The river flows
With bodies and souls
The river is where our burdens are thrown
It frees the soul from what it holds
It reflects the truth that you might not know
The creatures that live finds paradise in its holes
And when its cold the river becomes ice cold
To protect the lives that it holds
It turns to vapor to rain on our souls
To treat the thirst that kills the living so very slow
It sacrifices all it has for the great of the whole
But what we do is darken it souls
We polute its waters with the paloutes we throw
How selfish we think and how murderus we grow
We **** the things that help us grow
We forget the things that the river has shown
Until one day the river howls
It consumes each man and drowns him cold
It creates thease waves that galops people souls
Detroys the citese that human helped grow
So think of others the way you think of your own
Jun 8, 2018
Jun 8, 2018 at 4:21 AM UTC
Feeling is an illusionistic place
You convince yourself with things that aren’t in place
It can **** you or boost you to a higher place
It is difficult to describe what feeling is in place
Some times you might develop them in the wrong time or place
You might feel happy for no reason in place
Or you might feel sad and it fits correctly into place
There are feeling that are even beyond time and place
If you want to know how it feels to be emotionless then maybe death is your place
Life without feelings is a tasteless place
Apr 25, 2018
Apr 25, 2018 at 2:13 AM UTC
My lie is i told i never wished your mine
I lied when i said time passes by and i dont think of you
Its hard to be true
When your sad i feel blue
It torments me not being honest to you
Its like i am a rotten fruit that you cant chew
I think my time is due
To tell you what is true
I wash my tears everytime i hurt you
If the sea was the only thing to describe my love for you
Then i choose the sky and glaxies that surrounds me and you
I wish my body would rot but my heart stays next to you
They say love is a fantasy game
Well its the oxygen for the flame
Its the water to the grain
It may cause you to cut your own vein
In order for the other heart to live instead
This all i can give before i get burried for dead
Apr 21, 2018
Apr 21, 2018 at 2:26 PM UTC
Let your veins bleed
Let your heart stop to beat
Its like you are freed
You have admitted defeat
People cry deep
For a person who has just pressed delete
Your loved ones have nothing but to weep
They are not sure how you can leave them incomplete
Your wife and kids lost their concrete
Just because life brought you down to your feet
Its easy to become obscelete
Buts its difficult to be elite
Preventing you loved ones to fall a sleep
Not everything in life is nice and neat
You have to heal from every bash of heat
Life will never be complete
Get up and stand on your feet
Remmeber all the great people you meet
Try to think of life as being sweet
There is no problem you can’t treat
Apr 21, 2018
Apr 21, 2018 at 2:24 PM UTC
You say you know me
Better than I know myself
You judge me cause you think it is easy
It is bever easy to walk in my shoes
It is not the thing that I wanted to choose
You think of me so little
Yet I am full of news
I am a riddle that you can never solve
Step into my body and figure out how my cells beat
Figure out how every brain cell speaks
Show me what my eyes can see
And what my limbs seek
Don't think I am weak
I show compasion because i have reached the peek
When you slap me I turn the other cheek
I am born to love
Not to push and shove
Respect who I am and don't throw me under the bus
My heart is whiter than a feather of a dove
Respect my humanity that is a gift from above
My brother what you see is not the image that it appears to be
The real image is hidden in a mist that the other will not reveal to me
So don't look at him and you think you have figuered out the key
You will need to be closer to him to understand what is he
He might be somone who you never thought he could be
He might be the devil hidding in an angels rougue
And pulls out his sowrd
And stab you in the heart
And as you fall down and bleed in pain
You will understand that judging people is a shame
The mirror reflects the human that we see
But doest it reflect the bones and muscles lying inside of me
We are humans and thats the easiet we could be
But we got to evolve to be the best that people thought we can only be
Nov 17, 2016
Nov 17, 2016 at 4:56 AM UTC
I want to die and end my life
I wish I had a knife
I am Gods mistake on earth
Whatever i touch leaves me to waste
I welcome death with open arms
Darkness is the only place i belong
Depression is my friend and happiness is my enemy
I love to help people no matter what
But me who cares I am just a mistake
I took more hurt than i can take
I am surprised how my heart still beats
