Your boyfriend is a lucky man
But I am the lucky one
I get to wake up knowing I have a sweet caring boy
That loves me
Who's gentle when he kisses me
Who's big hands grab me by my waist and sit me on his lap
Kiss me and love me
Hold me and never let me go
I am so lucky I get to see your beautiful smile every morning
You tell me every night goodnight, and I love you
Being with you is like winning the lottery
You are so genuine with everything you speak
Or do
You make me feel special
In a way, I've wanted to feel my whole life
When you kiss me, it feels like fireworks and butterflies
I hope that you do too.
I know what we have is not one-sided
I know you're hesitant when it comes to me
I know you don't want to get hurt
But you're trying, and I see it with every call and every text
I love everything you do
I'm such a lucky woman because you love me just like I love you.
Aug 6, 2023
Aug 6, 2023 at 5:33 PM UTC
I have alot of favorite things
Like the perks of being a wallflower the book
Like scott pilgrim vs the world a severly underrated movie
And in minecraft when i find bees and decorate their tree with flowers
I like the word wholesome
I like the feeling you get after you finally sneeze after 30 mins
I like the smell of wet soil
My favorite thing is views
My favorite things to see
Is when the sun came up after a warm night in your long limbs
The way you smile that melted my frozen heart
Your smile is like sunshine its my favorite ******* view
And sir it tremendously under appreciated
Sep 26, 2022
Sep 26, 2022 at 12:25 AM UTC
There is alot of things i dont know
Like how to spell synonym
How to change a spark plug
How i feel about you
And how you feel about me
Ive change alot since December
Been through alot since December
And you really dont even know any of that
Even though you were sorta apart of it
In the fall and winter i was deeply invested in you
I hurt myself thinking too much about you
Five months passed since we last talked
And i dont know why we talked again
I dont know why i responded to you
I think there will alway be a miniscule part of me
That likes you
Theres a reason i get nervous when we talk
Why when i see your snapchat name show up at the top of my phone screen
I get so happy
But when i think about it
I feel like throwing up
Like i dont want to feel this way
Just the thought of it makes me sick
And i think it because im not sure how i really feel cause i dont know how you really feel
Part of me scared to ask
Part of me knows the answer
Part of me get a touch sad
All of me gets disappointed in myself
Sep 26, 2022
Sep 26, 2022 at 12:15 AM UTC
This one hurt
More than I thought
I think because you played me so well
You really had me feeling like you could be the one
The one that deserved to feel my love
I even wrote you a poem explaining how one day
I could feel about the gaps in your teeth that I find adorable
Or the height of your stance
That was slightly intimidating but endearing
The way that you kissed me
On My forehead
On my right thigh
And on my mouth
We could have been extraordinary
We were a bull and a ******
A Taurus and a Virgo
A girl and a boy
We talked about tattoos and how we wanted the same ones
We debated soul eater and stars
We quizzed eachother on one direction and Canadian rock bands
I went home and watched videos about how compatible we are
I was invested in you
And you said all the right things to make me believe you were invested in me
I told my bestfriend, cousin, and closes friends about you
How you are sweet, handsome, goofy, and everything I had been searching for
But i guess I spoke to soon
I fell way to soon
I cried way too soon
And I'm done
Just on time.
