i can do
Is get down on my knees
Seek you face
Heart opened begging please
Come on the wind
Come in the rain
Come gently
Release the pain
Here i am again
Stuck in this place
Stuck in the place
Of unending grace
Grace that covers my soul
Mercy blood shed for me
Nails knocked deep
Setting me free
May 2, 2017
May 2, 2017 at 5:46 AM UTC