natashia-coburn - Hello Poetry

I need some more distraction, To put more in the bowl The smoothness of the smoke Casts away all the thrills - Sometimes we need nothing more Than to kiss it all goodnight Sometimes to **** it all away For a couple hours just feels right - Distractions, thoughtless compulsions Will **** me in the end Until that day, throw it all away I'll see you when I'm dead.

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Aug 29, 2013

Aug 29, 2013 at 4:51 PM UTC

Distractions

I need some more distraction, To put more in the bowl The smoothness of the smoke Casts away all the thrills - Sometimes we need nothing more Than to kiss it all goodnight Sometimes to **** it all away For a couple hours just feels right - Distractions, thoughtless compulsions Will **** me in the end Until that day, throw it all away I'll see you when I'm dead.

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Into the moonlight, for sunlight corrupts The darkness within, the spark of sheer lust All decent and good must eventually sleep Yet slumber awakens the darkest of feats - Awaken to find yourself in a strange place Ignorance, most unaware, what is that dark stain? It cannot be that, It must be something else Pains in the joints, how they come about - Newspaper next morning, you're chilled to the bone Read over and over till you can't anymore Stumble to find the blood-soaked shirt on the floor Hold it and shut your eyes so you won't have to sense - There's been a ****** when your sight turned black When the mind shut down and you couldn't come back The stains soak through, all over, every single time But when you wake, why do you always feel sublime? - Evil consumes; In the midst of the hours when you know you don't slumber The darkness within you takes it out for a gory spin The second, hidden half to your little good-boy grin.

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Aug 29, 2013

Aug 29, 2013 at 1:21 AM UTC

Jekyll and Hyde

Into the moonlight, for sunlight corrupts The darkness within, the spark of sheer lust All decent and good must eventually sleep Yet slumber awakens the darkest of feats - Awaken to find yourself in a strange place Ignorance, most unaware, what is that dark stain? It cannot be that, It must be something else Pains in the joints, how they come about - Newspaper next morning, you're chilled to the bone Read over and over till you can't anymore Stumble to find the blood-soaked shirt on the floor Hold it and shut your eyes so you won't have to sense - There's been a ****** when your sight turned black When the mind shut down and you couldn't come back The stains soak through, all over, every single time But when you wake, why do you always feel sublime? - Evil consumes; In the midst of the hours when you know you don't slumber The darkness within you takes it out for a gory spin The second, hidden half to your little good-boy grin.

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Rebel and unify against the one we hate Struggle to compose of this brand new fate Things that don't involve you are good enough for me Without you our lives would be a cup of tea - You're hated, if you were lost, no one would ever cry for you So many, you've hurt, I bet they'd all feel right the same Just leave us, you coward, I hope you face a gruesome fate Believe in, nothing, you're not good enough for life itself - You should be hanging from a tree, you liar! You should be hit by a truck, you coward! You should be doused in gasoline, you hurt us! This match will be lit! Your soul will be set aflame! - For the first time in your pathetic life You will experience what you have done What you have morphed us into, created Unleash this monster, no pity! No remorse! Just fate! The death of your darkness! - Betrayal! (Betrayal) Every single day! Your life! (Your life) will end, to your dismay! No longer! (no longer) will we suffer in agony! This is! (The end!) Of everything you'll ever do Of anyone you'll ever hurt again!

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Aug 23, 2013

Aug 23, 2013 at 2:09 PM UTC

Overtaxed

Rebel and unify against the one we hate Struggle to compose of this brand new fate Things that don't involve you are good enough for me Without you our lives would be a cup of tea - You're hated, if you were lost, no one would ever cry for you So many, you've hurt, I bet they'd all feel right the same Just leave us, you coward, I hope you face a gruesome fate Believe in, nothing, you're not good enough for life itself - You should be hanging from a tree, you liar! You should be hit by a truck, you coward! You should be doused in gasoline, you hurt us! This match will be lit! Your soul will be set aflame! - For the first time in your pathetic life You will experience what you have done What you have morphed us into, created Unleash this monster, no pity! No remorse! Just fate! The death of your darkness! - Betrayal! (Betrayal) Every single day! Your life! (Your life) will end, to your dismay! No longer! (no longer) will we suffer in agony! This is! (The end!) Of everything you'll ever do Of anyone you'll ever hurt again!

