naylibatrisya - Hello Poetry

Pain can only heal - when it is seen and heard In a world that is full of suffering People make pain as a competition They said strength is covering Use distractions and external addition I'm so tired to be forced to speak and feel worse of responses - that normalize abuse They overuse the word abuse - and lose its real meaning of agony I'm so tired to shut myself down and pour from an empty cup - because other people have it worse Pain can only heal - when it is seen and heard They said it's my fault - because i'm vulnerable and quiet Is that genuine support? Or a mind of a stunted adult?

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Feb 12, 2022

Feb 12, 2022 at 6:28 PM UTC

Pain

Pain can only heal - when it is seen and heard In a world that is full of suffering People make pain as a competition They said strength is covering Use distractions and external addition I'm so tired to be forced to speak and feel worse of responses - that normalize abuse They overuse the word abuse - and lose its real meaning of agony I'm so tired to shut myself down and pour from an empty cup - because other people have it worse Pain can only heal - when it is seen and heard They said it's my fault - because i'm vulnerable and quiet Is that genuine support? Or a mind of a stunted adult?

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A poem for each past lover An empty paper for you A hell of intense pain to recover So tell me what's new? They said is he a kid? Even you're a few years older I ran out of sympathy Don't blame me for being colder You reminded me of my abuser That you work with and praised - Behind my back Because you think im a crybaby - not that i'm in pain You said move on After you left me in the dark For so long You left me a deep mark

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Feb 12, 2022

Feb 12, 2022 at 6:19 PM UTC

Ash

A poem for each past lover An empty paper for you A hell of intense pain to recover So tell me what's new? They said is he a kid? Even you're a few years older I ran out of sympathy Don't blame me for being colder You reminded me of my abuser That you work with and praised - Behind my back Because you think im a crybaby - not that i'm in pain You said move on After you left me in the dark For so long You left me a deep mark

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it's like the ocean is bringing me in sadness in the car otw to risk myself feeling a tint of sadness while being tipsy it's me that decides don't know how it will turn out worst or whatever

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Feb 27, 2021

Feb 27, 2021 at 2:37 AM UTC

Ocean

it's like the ocean is bringing me in sadness in the car otw to risk myself feeling a tint of sadness while being tipsy it's me that decides don't know how it will turn out worst or whatever

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Is that you or i clung on to you? I thought you were my daylight But you are just an unfixed emotion Changing where you should land To fill your void and attention You dont know what you do You are from a different circle - That shaped you Breaking soft hearts, playing victim Are you aware of the consequences of your actions? Heartbreaks after heartbreaks I am the only one sinking in Different honestly when you tell You can't quite understand as well I healed myself without you Not knowing my intense hurt from you Put an end to this, God He came back to me When all i wanted to do Is to unknow him and heal My painful heart, dont be Dependent on the hurt You are better than A messed up soul

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Sep 5, 2020

Sep 5, 2020 at 9:05 AM UTC

Just another

Is that you or i clung on to you? I thought you were my daylight But you are just an unfixed emotion Changing where you should land To fill your void and attention You dont know what you do You are from a different circle - That shaped you Breaking soft hearts, playing victim Are you aware of the consequences of your actions? Heartbreaks after heartbreaks I am the only one sinking in Different honestly when you tell You can't quite understand as well I healed myself without you Not knowing my intense hurt from you Put an end to this, God He came back to me When all i wanted to do Is to unknow him and heal My painful heart, dont be Dependent on the hurt You are better than A messed up soul

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She warned you not to go out Especially tonight when you are in doubt Wigs or knifes to bring outside Nothing that she cannot abide It's dark to figure things out With dead dolls in doubt She stood behind in hidden sight Waiting to escape through the dark light Her dark eyes is somehow a charm She attracts people with an open arm Survive this night to meet the light Nothing matters even the bright Innocent souls holding pain and grudge Calling their tribe covered in blood Living their dark and painful lives Together with sharp cherished knifes One's red one's blue Her hope lies between those two She died with a grudge Innocent soul covered in blood

