have you ever felt sadness at 3am?
knowing your love once lost and found will be lost again?
tears rolling down those bambi eyes, unfinished poems brewing in the heart.
its hard to ignore how you're perfect; you who's willing to be my everything. anything.
darling, you're right when you say i will fall in love again but you're not if you think i'll stay in it;
i know its unfair but i'll always end up comparing.
it's always going to be you.
superman zero jeeralal, you should be awarded with a nobel peace prize for being totally immune to all my desperate attempts to pick a fight with you. you make the terrorist inside me feel like i'm using a mini water pistol on a man armed with bazooka love.
handsdown you've got to be the most stubborn lover that ever existed on the face of this earth.
i strut around feeling blessed for being chosen to experience this awesomeness of your love; this absolutely pure rare kind of love that most people never see or feel or even hear about their whole ******* lives.
this what i got right now is magnanimous.
if i die right now i would die a happy girl.
dying is easy.
its living without you that's gonna be ******* **** hardest.
Feb 17, 2014
Feb 17, 2014 at 5:53 PM UTC
although it was love at first sight,
we aren't sylvia and ted, darling
you won't cheat on me
or marry someone else
(coz you love me so)
and i will never need anti depressants;
for my heart will never be clenched by an owl's talon
(coz you love me so)
i will never be seized by the irrational compulsion
of putting my head in the oven
or leaving our (imaginary) kids desolate
(coz you love me so)
you give me everything i can ever want,
everything she ever wanted, but never got.
i pity sylvia,
i wish she had met you.
Oct 15, 2013
Oct 15, 2013 at 4:20 PM UTC
but darling,
mon chéri,
when you kiss me in the night rain
with the glow of the sodium vapor lamp on your skin
(or is it happiness?)
and i see your eyelids,
ever fluttering
blinded by our love & raindrops
i hop on a leg
and jump once more in the puddle
(splashh)
(i'm) flamingo legged
& shy
so kiss me again
oh me oh my
Sep 18, 2013
Sep 18, 2013 at 6:40 AM UTC
you are
maddeningly sweet
infinitely kind
shockingly ****
nauseatingly cute
surprisingly stylish
and i am
hopelessly romantic
for you
Sep 18, 2013
Sep 18, 2013 at 6:39 AM UTC
"maybe god lies in details, but a goddess can get away with lack thereof as well"
Sep 18, 2013
Sep 18, 2013 at 6:39 AM UTC
I suddenly remember your face
From the night you first kissed me
Kissing & smiling alternately
Holding my hand, curling into a ball, wrapping yourself around it
Nailing me to the bed, pouring your kisses on my lips & my neck
Playing my curves like a guitar,
& spinning the world around me
Between resting & waking dreams
So close to me you breath in my exhale.
Its not just the small piece of rhythmic flesh
This heart that beats,
slow & fast, to the symphony of our love making
Its our souls intertwined, drunk & hungry
Just
flesh and bone
blood and hair
nerves and sweat
now all stripped bare
a heaving, gasping, tangled mass
Of love and lust and rage and greed
of want and lack and take and need
the wet and hot and cold and true
the aftermath of me and you
Sep 18, 2013
Sep 18, 2013 at 6:36 AM UTC
you look at me askance
wanting to touch my hands;
and more..
(i'm lying in surrender)
Sep 18, 2013
Sep 18, 2013 at 6:35 AM UTC
wrote a love letter.
again.
after several months.. :)
i put myself in his shoes and felt so thrilled to receive it.
{every single time}
'oh **** i love her !'
Sep 18, 2013
Sep 18, 2013 at 6:23 AM UTC
we played
all midsummer games,
soiled and bruised
on the floors
rolling with laughter
and dancing blue.
Life calls.
hush, shush.she mustn't know.
quick,hide.
everything turns yellow.
groping still. i seek.
I spy.
and you became stars
i looked in awe.
a proud kid.
i loved you guys
o archade.love you still.
like gulmohar.
kgp will miss you.
Sep 18, 2013
Sep 18, 2013 at 6:20 AM UTC
Frooti.Mine.Silence
Ambrosia , bonne bouche.Indulge
when fire flies.
Flushed and pouting
Emerald velvet beckons
Nature is jealous
Blushing splash, tickles
your tongue, sticky, double O.
two mangoes entwined
Oii buy me
just one more, pray
I have sinned.
Sep 18, 2013
Sep 18, 2013 at 6:16 AM UTC