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What tragedy occurred, weren't we more than this? You meant so much to me, I know, but did you just pretend? I cannot take this pain, our love, crushed by my own demise - You were my one true weakness, not true love The pieces were missing to this blank puzzle. My heart is torn, my soul turned ash. I loved you but there was too much to ask. - I never meant to hurt us both or to end it just that quick But just so you know now, I never loved you, makes me sick My twisted mind still fills with hope, decaying hope, your trust Every time I think of you my gut wrenches to the top.

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Aug 23, 2013

Aug 23, 2013 at 2:00 PM UTC

Untitled

What tragedy occurred, weren't we more than this? You meant so much to me, I know, but did you just pretend? I cannot take this pain, our love, crushed by my own demise - You were my one true weakness, not true love The pieces were missing to this blank puzzle. My heart is torn, my soul turned ash. I loved you but there was too much to ask. - I never meant to hurt us both or to end it just that quick But just so you know now, I never loved you, makes me sick My twisted mind still fills with hope, decaying hope, your trust Every time I think of you my gut wrenches to the top.

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Instead of tears Blood flows from my empty sockets An open wound On the most sensitive part of the soul These tears (this blood) Spill silently, assuring death is nearby I opened my heart Trusted you, and now I must pay the toll - If you ever trust There's more than hell to pay when it ends This vile sensation Of bitter tragedy feels as it will never amend I'm burning it Tearing at them all, burying the memories of you This beaten path Represents what we have become Is this what we've been reduced to? In the past we were basically one.

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Aug 23, 2013

Aug 23, 2013 at 1:57 PM UTC

Horror

Instead of tears Blood flows from my empty sockets An open wound On the most sensitive part of the soul These tears (this blood) Spill silently, assuring death is nearby I opened my heart Trusted you, and now I must pay the toll - If you ever trust There's more than hell to pay when it ends This vile sensation Of bitter tragedy feels as it will never amend I'm burning it Tearing at them all, burying the memories of you This beaten path Represents what we have become Is this what we've been reduced to? In the past we were basically one.

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Is it difficult to imagine? You must learn and adapt To the heartless ways of the world They rip at the throats Rub salt in the wounds And the minds are strewn. They are quite like hounds. As the heart are cut How they slowly, steadily bleed But, shame, it happens everywhere As hopes are brutally crushed They lay broken, uneasy, dying Is it difficult to imagine? It is truly sick and twisted. This is how the world is the world you thought you knew They attempt at humor Yet create solitude; empty madness Torture for the mind; never trust The colours of the world dissipate They shed the tears You see it for what it is Vile.

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Aug 23, 2013

Aug 23, 2013 at 1:49 PM UTC

The Ways of The World

Is it difficult to imagine? You must learn and adapt To the heartless ways of the world They rip at the throats Rub salt in the wounds And the minds are strewn. They are quite like hounds. As the heart are cut How they slowly, steadily bleed But, shame, it happens everywhere As hopes are brutally crushed They lay broken, uneasy, dying Is it difficult to imagine? It is truly sick and twisted. This is how the world is the world you thought you knew They attempt at humor Yet create solitude; empty madness Torture for the mind; never trust The colours of the world dissipate They shed the tears You see it for what it is Vile.

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Let me; reorganize - Thoughts, feelings, unjustified Cannot see, I cannot feel, but I swear on everything it's real. I could care less, if you don't see This pressure built inside of me - I can't let go, I won't give in Although it seems love just won't win The brain implodes, the heart attacks, Through this pain I don't want you back - Why can't you see, you have to know That I will never love you so. If you could ever awaken, see That I have fallen to my knees - I truly wish that you could know I've always wanted you to go.

