My eyes were sparkling back then - filled with joy
I used to believe that love was so beautiful - turns out it was coy
The first one was naive, reckless, and bold
I should've listened to my mama - to be strong, be cold.
Love changed me, broke me, tore me up
But I was clinging to the idea that I shouldn't give up
My man is somewhere in the middle of this crowd
I can't wait to meet him, my heart just did the loudest pound
Admittedly, I fell in love a couple times
With people who filled me with temporary smiles
Don't blame me - I was a fool
I'd do anything - all I needed was a call
After some time, I got tired
The spark that I used to have - it is no longer required
If you want to take my hand
Climb up my tower - thorned, high, and manned
My spark is still there, but I got wiser
I learned to protect myself for I am my own treasure
To get my touch you have to fall deeply
Stuck in a pit where it's just you and me
Some have tried, some have faded
But they weren't what I wanted, never what I needed
Love for me is simple - I will be honest, okay?
Just don't do any shortcuts - be steady and walk one way
This could go all day and I wouldn't be even done
Talking about love and what it does to one
But looking back into the past and thinking about the future
I realized that cupid failed to become the best shooter
May 7, 2025
May 7, 2025 at 3:10 AM UTC
How's the weather?
Sweaty eyes and humid nose
How's the weather?
In situations you didn't chose
How's the weather?
Locked eyes and lifted lips
To sour goodbyes and tightened grips
Every page is filled with ink
That's made to vanish once you blink
Place a bucket, catch the tears
While holes are still fresh, wetting sheers
Get a shovel and dig your eyes
Got blinded by love to see his lies?
You are foolish while still sober
Tell me then, how's the weather?
Step on the clock and keep climbing
'til you reach the epoch where it's not raining
Apr 6, 2025
Apr 6, 2025 at 10:51 AM UTC
Amidst the darkness I walked my whole life
I reached the destination I’ve been searching for all night
The silence I’ve held for as long as I can remember
Vanished into thin air the moment he came —my savior
I was full of maybes, whys, ohs
But with him doubts vanished more so like ghosts
I wasn’t meant for darkness and misery
And so he showed me how great I can be
From time to time I stumbled upon rocks
He held me up just so I don’t break
I’m slipping off, feeling pushed back
Back in darkness where I could never wake
Then he came again in that same spot
Ready to hold my hand with all joy he got
With no tears, there’s no joy he said
Hang on cause we’re almost there he added
The used to be tiptoeing me found its strength
From an enormous God, whose powers are deep in depth
I trust in him with all my breath
And I shall fear no one not even death
Apr 3, 2025
Apr 3, 2025 at 7:37 PM UTC