I don't know till when I should stay alive when I am a mistake
I don't fit this world I never will
Its easy for people to step on me and throw me to waste
If I need anything right now is take me away because thats what I need and believe
Oct 30, 2016
Oct 30, 2016 at 4:50 PM UTC
Lots of people see me
But not everyone can read me
I have so many scars
But no one will believe me
I hide a tear cause i am used to being lonely
I love unconditionaly
But it is easy to hurt me
I am the sun that has been covered by the clouds
I am a wave that washes people clean
And takes in the dirt
I make the earth ever so green
Sometime I help people who I know may stop my dream
I wish everyone you know that I have a white heart
I love to help people more than myself
This led people that I love drift apart
Because they dont understand what I am about
I love to give more than recieve
I never asked someone for anything more than to believe
Believe in the love i have
And i have no plans to harm
Dig into my soul and you will know
That I bow to people I love and adore
I dive my life from head to toe
I want everyone who treat me differently to know
Whatever i have done i didnt mean to make you hurt
I may joke or try to make you smile cause i know what it means to be hurt
I push and I stand by you to prevent you from the worst
Because if i dont I stay in bed full of guilt
I hide an amount of hills that no one knows
Because i believe peoples troubles are more than my own
I get misjudged and thats what hurts
It even made me sink to the dark
Some very close people I lost
Although all i have done is become better than they have already become
Everyone that left me i hope you know
I still love you and leaving me is hurting my soul
Even if we dont talk anymore i want you to know I will still love you forever and more
I apologize if you understood me in a wrong way
This is my way of explaining who I am and what you all are to me
I dont expect you to understand
There is one wish that i may ask just hope you smile to life as life is short and learn to forgive
Because having hurt will make you suffer all day
Aug 11, 2016
Aug 11, 2016 at 2:41 PM UTC
There is someone that a thank you maybe not enough
A cut with a knife and making my blood flow may not sufice
She did something that no one can ever do
What she did is like Gods hand changing the sky from red to blue
She made the dead **** turn into a beautiful rose
Life is dark when you see it through my eyes
But in your eyes light grows ever so pretty
My life was all full of lies
No one i trusted showed me the pleasure of being alive
It was easier for me to die and leave the world behind
I saw the patients die in front of my eyes and wandered why cant it be me who doesnt get revived
I have always wondered why these thoughts are in my mind
Why do people love me and say i am kind
Do i deserve what i get or am i just trying to be happy and leave the world behind
I know my thoughts are crazy but i cant control my mind
I love people althought i know i am bound to be hurt
Depression Depression thats my story
I know you try to hold my hand and comfort me til the morning
But i am still fed up of fighting for glory
Maybe its time to hang the white flag above my chest
I know this is hard to hear
But i am done living in fear
I am done living in pain
Maybe it should be a start of a new year
Time to let the time pass
And through everything out in the sea
Let me become a blood bath
I should not think negative i do agree
But you once showed me the way to be free
You told me take my wings and fly away
Your words were encouraging but what you did was the key
I appreciate and remenise every single day
Now i understand the meaning of living
And how i should looked at myself in peples eyes
I should not stop givving
Even if people dont realize my size
Aug 4, 2016
Aug 4, 2016 at 11:17 AM UTC
Open me and turn my page
Let me fantasize your reality
Let me show you love
Let me be your friend
I am addictive if you hold me
I make you wiser every time you read me
Some read me to escape reality
Each word on my page is magic
And every picture is a fantasy
Writers poor their tears on each page
Share thier happiness or sorrow
It may change your life
Although I might get replaced
I still have a place in other peoples heart
Don't be scared to read me
I will make you drown in my stories
Keep reading and you will understand what I mean
Jul 8, 2016
Jul 8, 2016 at 12:08 PM UTC
Let me burn
I want to parish
Nothing worse than living
Take my life and end my suffering
Living in a dark hole
Cant sleep and cant react
Death for me is pleasure
I love the touch of a knife stabbing my heart to bleed.
Black is my new color
Darkness is my new plessure
Depression we live together
Nothing can seperate us
Nobody understands us
Hello death
Goodbye life
Jun 30, 2016
Jun 30, 2016 at 9:49 PM UTC