
Her eyes twinkle of a sadness.
Her tears began to fall into darkness,
As her soul died in a corner.
She was tired of holding it all together.
Jun 24, 2015
Jun 24, 2015 at 5:30 PM UTC
Don't Judge Me
Because I care
Don't Judge M
Because I'm always there
Don't Judge Me'
Because I hide how I feel
With blowing things off
As ********
Don't judge me
Because I cry when I'm mad
Because I can't do **** about it
Don't judge me
Because I get hurt more than you
Don't judge me
Because I stick around
When your skies aren't blue
Don't judge me
Because I stood by you
While you were destroyed
When no one else did
Jun 24, 2015
Jun 24, 2015 at 5:25 PM UTC
I'm going to tell you a story,
About a girl,
Who wanted nothing but fame and glory.
She dreamt of days without a worry.
A world when people have no need to be sorry.
She sits back and enjoys the moment,
With music in her ears as her docent.
Tunes from varying artist,
From tove lo, to G eazy, to the weeknd.
Creating moods that she never knew exist.
Everything was just pefect.
It began to rain,
She turns down the volume.
She cries quietly,
Listening to the stories drops create in her brain.
She tries not to remember the pain,
But the memories continued to swirl and destroy her,
Like a bunch of internal hurricanes.
Then, she remembers the relief of cutring open her veins.
She clenches her fists,
She tries to resit.
The voices begin to scream,
Stripping away her self esteem.
She covers her ears,
She continues to Cry!
"No more fears no more fears!"
She pops some pills trying to get high.
But she took too much,
And she dies.
This is just a story,
Of a girl who was used for fame and glory.
Jun 10, 2015
Jun 10, 2015 at 6:29 PM UTC
It was a momentary encounter
Just a momentary thought
A moment which was wasted
A moment that didn't matter
I pushed myself into the hands of another mistake
I pushed myself into another ditch full of fire and thorns
I said I didn't really care
But in that moment, I didnt know that secrete was there
Am I now on the sideline
Or am I just one big waste
Am I just someting you once wanted that you couldn't have?
Am I just too hard to get and you don't think I'm worth the fight?
Although I'd never kiss you
Although I'd never want to be with you
I just wanted that feeling...
Of being wanted.
May 28, 2015
May 28, 2015 at 7:19 PM UTC
I lay on natures bed,
Green, wet, moist,
Strong, but delicate.
I roll over gently,
Just to lay one hand
On its surface,
Sparkling with mother earths tears.
Glancing up every so often,
Seeing the light seeping through the curtains of leaves.
Listening the peace around me
Birds singing their somber songs,
The whistles of the wind through the cracks in the ground,
And the unexplainable melody of a stream cleansing the dirt from earths precious jewels beneath her soil.
I close my eyes and get lost in its gorgeous harmony,
As it washes away my internal turmoil.
May 28, 2015
May 28, 2015 at 7:04 PM UTC
I said I was tired
But they said I slept enough,
But not ask "of what?"
May 28, 2015
May 28, 2015 at 5:57 PM UTC
Live like it's your last day,
They say
Give it your all,
They say
Take your time,
They say
Don't rush into things,
They say
Relax,
They say
You're still young,
They say
Happy birthday,
They say
Go **** yourself,
They say
Be happy, no negative vibes here,
They say
You're worthless, I didnt need you anyway,
They say
Live love laugh,
They say
No trust,
They say
I hate hypocrites,
They say
You're the main one,
I say
May 22, 2015
May 22, 2015 at 7:18 AM UTC
Two hearts of one kind.
Two brains of the same mind.
Two people with the same feeling.
Two emotions still debating.
I'm not ready, but you're willing to stand around.
I don't want you to walk with your heart dragging on the ground
Because I kept you waiting.
Two emotions still debating.
You're sweet and gentle,
But my heart is still healing from a terrible crumble.
Time will still be going.
Two emotions still debating.
I do want our hands to lock,
One day, as we walk down the block,
But my heart is still hurting.
Two emotions still debating.
I do hope when that day does come,
It will be the same day your waiting is done.
I want you to be happy that we can start growing.
Two emotions still debating.
May 17, 2015
May 17, 2015 at 10:04 PM UTC
I want to skip through life.
Just like a how a little kid skips through the park.
But I'm swimming in an ocean named life.
Just like how a fish swims into the mouth of a shark.
May 16, 2015
May 16, 2015 at 4:22 PM UTC
Farewell.
It was real nice.
But it will never be.
It was just a small illusion.
Goodbye.
Take care.
You will be missed.
I enjoyed your beauty.
I did enjoy your company.
Leave me.
Safe paths.
I did like you.
But my feelings end now.
Why fool myself if you'll be gone?
Just go.
Toodles.
See you never.
Or in another time.
Good bye my sweet piece of heaven.
You're gone.
May 16, 2015
May 16, 2015 at 3:29 PM UTC