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Aug 23, 2013

Aug 23, 2013 at 1:42 PM UTC

Jeopardized

Let me; reorganize - Thoughts, feelings, unjustified Cannot see, I cannot feel, but I swear on everything it's real. I could care less, if you don't see This pressure built inside of me - I can't let go, I won't give in Although it seems love just won't win The brain implodes, the heart attacks, Through this pain I don't want you back - Why can't you see, you have to know That I will never love you so. If you could ever awaken, see That I have fallen to my knees - I truly wish that you could know I've always wanted you to go.

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These excuses, excuses They fill up the void Of the things you can't say Things you'd rather avoid - I'm sorry. my dearest For I can't take back The things I have told you Yet still shouldn't have - I have this compulsion A problem, it is To let it all out I have to, you're it - It's the price I pay To be close to you You're the only one I could ever talk to - Spill out the thoughts? To you, I do. My emotions are rotting Because I have hurt you. - Begging forgiveness, It's true, it's true.

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Aug 23, 2013

Aug 23, 2013 at 1:34 PM UTC

Smaller Pieces

These excuses, excuses They fill up the void Of the things you can't say Things you'd rather avoid - I'm sorry. my dearest For I can't take back The things I have told you Yet still shouldn't have - I have this compulsion A problem, it is To let it all out I have to, you're it - It's the price I pay To be close to you You're the only one I could ever talk to - Spill out the thoughts? To you, I do. My emotions are rotting Because I have hurt you. - Begging forgiveness, It's true, it's true.

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Awaiting the fall The death, the toll You will surely pay Your soul, this hole - Blackened with dismay How could you betray I gave you my heart ****** from the start! - Your lies crushed it up Your tone showed the truth Your heart is just black But mine is dark too - Why must it feel like this Even breathing is hard Why can't I move on from Betrayal; your lies! - Terrified of love And you wondered why The answer is clear This pain is your spear!

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Aug 23, 2013

Aug 23, 2013 at 1:31 PM UTC

Your Weapon

Awaiting the fall The death, the toll You will surely pay Your soul, this hole - Blackened with dismay How could you betray I gave you my heart ****** from the start! - Your lies crushed it up Your tone showed the truth Your heart is just black But mine is dark too - Why must it feel like this Even breathing is hard Why can't I move on from Betrayal; your lies! - Terrified of love And you wondered why The answer is clear This pain is your spear!

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Weary eyes, late hours, I sit alone in question Thought patterns left incomplete, a puzzle with missing pieces It is a wonder, fearing the very words you long to hear This burning ache leaves behind the most pleasant shivers - - - - - - - - The latest hour could never provide the stars to aid our sight Voices distant, shrouded in blankets of limited communication There must be an answer to the unspoken question in our minds We need a revolution, we need to find a resolution tonight - - - - - - - - You are a beautiful savior, but the demon inside as well You relieve the pain, but raise horrific welts of your own Will you cease the pain, can you let yourself love and be loved? Or will you feign it long enough until I'm gone - - - - - - - - Contemplation, alterations, unable to explain them The wonders of life before our eyes leave so many empty spaces I needed to believe that there was meaning behind your words You're untouchable as I beg for your caress.

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Aug 23, 2013

Aug 23, 2013 at 1:12 PM UTC

Forbidden or Forgotten Love?

Weary eyes, late hours, I sit alone in question Thought patterns left incomplete, a puzzle with missing pieces It is a wonder, fearing the very words you long to hear This burning ache leaves behind the most pleasant shivers - - - - - - - - The latest hour could never provide the stars to aid our sight Voices distant, shrouded in blankets of limited communication There must be an answer to the unspoken question in our minds We need a revolution, we need to find a resolution tonight - - - - - - - - You are a beautiful savior, but the demon inside as well You relieve the pain, but raise horrific welts of your own Will you cease the pain, can you let yourself love and be loved? Or will you feign it long enough until I'm gone - - - - - - - - Contemplation, alterations, unable to explain them The wonders of life before our eyes leave so many empty spaces I needed to believe that there was meaning behind your words You're untouchable as I beg for your caress.

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