Sep 25, 2022
Sep 25, 2022 at 11:59 PM UTC
You want space
Or time
That what he said
So I gave him space and time
He took that time and space
And found someone else
I never know what do when someone ask for space from me
How long to wait
Before I accept the hint
If during this time its worth only speaking to you
Only thinking of you
And only dreaming of you
Cause it been only a day and I've cried enough tears to drown myself in a tub
I slept enough hours to call it a coma
And I've been out my room twice all day
I keep thinking of the last time we hugged is it going to be the last time I see your perfect face
If the last time I spent the night Is the last time i'll be able to kiss you
And that night was perfect to me
I was just so happy to be there with you
We drank and watched tangled
We smoked ****
I remember how good you look when smoke comes out your mouth
You taught me how to play pool and let me win twice
Then you let me fall asleep in your arms and sleep past 6
You are absolutely perfect to me
In everyway
I hope we can do that again
I hope we can kiss again
I hope you wont forget about the way i feel about you with all this space
Goodnight my love
Aug 20, 2020
Aug 20, 2020 at 6:23 AM UTC
Can I rewrite the stars
So we can end up together
Change the pictures in everyone's
Photo frames
So they can all see our future together
Should I
Have drunken ***
Go to a club
Hit rock bottom
And walk away from it
By the next month
Live my 20s in a week
So I can spend forever with you
Cause I'd do it
I'd do the impossible
Just so I can grow old with you
I mean it when I say I love you
But I cant
I have to rely on fate
And that is scarier then spiders or snakes
Scarier then falling off a cliff, or riding a plane
The scariest thing is relying on fate
The best thing is knowing it is fate
Jun 29, 2019
Jun 29, 2019 at 2:56 PM UTC
I loved you
Enough to let you repeatedly break my heart
To push me away and ignore my cries
To treat me like I mean nothing
After all the time we spent lying in your dormitory watching movies on my tablet or your phone
When youd dance on your cold tile floor
While making pasta
Knock three times on the bathroom door
To make sure you werent walking in on your neighbor pooping again
The walk you do to the mirror every morning to appreciate your own beauty
The hours we spent making out
On your bathroom counter
On your bed
In my dreams
Such significant moments that we shared were I'd get so sad to leave
The time we ordered $60 worth of dominoes and binged aytipical
We always talked about going to the planetarium in alamogordo
Taking trips to Santa fe
We even talked about having children
And getting married
But we always stayed on base
And I loved you
Oh I love you
I love you
I
Love
You
Enough To do it all over again
May 30, 2019
May 30, 2019 at 3:13 PM UTC
we said we would have one last time
one last kiss
one last touching moment where we stared at each other
one last time where we lie bare
but it never happened
I never got to kiss you one last time
I never got to stare at you one last time
I never got to tell you I love you
at least not in person
I feel so alone without you
but we were not meant to be
and you weren't made for me
and I was not made for you
you made my heart collapse
I have all these memories of you
we were a fairy tale
a dream come true
I love you
I love you
I love you
cómo me duele
mi amor cómo me duele
May 29, 2019
May 29, 2019 at 2:10 AM UTC
I was your number 28
that was eight numbers
eight people
eight individual girls
after the twenty who
felt you
touch you
went in your bed and got wrapped in your sheets
kissed you
laid with you
I was 28
2 numbers before you hit thirty
thirty notches in your belt
thirty knots on your rope
I had the privilege
the honor
you had the audacity
the courage
the stride
the confidence to tell me I was number 28
Like hearing a number and waiting for your turn
waiting for hours in a line
filled with
girls who probably had you number 50
number
after number
after ******* number
until you met me
with the chubby cheeks
and small hands
the round glasses always on the bridge of my nose
who you crowned a recycled crown number 28
swapped from 27
placed on 29
so insignificant
a mindless ****
a ***** squeeze
and when you got bored you got closer to thirty
when you ran away after the first sign of trouble
you coward
and you crawled
tippy toe around bushes and forest
ate popcorn as you watched me walk on eggshells
you hid in shadows that were casted by your ego
never wanted to talk
never wanted to admit
just there to use
to tell me how good of a **** I am
to spit in my face a mouth full of lies
to ignore me endlessly till i took off my crown and walked away
empty handed
you were my number four
i was seven time more than that
you were fourth in a short line
were i cherished the moments we spent together
cried many tears at the thought of losing you
I would've named you a king
but a number is all ill ever be
a notch on your belt
a knot in your rope
an insignificant number
for an insignificant girl.
May 4, 2019
May 4, 2019 at 2:33 AM UTC
Tell me you love me
When I leave the warmth of your bed
Tell me you love me
When I carefully pack my clothes in my bag
Tell me you love me
When I drive for endless hours to my home away from home
Tell me you love me
When it's been months without seeing you
Tell me you love me
When you pull her in for kisses that should be mine
Tell me you love me
When you meet your number 9 and give her the affection I crave
Tell me you love me
When you hold her in your warm embrace the first time she stays the night
Tell me you love me
When you see your first movie together and you wrap an arm around her as she holds the large bucket of popcorn you two share
Tell me you love me
When you tell her, "I love you." And she smiles and says it back
Tell me you love me
When you forget about me by the taste of her lips and the way she laughs
Tell me you love me
When I'm still here falling in love with you every second that past and your falling into her
Tell me you love me
My
Dear
When I call you the sun but you shine on just the moon
Feb 2, 2019
Feb 2, 2019 at 7:28 PM UTC