as time ticks away
my mind wanders to thoughts of
your sapphire eyes
Sep 30, 2015
Sep 30, 2015 at 2:26 AM UTC
So I've been gone
Away for a while
Life wasn't good
Nothing made me smile
My lips didn't twitch
My heart didn't beat
My mind didn't think
I was incomplete
But now I've returned
I came back from the grave
I'm feeling alright now!
I'm no longer life's slave.
That's what I tell them
That's what I'll say
But I forgot how to feel
My emotions went away
How do you scream?
And how do you fear?
How do you love?
I couldn't tell you my dear
I miss it
I miss it
I miss knowing how to feel
All that's left of me
Is a hollow shell
I know
I'd be terrified
If I only knew how.
Apr 19, 2014
Apr 19, 2014 at 7:41 AM UTC
i've never been so unsure
about who i am
or who we were.
but especially me.
who am i going to be?
do i want to be the victim,
always helpless to their lies?
do i want to be that person
who cheats and ruins lives?
or could i be the one who judges
while sitting on the side?
but any path i choose
i'd always wonder
of what could have been
would have been
if only
i chose another.
Jul 15, 2013
Jul 15, 2013 at 11:37 PM UTC
i'm just having
one of those days
where everything just *****
and you can't do
anything
about it.
Jul 13, 2013
Jul 13, 2013 at 3:27 AM UTC
I wonder why
We do the things we do.
I'm sitting here asking myself,
Do you wonder, too?
Do you ever ask
Why we hurt and cry?
Do you ever question
Why we cheat and lie?
These are the things
That constantly haunt my mind.
If you peel away a thoughtful mask,
What exactly will you find?
People can be ruthless,
Not caring what they say.
They'll knock down any other
Who will stand and block their way.
May 28, 2013
May 28, 2013 at 1:07 AM UTC
i hope you
sigh,
cry,
die.
oh my.
so sly,
you spy,
a private eye.
wonder why?
i'll imply
when you lie,
then you deny.
lets untie,
and say goodbye.
May 24, 2013
May 24, 2013 at 6:15 PM UTC
I think of boyfriends as
Sandwiches.
I don't share my sandwiches,
They're for me and no one else.
Apparently some people,
Think they can take them for themselves.
If you had a sandwich,
You'd think the same way.
I'd just get my own
Sandwich in a day.
When I have a sandwich,
I expect you
To do the same, too.
You may like this sandwich.
Hell, it might even be your favorite kind.
That doesn't mean you can go and
EAT MINE.
Apr 26, 2013
Apr 26, 2013 at 11:09 AM UTC
Honey doll
So much to say
Time running by
Day by day
I can't say I miss
How we used to talk
Oh, you don't understand?
I'll talk you for a walk.
You lied,
You're a *****
No apology?
What a witch.
You're boring, obnoxious,
I won't forget rude.
Your jokes are insulting,
And to say the least crude.
Conversation grows dull,
It's always the same,
Your life's "oh so horrid"!
But you're the one to blame.
You hurt me so badly,
And you knew it, too.
Yet you don't get the picture.
I'm trying to get away..
FROM YOU.
Apr 23, 2013
Apr 23, 2013 at 1:18 AM UTC
Have you ever had a moment,
When you can't do anything but cry?
Have you ever had that moment,
When you really wish you'd die?
Have you ever had a boyfriend,
Who had *** with your "best friend"?
Have you ever had that though,
When you wish your life would end?
Apr 7, 2013
Apr 7, 2013 at 3:28 PM UTC
You used to wonder,
You consistently asked
About my depression
And what I keep masked.
You drove me back
To my harmful ways
Needing to hide my wrists
I was in a daze.
I couldn't speak
I wanted to die
When I saw you with her
I could only curl up and cry.
I finally told you
What was going on in my head
I've been hurt and broken
I was used and mislead.
You promised me
That you'd do me no wrong
You'd keep me so close
I'd be yours for so long.
But still.
Everything.
You.
Do.
Is with her.
...
What have I done wrong?
Apr 3, 2013
Apr 3, 2013 at 12:12 AM UTC