Hi my name is Natasha and all my life I have been bounced around from foster home to foster home. Always thinking that no one will ever want me. I was abused by my mother when I was young and then she pawned me off to my gramother. She is such a b**** then she took in my younger sister instead me and I will continue hating her forever. My life got a lot better when I met some great people in school and I know they will always be there for me. But I think that I will never fond someone who truly cares or loves me. One who will make me feel happy instead of sad. I have never truly loved anyone feeling that one day me heart will get broken once again. Most of my days leaves me feeling greif stricken and depressed. I do the same thing everyday with no change. The only thing that brings me joy is reading. Reading books about love and vampires and romance and I continues thinking why cant I have that