my love is too big for you.
it’s no ones fault
it’s our blessing.
a challenge, to love myself
when your hands aren’t there to receive.
and an omen for you to see
how lovable you are.
we’re not for each other
but for this reason
we met each other
maybe we even loved each other
as we are called to love ourselves
Apr 27, 2020
Apr 27, 2020 at 4:54 PM UTC
I can’t wait till I’m attracted to who i want
For now,
I’m not
So I’ll use this time to tend to me
Fall in love with my potential and not theirs
All those messages I want to send you
Will be to me
Apr 27, 2020
Apr 27, 2020 at 4:53 PM UTC
why does the love linger
when they leave
where did they take my love
i don’t want you
but i want it back
for me
i want my love to plant in me
ill have a root system
a root system
a root system
Apr 27, 2020
Apr 27, 2020 at 4:52 PM UTC
Cord cutting with the same hand
I chose to love you with
I don’t know how to write like that
But you have to start somewhere
This feels violent
But love knows boundaries
Love knows piercing
Love is not separate from pain
Apr 27, 2020
Apr 27, 2020 at 4:44 PM UTC
i know i love you
cuz i forgive you
do i love me
when i forgive you
should i forgive you different
for me
redirecting my energy
Apr 27, 2020
Apr 27, 2020 at 4:43 PM UTC
Rage and patience
I teach my mother how to love me better
Apr 27, 2020
Apr 27, 2020 at 4:43 PM UTC
There’s things I wish you’d say to me
Or maybe I’m projecting
Even if this love never works out
I celebrate it
I celebrate my ability to see it.
It smells so good
Soft like papaya
I’ve never tasted you
But I’ve already tasted you
Or maybe I’ve tasted me loving you
I love you
I don’t know why
Apr 27, 2020
Apr 27, 2020 at 4:42 PM UTC
I hope your prayers for me to change
Turn into curses against your limits
I don't wish you pain
But I do wish you healing
Apr 27, 2020
Apr 27, 2020 at 4:41 PM UTC
I love hearing his voice in the background
Seeing the light on when I come home at night
I used to love hearing his moans
I still love hearing his moans
I hate hearing his moans
I wanna try again
But I always try again
Apr 27, 2020
Apr 27, 2020 at 4:39 PM UTC
I love you beyond me
Now that it’s over, my love is out of reach
So I’m fishing
Waiting to eat it up
Come inside me
Get ahold of yourself
It’s over
Apr 27, 2020
Apr 27, 2020 at 4:38 PM UTC