I thought my heart is stone
They called me names
allot of those were to bring shame
but it never bothered me
Isn't that how its supposed to be?
but today is different
my heart is broken
like it never been broke before
my world went crashing down
how can I not frown
when I heard
Im just okay
To the thing
I have given my all
my time
my attention
my passion
my hopes
my prayers
my dreams
my life
It *****
Im lame.
Jan 19, 2024
Jan 19, 2024 at 3:20 PM UTC
As a young adult
I'm scared it's true.
is faith and hard work?
enough to push through?
I have a lot of questions.
I want to ask.
LIKE
what is the recipe for success?
is this our unending quest?
As I walk at night
with the moon
as my guide
bathing the roads
with its gentle light
a willow of slumber embrace.
whispering secrets of its ethereal grace
The night is long so
I dwell in the world of music.
EXO,
a constellation of pure delight
harmonies soar and their talent ignites.
as I head to the morning
with a brand-new sight.
I walk the field of gold.
with yellow blooms.
And behold, the sunflower stands tall,
A beacon of golden light for all.
Its face, a mirror to the sun's radiant glow,
A symbol of hope and joy to bestow.
Is this all that I want?
grace, hope, joy, and a brand-new sight?
I don't know
all of this is my "sana"
my true "HIRAYA"
When I met again all these aspirations
where my "hiraya" my "sana" lies
to a place
where I create the symphony of
hope, beauty, joy, and grace.
Nov 8, 2023
Nov 8, 2023 at 8:00 AM UTC
I did my best,
achieved what we thought
we would never reach
Im sorry also
Dreams Cost allot
We lost
Our Smile and Our laughs
I learned , our past doesn't Define our Present nor Our present defines our past.
But we both knows there are still
"Better Days to Come"
Sep 17, 2023
Sep 17, 2023 at 1:03 PM UTC
As I reminisce the Past
I asked myself!
Was it all worth it?
Jun 23, 2023
Jun 23, 2023 at 6:32 PM UTC
Hello world
Im slipping up
I knew the reason
why I was kind
and its kinda fuc'd up
I had nothing
So I want to be something
now this nothingness
is turning me into the wrong
I wanted to give the world
what I had none
but pass this days
I want to take those things
succumb to the feeling
of being nothing
Be the villain
I wish not to be
for the world was cruel to me
a lame excuse
maybe true
I have no words
to continue this story
cause thats all I have
the excuse
Jun 23, 2023
Jun 23, 2023 at 4:04 AM UTC
Every moment of Silence
is a pent up scream of
anguish and pain.
Jun 7, 2023
Jun 7, 2023 at 10:22 AM UTC
I am Sad
I am Crying
But Im in Control
There's Freedom in Control
May 22, 2023
May 22, 2023 at 9:17 AM UTC
Anu ba ang pandemya?
ito ba ay parang hawla
na lahat tayo ay naka kubli
naka kulong sa apat na sulok
na wala na magawa
kung hindi naka totok telepono
naka tingin sa telebisyon
na araw araw di nag nagbabago!
nagbabago ang balita
na ang maralita ,
maralita lng ang nabubuhay ng normal?
pero hindi lahat tayo ay tinamaan
ibat ibang kwento
ibat ibang karasanan.
Nawalan ng trabaho
Nalugi ang negosyo
Naiwan ng mga minamahal
at wala namang maayus na tugon
walang kasiguraduhan
kung meron mag babago
sa mga bukas na haharapin
sapagkat tayo ay naging alipin
naging lumpo, tayo dahil sa pademya
lahat bay randam na?
ang pahirap at pasakit
Ramdam ko at ramdam nyu
ang malaking pagbabago
tinatawag nilang bagong normal.
bagong normal na di natin ginusto,
pero wala na tayong magagawa
andito na to.
Kaibigan , kapatid
sana tayo ay di sumuko
alam ko mahirap
pero tayo ay mag sumikap
tayo ay tumulong.
tayo mag kaisa
para ating boses ay umugong
Isigaw ng sabay sabay
na ngayun pandemya tayo
ay pantay pantay
lahat tayo ay may maitutulong
maliit man o malaki.
patuloy sa pagdarasal
na sa huli
tayong Pilipino parin ang magbunyi
Feb 20, 2022
Feb 20, 2022 at 11:22 AM UTC
How am I?
I dont know know
Im stuck between
Should I say Hi
or
Should I just let go
but for now
I will love myself
like how
I love the spring
with endless
flying and buzzing
of the bees ,
in the blue sky
with those pretty
black stripes
Yes I can stand alone
I can be whoever
I wanted to be
can paint my nails red
I will stop being scared
I'll have the courage to fight
cause soon I will take flight
fly over the sky
and wont land
anytime soon
cause when I land
I will be new
will move on
on losing you
I'll be complete
no matter what.
cause the next time I fly
it wont be for you
its just me
being free.
Apr 15, 2021
Apr 15, 2021 at 12:14 PM UTC
A day filled with nightmares
is today
a day I wont forget
Yes its is true
cause when I look
back to this day
I see a silhouette
of you
Darkness filled with nightmares
and frights
Yes I was scared
I was afraid
How could I not be
No ones was at my aide
but I got braver now
soon you'll see
that this day filled with nightmares
will be filled with glee
Im happy this day
Yes its true
a day filled sunshine
and happiness
without you
do I miss you?
no I dont
will I miss you?
no I won't
Its this day I am free
free from you
free as I can be
This day is bright
and filled with hope
like the season summer
thats filled with laughs
cause the warmth of my smiles
burns to this day
A day without you
is no longer hard
Im surrounded by the things I love pink roses and yellow lights
Im in a dream
and
I take flight
Who said heartbreaks
are bad
It freed me from you
now I celebrate
the anniversary
of me losing you.
Apr 6, 2021
Apr 6, 2021 at 8:29 AM UTC