like the crashing waves that i couldn’t stop
and the loosing sand castle that i couldn’t hold
the haunting past
and everything that could happen
the painfully perfect couple
and dreams that were broken
and I never did You wrong
I did all the way You wanted
and right there You answered
‘this was not your first time’
‘let go’
May 13
May 13, 2026 at 8:34 AM UTC
the forbidden forward
and painful backward
like standing under
the raindrops of humiliation
if it’s from God
it’s a gift
I embrace the pain
in remembrance
Nov 26, 2025
Nov 26, 2025 at 9:27 PM UTC
the lords on the clouds
so high, so strong
the sun was covered
my vision blackened
i walk slow, stumbled
in the dark, stranded
and though i’m blinded
my Lord is somewhere above
higher,
bigger,
stronger
Jul 12, 2025
Jul 12, 2025 at 2:35 PM UTC
i should be resting
the bustling cars changed to windy fields
i should be thriving
finally safe to take off the mask of secrecy
but why can i hear the injustice louder
the farther i go
why do i feel the call even stronger
when i just let go
is it not my dream to be free
the happy-go-lucky
yet it still feels like I’m pretending
the pain is alive somewhere, beating
Jun 30, 2025
Jun 30, 2025 at 2:29 AM UTC
when i left i painted the wall
"i'll never find someone like you"
it's true
but then my Lord showed me
someone better
someone i needed
May 25, 2025
May 25, 2025 at 5:59 PM UTC
if i’m to get burned
just because I believe in You
then there’s no regret on it
May 25, 2025
May 25, 2025 at 5:44 PM UTC
i couldn’t help but wonder
how did she feel
to be loved for embracing her pinkness
yet admired when expressing her anger
to believe that she can do it
to be grateful for everything
to feel safe enough to smile
to stand brave against the world
May 25, 2025
May 25, 2025 at 11:31 AM UTC
adulting is
making mistakes
and being responsible of it’s consequences
even if it wipes my good image
like rain that soaked my hair and clothes
at least I’m standing still
May 25, 2025
May 25, 2025 at 11:17 AM UTC
I love you, even when
you didn’t get that full marks
I love you, even when
you didn’t publish that writing
I love you, even when
you didn’t finish task for reasons
I love you, even when
you lose it all and be forgotten
May 25, 2025
May 25, 2025 at 10:55 AM UTC
there is a small planet in my belly
mysterious and silent
I wiped my tears and ignored it
then walk the crowd like a normal school girl
there are people who demand me something
that only God can give
May 25, 2025
May 25, 2025 at 10:40 AM UTC