Tears.
The mind’s way of showing frustration,
The heart’s way of showing pain,
And the soul’s way of saying I won’t give up
Apr 12, 2016
Apr 12, 2016 at 4:20 PM UTC
*So then why is it that crying is seen as weak when
every time I cry,
I wipe the tears away
and say
I’ll be ok
even though my tears represent
each time my mind was corrupted with hate for myself,
each time my heart was torn apart by the people I loved,
each time my soul was plagued by the mistakes I made
every time I cry,
I wipe the tears away
I won’t give up
I’ll be ok*
Apr 12, 2016
Apr 12, 2016 at 4:17 PM UTC
I’d willingly die,
for the person that keeps me alive
Even though I know
They would never do the same.
Mar 31, 2016
Mar 31, 2016 at 3:12 PM UTC
Isn’t it ironic how,
The thing that I love the most,
Is the only thing that can break me
How the thing that I work towards,
Is the only thing that can fail me
And how I’d willingly die,
For the thing that keeps me alive
Mar 31, 2016
Mar 31, 2016 at 3:11 PM UTC
This is war and we must fight,
Tonight may be our last together,
We don’t know what tomorrow holds,
But I know that I’ll love you forever.
Take me into your loving arms,
Engulf me in your warm embrace,
Hold me close and kiss me goodbye,
Know that I’d follow you till the end of time and space.
Mar 20, 2016
Mar 20, 2016 at 4:32 PM UTC
I am a fortress
I am strong and capable and determined
I will defend the ones I love until my very last breath
I am a fortress
I stand tall and proud and confident
I will protect and preserve until my very last breath
I am a fortress,
So then why can I block the positivity
but let the negativity flood in?
I am a fortress,
So then why can I brush off the compliments
but be struck by criticism?
I am a fortress,
So then why can I shield myself from happiness
but be exposed to pain and sorrow?
I am a fortress
I will always protect you
But can I ever save me from myself?
Mar 7, 2016
Mar 7, 2016 at 2:32 PM UTC
my mind never stops,
a whirlwind of emotions rage inside me
wave after wave
the slam into me without notice
I’m speechless
my mind never stills,
unwanted thoughts consume me
sparks ignite new ideas
overthinking everything
I’m on overdrive
my mind never quietens,
songs blast constantly
reverberating, resounding within me
countless stories and jokes and memories
I’m tired
my mind won’t relax
and I’m trying
but I’m tired
Mar 1, 2016
Mar 1, 2016 at 3:10 PM UTC
My mind is on overdrive,
Currently working overtime,
I'm overthinking and its slowly killing me.
Mar 1, 2016
Mar 1, 2016 at 2:56 PM UTC
I am made of nervous energy;
I cannot stop,
I am not quiet,
I will never be still.
Mar 1, 2016
Mar 1, 2016 at 2:55 PM UTC
I nearly froze
As I walked down the aisle,
I realised with shock
It was the first time I saw him smile.
I saw his smirk everyday
I’d seen him laugh and cry,
But he had never looked so happy
Smiling in his black suit and tie.
My father guided me forward
I was dressed in white lace,
My own smile was hidden
By the veil that covered my face.
I stood before him now
Slowly he took my hand,
And placed a soft kiss on my forehead
Still smiling; things were going as planned.
He became more tense
As the ceremony went on,
He worried that he’d blink
And in a second I’d be gone.
But I was his, forever
I vowed ‘I do’
He smiled again, softly
And whispered ‘I love you’
I saw him smile a third time
As we were pronounced husband and wife,
He kissed me; gentle and passionate all at once,
And I knew this was the best day of my life.
Feb 16, 2016
Feb 16, 2016 at 6:51 PM UTC