The blade
Creeps in my mind
Every once in awhile
Blood
Stinging
Burning
Comforting sensation
When i don't want to feel
Now
I don't feel the need
As often anymore
My ED helps me now
I know that's not the way to go either
How to be normal?
Don't know such a concept
Relating to my emotions
These are my security blankets
I need them to keep my alive
Jan 14, 2015
Jan 14, 2015 at 8:04 PM UTC
Stop the world
For just a few days
So i can get a grasp
On what i'm supposed
To be doing in this crazy
Unpredictable world
Jan 14, 2015
Jan 14, 2015 at 7:58 PM UTC
Quality over quantity
Always has been my motto
Forever and always
Love your friends for who they are
Rather than wishing for something more
Keep your friends close
So they don't have a opportunity
To slip away
Jan 14, 2015
Jan 14, 2015 at 7:56 PM UTC
I just want you to fix my broken heart
Broken shards of my heart
Are around the places
That have destroyed my soul
Fix the brokenness of my heart
Put it back together again
As if were Humpty Dumpty
Jan 14, 2015
Jan 14, 2015 at 7:55 PM UTC
My demons are secretive
They creep out slowly and quietly
So no one can have their devilish tongue rattle
Slithering like a snake
Into my veins
Into my soul
Ready to devour me
Into a pile of flesh and bone
Jan 14, 2015
Jan 14, 2015 at 7:52 PM UTC
All of a sudden my world
Is bombarded with the consumption of food
Or desperately trying to rid yourself
of the necessity of food
Normal human functions
Don't seem so normal anymore
****** functions are now shameful
Trying to destroy the thing that
Destroys you
Jan 14, 2015
Jan 14, 2015 at 7:50 PM UTC
The hunger is suffocating my soul
The type that goes away temporarily
But is always craving for more
Hunger is what consumes me
The type that never goes away
Always craving for a satisfaction
That i will never find
Jan 14, 2015
Jan 14, 2015 at 7:47 PM UTC
You said forever and always
You would be by my side
Whispering in my ear
Everything would be okay
If it's not okay it's not the end
You promised
You would put all my broken
Pieces back together
What if i'm unfixable?
Constantly searching
For a brighter soul
Dec 25, 2014
Dec 25, 2014 at 7:49 PM UTC
I hold on to you like a lost lover
So fearful to part with my only solace
Just incase
I need a hand to hold
A shoulder to cry on
I hold on to your captive embrace
Just incase
I'm to weak to break free
Just incase
Dec 25, 2014
Dec 25, 2014 at 7:46 PM UTC
I'm holding on
Just incase
Just incase
I find the glimmer of hope
I've been searching for
In the dark shadows of the night
Dec 25, 2014
Dec 25, 2014 at 7:45 PM UTC