He licked his lips
His voice was dry
His eyes look sad
She wonders why
Nov 16, 2017
Nov 16, 2017 at 1:19 PM UTC
It's been a while
since this pen touched a page.
I didn't think of you any less, though.
The room is clouded with smoke;
Much like my mind, I think.
Only-
My thoughts are more poisonous.
Nov 16, 2017
Nov 16, 2017 at 1:16 PM UTC
His name stuck
stubbornly clinging to the jagged edge
of locked jaw.
Her eyes retreated to the back of her head
drowned in a pool of blood
Memories swayed her in and out of consciousness
as the paintings with lost smiles absently stared.
He thought he was clenching the fist of a man...
I heard the little boy behind the man
when he said love should be like this.
But all sense was stripped
from a mind soaked in pain
Eyes bulging with pride and fists
dripping blood.
She watched him become a stranger
Heard every footstep fade into a distant memory
as she lied there swallowing his battered words
wishing life didn't have a present like this-
wishing the future would look past her.
"She couldn't say who it was,
all I could hear was it's someone she once knew."
Oct 28, 2017
Oct 28, 2017 at 5:22 PM UTC
Something in his eyes told me
that all he ever wanted
was to be loved.
FRAGILE!
HANDLE WITH CARE!
They screamed to me
Letter by letter-
baring the tomb of ****** scars
throbbing in his heart.
I can't help but feel their warmth
whenever they're fixed on mine
And I can't help but yearn their affection
whenever they're gone.
Oct 11, 2017
Oct 11, 2017 at 3:13 AM UTC
Sigh...
I pray for a day in a world
where greed don't exceed necessity
Even the stars can't lift me now.
I swallow the sky and cough out clouds
to numb the pain
I spat on the earth.
I sunk deep into a pool of guilt.
I wonder if steep debits
would steal my soul for free
And leave me crying at work
without company
Will I crumble to dust
or will I fight for me?
I look up to the sky
inhaling loneliness
I can't say how long death would flow
through my bones
I'm dying inside out-
death's always been repressed.
I wonder if I'm really content
with this solitude
Or how much longer I'll embody the pain
of many souls..
A gun without a bullet I hold.
Sigh...
I pray for a day in a world
where greed don't exceed necessity.
I pray for a life without debt,
warm tears and cold sweats.
I get lost in my mind
when the lights dance-
The sky sure looks beautiful right now.
Feb 20, 2017
Feb 20, 2017 at 2:48 PM UTC
Like the sun casting out shadows
I doubt
Definitely
That a love I allowed
to pierce me this deep
made me believe
that pain remedies the wound
of memory, and
That I would stay the same.
Nov 6, 2016
Nov 6, 2016 at 6:13 AM UTC
My drink was laced with death
What do you expect when you're seen
as a vulnerable prospect?
Through my drowsy heart
pulsed a pang of regret
My tears ran miles when
Panic started to sweat
My drink was laced with death
Of me there was nothing
for him to take
But a drink too early
spun regrets too late.
Nov 4, 2016
Nov 4, 2016 at 3:53 AM UTC
They keep reaching out
to me
Not knowing that
my arms are still bound
to you.
Oct 22, 2016
Oct 22, 2016 at 2:50 PM UTC
We might have been too different,
though we were evenly struck.
We bet our hearts
and lost it all-
Love was not our luck.
Oct 18, 2016
Oct 18, 2016 at 10:32 AM UTC
She was rich in spirit,
but he had broke intentions
And his heart, a runaway lost in the woods-
couldn't afford the rent.
Piece by piece he tried
digging into her mine
And most days the sun shined
as long as the diamonds did.
But as time passed I saw
with my own eyes, how he ran
Away from himself
Eyes dimmed by the loss
of the jewel he couldn't buy.
Reminiscent hues bounced off sapphires
and still, could not depict his blue.
I despised him for running
from the pain left behind-
the pain that led him
to run
Yet I couldn't ignore the presence of empathy
When he showed me
an image of a heart, emerging from the woods...
It was diamonds
dancing around a broken heart.
The moon couldn't illuminate
the shadows in his eyes
As he realised too late that night,
too late this life
that he-
was too broke to love her.
Oct 13, 2016
Oct 13, 2016 at 12:25 PM UTC
