the fear of tomorrow
keeps me hidden.
why venture with no
security.
you are not there,
I cannot see you.
where do I go,
who will lead me?
I am lost,
you are gone.
what shall I do?
Jun 21, 2023
Jun 21, 2023 at 10:58 PM UTC
love is a scam
I think we all know it
only takes, never gives
demands your whole life
without even a blink
we both know
we loved each other
and yet
you let fear take over
so we never were
you heart broke me
crying tears for you
that never should be
now I need to forget
you and all the memories
how long will it take this time
only the future knows
Jun 21, 2023
Jun 21, 2023 at 10:56 PM UTC
hurting and broken
restricted by love
cursed
lost
love should be easier
not a question
to be or not to be
its all your fault
why do you torture me
with your kind words
and sweet smiles
Jun 15, 2023
Jun 15, 2023 at 1:34 AM UTC
my heart breaks,
every time I think of you.
the tears slide,
every time your name pops up.
you have my heart
wrapped around.
I cannot be free,
for you have me.
stuck in this cage
of hope.
Feb 2, 2023
Feb 2, 2023 at 6:27 PM UTC
Pt 1
me is safe
me isn't daring
me is comfortable
me is kind
not bold or loud
this journey
striving to answer
One Question
Who is me
Apr 16, 2022
Apr 16, 2022 at 9:33 PM UTC
Love is the feeling
that which controls
Only its not so very well understood
Sometimes its easy to forget
Tomorrow is yet another day to
hope
Jun 5, 2021
Jun 5, 2021 at 12:12 AM UTC
why oh why am I
single
this house of horrors
this nightmare
filled with everything
that I long for
its a pain
to be forever
alone
Jun 4, 2021
Jun 4, 2021 at 5:08 PM UTC
all around me are couples,
walk around,
frightened and clinging
to each other
clowns jumping out,
chain saws screeching on
paralyzed in fear
crying in extreme anger
everything in me
screams to have control
yet I keep
failing
Jun 4, 2021
Jun 4, 2021 at 4:51 PM UTC
am nothing
yet I feel everything
how do I cope
timers keep going off
time is running out
there is no time
im going crazy
somebody help
before the time runs out
Mar 14, 2021
Mar 14, 2021 at 11:17 PM UTC
the smoke in my lungs,
tears in my eyes,
he is the break in my heart
I am suffocating;
Time.
he squeezes,
he grips,
demands, limits,
leaves no survivors;
Time.
Mar 14, 2021
Mar 14, 2021 at 11:16 PM UTC