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Jun 5, 2020

Jun 5, 2020 at 4:27 AM UTC

Bewitching Grudge

She warned you not to go out Especially tonight when you are in doubt Wigs or knifes to bring outside Nothing that she cannot abide It's dark to figure things out With dead dolls in doubt She stood behind in hidden sight Waiting to escape through the dark light Her dark eyes is somehow a charm She attracts people with an open arm Survive this night to meet the light Nothing matters even the bright Innocent souls holding pain and grudge Calling their tribe covered in blood Living their dark and painful lives Together with sharp cherished knifes One's red one's blue Her hope lies between those two She died with a grudge Innocent soul covered in blood

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Your broken mask is white Showing what's inside to my sight Silence and distance in one Because sympathy exceeds anger Energy is precious Don't use on the suspicious Given sense and claws Are tests for people's flaws Everything is cold and fake Making me a hobo venturing to states Smoking cigarettes in fake faces Unaware with their own faeces

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Apr 18, 2020

Apr 18, 2020 at 5:13 PM UTC

Fake faces

Your broken mask is white Showing what's inside to my sight Silence and distance in one Because sympathy exceeds anger Energy is precious Don't use on the suspicious Given sense and claws Are tests for people's flaws Everything is cold and fake Making me a hobo venturing to states Smoking cigarettes in fake faces Unaware with their own faeces

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I hope they are still in sin Because the anger that i feel inside is still lingering In my heart, is where pain sits Forced positivity doesn’t help an inch They say don’t feel things you can Because bullets shouldn’t penetrate a man Don’t pull the trigger If you don’t want to start the bitter Control your outburst better Before it eats you later

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Apr 18, 2020

Apr 18, 2020 at 5:05 PM UTC

Grudge

I hope they are still in sin Because the anger that i feel inside is still lingering In my heart, is where pain sits Forced positivity doesn’t help an inch They say don’t feel things you can Because bullets shouldn’t penetrate a man Don’t pull the trigger If you don’t want to start the bitter Control your outburst better Before it eats you later

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I hate passing through a dark tunnel that has pieces of my past The way you threw your anger out at me unnecessarily - Was how I was raised By the time that piece came, I knew I shouldn’t risk to stay For my progressing mind and health - Good surroundings is a priority I’m not afraid to flick you and move Because i know myself more than you

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Apr 18, 2020

Apr 18, 2020 at 4:58 PM UTC

Past

I hate passing through a dark tunnel that has pieces of my past The way you threw your anger out at me unnecessarily - Was how I was raised By the time that piece came, I knew I shouldn’t risk to stay For my progressing mind and health - Good surroundings is a priority I’m not afraid to flick you and move Because i know myself more than you

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I met you in January - When the sun wasn't shining The skies were dark and cloudy The voices in my head were tuning to my usual distrust You were afraid and sympathetic towards my tremble Your deep voice and comforting words were sinking in my usual distrust You tossed undisguised words that were annoying but painless You digged my ground to understand - And believed in all my words No judgments, no false assumptions were made - Excluding the father part It felt like a ray of light was shining through my dark clouds You lit up the darkness You gave me hope again March, 2018 - Was the last time we met

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Mar 13, 2019

Mar 13, 2019 at 4:05 PM UTC

March, 2018

I met you in January - When the sun wasn't shining The skies were dark and cloudy The voices in my head were tuning to my usual distrust You were afraid and sympathetic towards my tremble Your deep voice and comforting words were sinking in my usual distrust You tossed undisguised words that were annoying but painless You digged my ground to understand - And believed in all my words No judgments, no false assumptions were made - Excluding the father part It felt like a ray of light was shining through my dark clouds You lit up the darkness You gave me hope again March, 2018 - Was the last time we met

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Beauty is not - Fair skin, small waist and skinny legs or - Curvy figure, wavy hair and unflawed skin The lights in your eyes ignites from the fuel that you consume Everyone owns beauty Your attire makes you like how your past shaped you You said shine your way but your unconscious words are peeling the colour off - exposing your bare thoughts Are you, you? Or are you just following - to fit in?

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Mar 13, 2019

Mar 13, 2019 at 1:36 PM UTC

Beauty

Beauty is not - Fair skin, small waist and skinny legs or - Curvy figure, wavy hair and unflawed skin The lights in your eyes ignites from the fuel that you consume Everyone owns beauty Your attire makes you like how your past shaped you You said shine your way but your unconscious words are peeling the colour off - exposing your bare thoughts Are you, you? Or are you just following - to fit in?

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