I have this feeling in my heart of rage and hate
Trying to stop it before it's too late
That **** that flows through my brain
Is starting to slowly drive me insane
It's like a car crash, with lots of glass.
It's like a house fire, with lots of ash.
It's like a tornado, so much destruction.
It's like i'm in ruins, under construction.
The feelings I've felt never cease.
My brain just needs to be at easy
burning slowly in the flames
this will be the last of your sick games
the smell of burning flesh consumes the air
as i suffer, you sit and stare.
unleashing wild, anger and screams
This is the stuff you see in your dreams.
Apr 20, 2013
Apr 20, 2013 at 4:12 AM UTC
I know it's crazy
but baby
you make my vision hazy
so much lust
you send chills down my body
with the warmth of your touch
you're someone I can't ignore
Just a little
and I'll be wanting more
Apr 20, 2013
Apr 20, 2013 at 4:09 AM UTC
When I saw that razor blade under your bed
all this **** started running through my head.
I didn't understand what was so bad about your life,
and If you didn't have your razor blade why you used a knife.
When I heard about how you slit your throat
I started shaking.
When you acted so crazy before
I just thought you were faking.
You like to throw glasses
and call names
Break plates,
and picture frames.
There is a lot about you
that I despise
like how all I see is hate
when I look into your eyes.
I hope some day
I get my sober mom back
but there's so much lost hope
hell, I've lost track.
Apr 20, 2013
Apr 20, 2013 at 4:00 AM UTC
Seems like a month ago
i could call you mine
we were a happy couple
everything was fine
but it ended since then its been bad
now all i can say
is your something i had
we never talk
because you always ignore me
obviously you don't know what your doing
i just wish you would see
you kept saying you were sorry
but your still causing pain
i just don't understand
how that's anything to gain
you've hurt me a lot
and the pain hasn't stopped
the sick feeling i get
feels like my heart dropped
i think about you every day
no matter what i do
i just cant help it
i guess i'm just affected by you
sometimes i wish i could just hate you
because of everything you've done
i'm starting to think that maybe
to you this is some kind of fun
if i forgot about you
none of this would affect me
but i haven't and it does
i wish you could see
i don't know what your trying to do
but is it really worth
me having to go through
i just wish we could talk
why don't you just tell me
if you really want me gone
then tell me and i will be
please don't lie to me
i don't want this to happen again
just tell me the truth
because after all you were suppose to be my friend.
Nov 13, 2011
Nov 13, 2011 at 9:46 PM UTC
I thought I knew,
but I didn't.
All the things you do
got my head spinning
This is all just another chapter,
but I know it'll be a disaster.
I'm worried
and i'm scared
to do the things I wouldn't have dared.
you liked me, then i liked you
You stopped liking me and I can't stop liking you.
I'm lost in a world with no hope
Drowning in my own sorrow
Your with her now.
The pain strikes me.
Hopefully one day you'll realize she's got you all wrong.
And she's no good.
All over other guys when your gone.
She's a *****
But to you...
She's probably just another score.
Nov 13, 2011
Nov 13, 2011 at 9:35 PM UTC
She’s so depressed
But she covers it up
Nobody knows
That her life’s so tough
She cries all the time
But she doesn’t know why
Sometimes she gets the feeling
That she just wants to die.
Nobody knows
Its her little secret
She could tell someone
But she doesn’t think they’ll keep it
She wants to go to a better place
They call it heaven
She makes a plan
Shell do it at eleven.
She grabs a gun
Puts in a bullet
Points it to her head,
Puts her finger on the trigger and slowly pulls it.
Her mom walks in,
Sees her on the floor
Runs to call the cops
And sees a note on the door,
“i’m sorry for what i’ve done
Please forgive me
I didn’t know where else to go
Sorry you have to see me.
I hate my life
I’m done trying
I’m never happy
And i’m sick of crying
You never care
And your not around
That’s why I did what I did
And i’m dead on the ground.”
Nov 13, 2011
Nov 13, 2011 at 9:26 PM UTC
Alone, Darkness, Silent’s
I hate it.
Cold, Breathless, solitude
I hate it.
Your gone, I’m here.
I hate it.
No other way to deal with this pain,
The drug consumes me.
I like it.
All my troubles are left behind,
You’re no longer on my mind.
I like it.
Feels like an earthquake
As my body begins to shake,
I like it.
Nov 13, 2011
Nov 13, 2011 at 9:21 PM UTC
This addiction is bad
These injections will change your life
It is everything, it is nothing, it is unexplainable
Like being stabbed a million times with a knife
It burns my whole body
Inside and out
I want to stop so bad
But it fills my mind with doubt
I become obsessive,
Sometimes I'm in rage
Even saying something simple
Will put me on a rampage
There are bugs in my skin
I get constant heat flashes
I can't stop itching
It leaves me with gashes
Your friends become enemies
Every family member is now a stranger
No one can be around you
Everyone is in danger
I'm loosing my body
I'm loosing mind
This specific drug,
It's the worst kind
I can't feel my body
Now it's all down hill
I no longer shake
I am completely still
My vision is impaired
Feels like it was injected into my eyes
I lay here stiff as a board
As my body slowly dies
Nov 13, 2011
Nov 13, 2011 at 9:21 PM UTC
I can't see you,
but I feel your eyes.
I can't hear you,
but I hear your cries.
I can't touch you,
but I feel your pain.
They don't know you,
but they despise.
Nov 13, 2011
Nov 13, 2011 at 9:20 PM UTC
My body is sinking,
quick sand.
I keep over thinking,
confused.
Paranoid about your words,
self conscious.
Pounding in my head,
Blurring in my vision
Shaking in my skin.
Cold overflowing.
I see my breath-
Fog.
This isn't death,
this is life.
I'm living-
overpowered.
Nov 13, 2011
Nov 13, 2011 at 9:17 PM UTC